A way to happiness (NC-17) [COMPLETED]
by Kinra
Chapter 12
Birds talk
After a couple of days I received a letter from my university. If I would have to tell shortly what it said, one word would be enough. Expelled.
The past two weeks I almost didn’t attend classes at all. But still it was a big surprise for me.
‘What should I do now?’-these kinds of thoughts were in my mind. If I am not studying anymore there’s no point to stay here. I never really liked studying, I had no friends there, and teachers looked suspiciously at me. So deep in my heart I wasn’t sad. It’s just I didn’t want to be a looser, which can not do anything on her own. I knew, that my pride wouldn’t let me to go back home without achieving anything. So I decided to wait until my empty head will come up with some ideas.
I bended out an airplane from the letter with great news and threw it to trash bin. I don’t know if it’s because I wasn’t born under the lucky star, or I should I say I wasn’t born under the star at all, the plain missed its destination and crashed on the ground.
Should I call it disaster?
Anyway I left it with no mercy because my sight concentrated on the open window, where a couple of white doves were looking at me.
-Do I look that crazy...? Don’t bother telling me, I know.
I took I slice of bread, which probably was the last eatable thing in my room, and crumbled it up.
-Here,-I stretched my palm to them,-why aren’t you pecking?-they mumbled in a language I don’t speak, so I just scattered bread-crumbs by a window and watched them eating.
-So how’s life up there? It should be better then here I guess. You can watch every fool’s life from high above and then know you wouldn’t do this or that. It would be enough for me. Just to fly around wondering and watching others. But it doesn’t sound fun to you, right?
Then someone’s knocks on my door interrupted my madman ravings and I headed to the door.
I didn’t enjoy guests, not to mention surprises. So I hoped to open the door and found nothing, but there was Eulgia standing with her messy hair and crazy smile.
-Hi! I just thought that since it’s already weekend we should do something. What? Aren’t you going to invite me in?
-Oh, yeah, come in…my fridge is empty, but other than that you can feel free as at home.
Windowsill was already empty and I was a bit disappointed, since at this time doves seemed a better company for me.
-Somehow you seem more lively than yesterday, what happened?-I asked her even I if I wasn’t really interested.
-Well you remember after that party I said I’ll go home alone…? But actually, there was this guy, who offered to drive me home.
-And did he drive you home safely?
-Well, actually, we kind of stayed in his car for the rest of the night,-she chuckled.
-But didn’t you just say that men are pigs and all that?-I asked even if I wasn’t surprised by her behavior.
-Mostly off them are, but he was really nice and asked me on a date tonight.
-Don’t tell me you’re going,-I said.
-Well I am, and I wanted to ask you to go together… his friend is staying at his place now, and… uh, the both of them are single, so he thought it’s better to take him together and he also asked me to bring a friend. And you’re single too, besides it’s better for you to divert yourself.
- I know what’s better for me and I’m not going. No way. How could you even think I could go somewhere with the jerk I don’t even know!
-You can get to know him, besides he’s really hot! Never in my life had I met such guy! He smiles perfectly and he says nice things and sure his great at fucking also, I bet he’s rich too, since his car was a new BMW.
-I don’t care really, Eulgia, it’s enough partying for me, I got expelled from university today, and I need to get a hold on my self already. Haven’t you heard about responsibility?
-Then will you feel more responsible being at home all the time?
-Yeah, yes I will, that’s exactly what I’m saying.
-Come on, Alex, you owe me; I already promised to bring a friend…
-So am I the only your friend?
She nodded and I felt sorry for her. She wasn’t smart and maybe she had nothing more than a feminine looks, so I couldn’t feel really connected to her, maybe I didn’t even thought she’s my friend. But now I saw other side of her, a lonely side, and it made me to pity her.
-I’ll go if you’ll promise this is the last time you drag me into this kind of nonsense.
-You have my word! –Her voice became brighter and she hugged me,-But you can not go with jeans and sneakers…They really seem high level so we should prepare, I brought you dress and high heels…here.
She gave me a small white cocktail dress and matched color high heels.
-But from where did you know I’ll agree to go?
-I didn’t but you’re too good to make other people sad, - she smiled.
-Okay, I’m going to get dressed then, - I said looking at high heels and hoping to stay alive after this evening.
-Sure, I’ll help you with make up!
Somehow I had a bad feeling about this. First crashing plane, than this date and high heels. Really, it doesn’t sound good at all. But to think of it, what does then?