| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
This can’t be true.
I turned around and started going towards the direction we came.
-Stop! What’s wrong with you?-Eulgia shouted.
-Do you know who those guys are? Do you even imagine what jerks and idiots they are?! They’ll leave you the next moment they take out their cock from your ass!-I shouted.
-But Alex…
-Alex? Alexandra? Is it really you?-one of them came closer to us,-Whoa!!! I can’t believe. It’s her! Look, Micky! -Junsu screamed, - This world is so small!
-God, you changed a lot! This is what dress and make up does to a woman, Junsu. So keep that in mind, it doesn’t matter if you like ugly woman, of which I doubt a lot, just buy her make up and she will be as fuckin’new as from the super market,-Micky laughed.
-Fuck off. Idiot, - I showed him my middle finger.
-Well can’t you stop it! Both of you,-Junsu looked at Micky who was already moving towards me,-She’s a girl, Micky, and moreover our friend, you should be more friendly.
-Friend?-I asked, - Is this is how you treat your friends, Junsu? Then I’m really sorry for them. I truly am. But don’t include me in that list. Get it?
-Hey, there’s no point to be harsh. I’m sorry okay; there were things I shouldn’t have done. But it’s past, right? And we are not going to build our future from the past, so there’s no point in grieving. I’ll make it simply. We have no intentions in fucking or whatever else that may hurt you, but can we just have a couple drinks and talk? Please?
-So… You know each other already…?-Eulgia asked not understanding what’s going on.
-See! We already have a topic to chat! - Junsu came back to his squealing voice again, how could I ever I thought it was beautiful?
I may regret it, but I followed them and entered the red corridor again.
Soon we were covered by darkness and humming music. Yoochun ordered drinks and Eulgia was already leaning to him. I really didn’t want to know where this will lead so I just looked to the dance floor. These people really seemed free…free and drunk at this cheap place. Despite that, I couldn’t look away since their moves were hypnotizing me. So maybe cheap things can look cool sometimes I thought. I took my glass and tasted the drink. It was bitter, ice-cold and made me shiver. But I liked as my brains froze and blood started running faster. I never drank such shit before, so I was wondering what it was.
-Where did you get this? - I turned to Junsu, because Micky was already sucking Eulgia’s neck while she was sitting on his knees.
-You like I it, don’t you? It’s our secret formula, - Junsu chuckled.
Then he took my already empty glass and filled it with vodka or tonic I wasn’t sure because I couldn’t really read the label. Then he dragged a small plastic bag and took out a white pill. It wasn’t bigger then few millimeters. Then he putted it in to my drink and I saw small bubbles coming of as the pill was melting.
-Try this,-Junsu said again while doing double for him, - for everlasting friendship then?
-Yeah,-I said and took the glass to my lips. This time it hit me harder and I chocked on last gulp since I was missing oxygen.
-Are you ‘k?-Junsu patted my back.
-Yeah, - was the only thing I answered while my lungs were filling up with air.
-I’m sorry; I thought you’re used to this shit.
-I’m not, but I may get. The first one slide down pretty good, - I admitted.
-Then do you want a smoke?
-Sure, - I said. He took a cigarette into his mouth and sucked it while lighting up. Then he gave it to me.
- I know how to light it up.
-Who knows, I mean aren’t you our cute and innocent angel from not discovered worlds?
-Yeah, and I usually eat pokemons for dinner with Xena, - I laughed, - if I don’t have narrow eyes it doesn’t mean I’m less fucked up then you.
-So you are?
-Tell me who aren’t? Sure, I did have a normal life, but somehow I guess it was too boring so I ended up having fun all the time… even if it wasn’t funny, more like pathetic, but the point is, I’m not an alien from a suburb, who doesn’t know a thing how to party.
-Okay, miss party princes, shall we dance then?-Junsu said stretching his hand.
I took it without a word, with no care leaving Eulgia and her butt, which was already Micky’s property.
He dragged me to the center of the dance floor where all lights were flashing the most. I could feel my heart beating to the bass rhythm and my body slowly giving in to music.
-You like it here, don’t you?-he shouted into my ear.
-No,-I lied, - how did you found this place anyway?
-I didn’t have to. It’s mine, - Junsu laughed.
-What?!
-Well not technically, because it may not be good for my image, but I bought it, because I wanted to have a calm place with no paparazzi and stuff.
-You call it calm?! But how can you be sure that there are no stalkers here?
-On weekends we do not let in no one, just our friends, who are mostly celebrities, so they don’t really have a need to stalk us when they can simply talk to us whenever they want.
I nodded and looked around again. Most of the people had perfect bodies, botox smiles and Gucci or Prada on them. So I wasn’t really surprised.
-Do you want to look around? - Junsu asked.
I nodded again and followed him. Actually Junsu wasn’t such a jerk as I thought at first, and if I would remember his cute expression when I first met him or his nice butt, I had no choice as to let him lead me.
-Do you have favorite song or something?
-Nothing in particular that could be played at a club,-I said.
-It doesn’t matter if it suits here not; I’m the mood maker here, so just tell me when will come to DJ.
-Okay,-I was a bit surprised, because it was sort of nice thing, to play something I like in a place that doesn’t really go along with me.
As we passed a bar we took a couple more drinks and then we were at the red corridor again away from the noise and people. The dusk made it look cozy. When I noticed a small balcony aside, I began to like it even more.
-Who designed this place?
-JaeJoong hyung, but you don’t know him I guess.
-No, is he a famous designer or what?
-No,-Junsu laughed, - He’s our lead vocals, baby. Don’t tell me you never listened to our songs?
-Oh, I did, I have your album, but somehow I wanted to smash it, so I didn’t really notice who’s corrupting the cover.
-He will kill you if he would hear you saying that, - Junsu laughed.
-Why? Is he Korea’s representative for miss world or something?
-Din! Din! Din! You hit the jackpot!
I don’t know if it was because of the drinks or our constant laugh, but it was quite fun.
Then we entered the door that I didn’t notice at first.
-Do you already know the song?-Junsu asked,-because this is the place where magic happens.
-Yeah, it’s not like it’s my favorite, but I heard it recently and it was pretty good…You know Pink-I don’t believe you?
-Sure, it’s a bit torturing, but whatever. You heard that DJ?-he turned to a guy who was near the apparatus watching everyone dancing through a window. The guy nodded and we left the room through other door.
-I believe you already been in VIP before?-Junsu asked before opening the door.
I didn’t answer as the view turned me aback completely.
It was him.
On the same black couch as I saw Micky back then, with his spread legs, a bottle of whiskey in left hand and his right pressing some whore’s butt who was riding him,
I saw Changmin.
My stare was blank; at first he didn’t notice me, but after few seconds his gaze met mine, when suddenly the cowboy girl moaned as Changmin came for her.
I stepped forwards him stretched my hand above him and spilled all my cocktail on his head watching as every drop fell on his face. I smiled.
- I can’t believe I loved such a whore like you,-I said to him and then faced the girl, who still was on his leap, with his dick in her pussy, - suck him, he likes it, - and I placed the glass on her head.
As I ran through red corridor I could still hear my requested song… It seemed so ironical.
I didn’t wanted to believe it’s over, when I finally begun to hope that we can make it. When I finally thought that we can turn back time, make new lines to our story. When I finally was determined not to leave his side. He did. And this time it was for real.
So right now, I don’t mind it. I don’t mind to burn every memory of his in my head, because this truly was the end. The last my nightmare about him.
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Pink-i don't believe you
I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?
No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
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