| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
‘Casiopeia’ was full of jerks and from all of them I needed just one.
-Where’s Junsu? - I asked Micky, who wasn’t wasting his time with some girl.
-Dunno, he went somewhere with Alex,-he said.
-What?!
-I said he went somewhere with Alex, you know, Max’s ex…we met her, so Xiah took her away somewhere while I was with this young lady here,- he smirked to her.
I wasn’t listening anymore what he had to say, I just needed to find them, so I headed to VIP. What that fucker is thinking about?! If he does something to her I promise I’ll…
-Ouch! Fuck, watch where you’re going!- Junsu shouted irritated, ‘cause I bumped into him, but suddenly he cut off when he noticed that’s me,-Oh, JaeJoong, what are you doing here?
-I should ask you the same. Where is she?!
-Where’s what?
-Don’t fool around, you know what I mean, where’s Alex?
-Well, I was just going to look for her when you disturbed me!
-So you’re telling me you don’t even know where she is?!
-Well, fuck, how can I know where she ran?!
-She wouldn’t run away without a reason! What have you done?
-Nothing…it’s not me who fucked up again…aish, we’ll speak later; I really have to find her now.
-Wait I’m going with you.
Junsu’s Mercedes roared and we drove down the street.
-Where are you driving?
-To her place.
-How come you know so much about her?- I was irritated because he knew stuff about her while I could only say just her name.
-I don’t, Changmin would pass her apartment often…Anyway, why do you care so much about her?
I didn’t say anything, and just looked around for her.
-I don’t know, I just do.
-Aish, you know you’re pissing me off. Really. Like all of you! At first Changmin fell for her, and now you’re getting all weird and such…I mean, man, I thought you’re dead rock with no place for girl in your heart, I even thought you’re a gay, when you rejected Tiffany. And now you’re falling for a girl you don’t even know?!
-I didn’t say I fall for her, it’s your own assumptions, I just said I care for her, because there are jerks who don’t know how women should be treated! And fuck, what’s with that gay shit?! Geeez…
-Come on, what should I think then, that you’re virgin Maria or something? And talking about Tiff…You know, I was with A, so I thought I will take her to VIP…Don’t look like that! I wasn’t going to fuck her! You know it’s a sensitive topic to her, I just wanted to talk privately and such, so I open the door and here you go Mr. Changmin with his hard cock in Tiff pussy. I was like whoa!!! But then I remembered A was right next to me, she turned all pale, you know…but then she like came to Changmin and said ‘I can’t believe I loved such a whore like you’ and then she spills her drink on his head, turns to Tiff and says to suck his cock, ‘cuz he likes it, I mean that would be so fucking cool and funny, but as I faced her, tears were rolling down her cheeks and she ran away, and Changmin was hurt too, beating the ground with his fists, but I couldn’t let him go after her. He already made such a mess. He like totally ruined my brilliant party!
-He…he fucked Tiff in front of…her? - I asked. I couldn’t believe in this, it wasn’t like him; he couldn’t be so cruel, besides I thought he cared for her…
-Well, shortly-yes. I don’t know the details; I just told you what my two glorious eyes saw, that’s it. And we’re already here, - he parked the car and I stepped out in front of a dorm.
-He shouldn’t have left her stay in such place.
-There’s many things Changmin shouldn’t have done, - I said and entered the dark corridor.
We checked few apartments but there was no sign of her.
-She couldn’t come back that fast, maybe she’s still wondering somewhere in the city?-Junsu asked.
-Take me to my car, we should split up.
-But hyung, how can we find her, we don’t even know where we should look.
-Just take me to my car, I’m not telling you to go with me!-I was angry that he let her go that easy, I was angry because I wasn’t there, I couldn’t protect her…
We were driving fast, but still I would look up at every passing by girl, hoping that it’s her. Teenagers with mini skirts, noonas and other women. All they looked so different but in the same time so alike. I was wondering are they living with hurt that men are bringing into their life, or maybe some of them are otherwise, players looking for lovers in the streets, looking for adventures and money. Even if I grew up surrounded by women I still couldn’t understand them completely. What they’re thinking of? What Alex is thinking of?
Where she could go?
I don’t know how many minutes or even hours passed, but I couldn’t find her. Maybe because I wasn’t really sure where I’m going? My car was just simply circling area around the club. I knew that’s almost impossible to meet her here…
Full moon occurred in the sky, moving away from the clouds, and I remembered how I would watch it from Han River’s bridge, waiting for the dawn and letting my thoughts to fade away with the moon.
I knew it’s going to be a sleepless night, so I turned my car to the opposite side and headed to the place, which I shared so many memories with.
I left my car parked, but the wind was colder here, so I had to take my jacket.
As I watched the running water, from high above, I was happy to come here.
There were too many worries in my head and I just couldn’t handle all of them.
The peace coming from the river let me to calm down a bit.
I wonder what would be different if I had missed that fight with Yunho, if I had stayed at home and didn’t meet her… would it still be this way? Probably not, but I can not regret it, since I have a purpose now. Purpose to make someone else’s existence better, to fill it with joy and love…
-Shit! Who acts this way, bitch?!-a screaming guy some meters away attracted my attention.
-Hey, Hyung, don’t bother, we can rape her here. No one would care about this slut anyway, - said other guy and took fragile girl’s wrists; she was attempting as hard as she could to escape from his grip, but he was too strong for her to handle and soon she fell on the ground ripping her small white cocktail dress…