| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
Somehow I felt like there is nothing good in this world anymore. As I ran from the club I really wasn’t sure where my legs will led me because I simply had no where to go. I never liked my apartment; I never could call it my home. Because your home should be your shelter a warm place from bad luck, a place that can protect you. But I wasn’t feeling like that at all.
So when my hair started streaming in the wind, I realized that there’s still a place I can rely on, because right in front of me the calm view of Han River appeared.
I knew I can not hate Changmin, we never had any bounds, nor statements to be together. He never really asked me to be his girl, nor did I. And even if I was hurt, I couldn’t blame him. Maybe it’s the best for us to be apart, maybe I just have to go back to my previous life, to my family…What I was thinking, nothing was keeping me here, but still I wasted my time and just hurt myself…I knew my mind is right, but my heart… couldn’t just put up with it. Why does it have to be so hard, why does love have to hurt so much?
-Hey, what’s wrong, babe?-some drunk asshole asked me.
I ignored him, because I hoped he’ll just leave me alone, but he came closer and stroked my hair. I shivered at his touch and backed up instantly.
-Don’t be afraid…
-Go…a-away…-I was terrified when another guy occurred behind my back; suddenly he pointed something sharp on my neck. A knife...
-There’s no need to be unfriendly, we are good guys…
-With good girls,-another one said and touched my neck letting me to understand that if I’ll make a wrong move blood will run out from my veins .
His hand slide to my chest, moving under my dress. I was without bra and his fingers circled around my nipples, than he squeezed my breast and leaned to kiss me. I was like stone and couldn’t even breathe. His tongue licked my lips and I felt his hand going under my dress, brushing my panties and trying to remove them…other guy pulled my skirt up and I felt his hands grabbing my panties down my knees. I wasn’t sure which one of them slide his fingers into me.
-Do you like it? Do you like it, bitch? I bet you like guys fucking your pussy…-someone’s huge hand crushed my arm and I groaned silently.
-Sure you do…-he used the chance when my mouth opened and shove his tongue into.
It made me sick so much and I couldn’t stand it anymore so I just bit his tongue as heard as I could.
-Shit! Who acts this way, bitch?!-he yelled and punched my face.
-Hey, Hyung, don’t bother, we can rape her here. No one would care about this slut anyway,-the other said taking my wrists. And my eyes widened in shock. I needed to scream for help, to shout, but my mouth couldn’t say anything, it was like I loosed my voice, so I tried to run away, but he threw me on the ground instantly.
-Please…-I begged with broken voice.
They smiled and I closed my eyes, because I knew what will be next…I lied on the ground afraid to move…but nothing happened, I just heared some strange noise, but I was too afraid to look. I don’t know how much time passed I just hoped, that this is the end, that they’ll finally kill me. Was this a part of the plan to make me even more startled?
-It’s okay, you can open your eyes now, don’t be afraid, - a gentle voice said.
I looked and saw two big warm eyes smiling at me.
Am I dead? Did that rapper killed me and now an angel came to take me to heaven?
-Please take me with you, please, angel…I’ll do everything, just don’t let me stay here anymore! Please…?
He looked at me confused for a moment and then hugged me tightly.
-I won’t leave you…- He lifted me from the ground and carried in bride style as the moon was fading away and letting the sun to take over the sky.