| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
I dreamed that I was running through the woods, but they suddenly disappeared and I fell on the ground, I lifted my head up and saw my bloody tooth on the ground. I wasn’t afraid of dentist neither of blood or teeth, but this image scared me enough to wake up.
-Shhh, it’s okay, - I felt JaeJoong swaying me in his arms, - It’s just a bad dream,- he kissed my forehead.
-I’m fine, - I curled up in his arms, - How are you?
-Better then Changmin.
-He’s strong; it won’t take long to heal…
-There are wounds that don’t heal that easy, - he said and I understood what he meant.
-He’s young, everything’s just before his eyes, he will meet lots of girls and will for the, dozen of times. Time meds every hole.
-But it doesn’t heal, it remains as it was, you can not cover everything under your bed, and pretend that there’s nothing there.
-So what do you think I should do then? Haven’t you realized yet that life brings not only lovely things? Not every person can get what he wants, not every feeling can bloom, not every heart can beat for love…It’s just the way life is.
He didn’t say anything. I knew his mind was racing, he couldn’t just ignore his friend, neither could he left me; at least that was what I hoped. I guess that was the problem we both had. We cared too much about everything. Thoughts about unnecessary things, which you simply are not able to solve, will bring just soreness to your head. We did realize that, but I guess we were simply too used to wonder between reality and our mind.
-It’s okay for you to care about him, it’s not like you have to erase him, don’t do that. If you are still staying by my side it’s not necessary, - he suddenly said.
-You know I will never ever leave you, - I said and hugged him.
He lifted my chin and kissed me, what seemed after ages of time. Do I even have to say how good it felt to be safe in his embrace, with his lips pressed to mine, like no one could ever separate us. Almost no one…
-You never did it at home! - Junsu squealed.
-Because we can’t do it when some jerk is squealing behind us! - JaeJoong shouted to him and threw a pillow, which landed on his head.
-Aish, you can’t throw hospital staff at me!
-Then wait until we’ll get back home! Talking about hospital…didn’t we have a promise about checking up some miss? - JaeJoong turned to me.
-No…we didn’t, - I said slowly leaving my occupation and trying to ermh…disappear? But it was already too late, because my legs were in the air, as JaeJoong lifted me up from the ground.
-Not so fast.
-Help! Anyone?!- I turned to guys, who were just laughing from my helpless actions.
We entered another room, which looked exactly the same like every room in hospital; just this one seemed to have a wooden table, no cold metal or other creepy things.
-Please sit, - I heard a calm voice.
With no big ceremonies, a man who seemed to be a doctor, which sad a small card sticking on his chest, pricked me with a needle and took some blood.
-Do you have any complain? Headache, feeling dizzy? - he asked.
-Nothing in particular, - I answered, because I decided that dizziness from Jae doesn’t count.
-Well blood shows everything, - he smiled, -we just have to wait for the results…about twenty minutes. You can wait here, - he said and left.
-Why are you doing this to me?! - I said as soon as the door slammed.
-I’m not doing anything. Blame that guy with white clothes, - he laughed.
-And that you brought me here doesn’t count?! Look, I’m loosing my blood because of you,- I pointed at my finger.
-Well we can not waste that, - he said taking my hand. His mouth opened and soon he was sucking my finger like a baby, tasting my blood drops.
-I hope you do realize that if I have some kind of alien eating my erythrocytes he now happily came to your place.
-Then it’s even better, - he smiled, - Have you ever thought what might happen in twenty minutes?
-No, and I don’t want to know, - I said but he was already kissing my neck.
-This it is a wrong idea, Jae…totally...uh…wrong.
But soon I didn’t care about nothing more then his body, his body on mine.
He pushed me to the table sliding his hand under my dress. I felt my underwear falling down my knees.
-Say that you want it…I know you do, - he whispered into my ear.
-Enough with that bullshit just do me, - I said unzipping his pants.
I forgot everything when his hands were exploring my body. No stupid thoughts, no brain drilling, no nothing. I knew I’ll never get bored with taste on my lips, with his sweetness…his fingers were already there, letting me to enjoy our sinful game even more. He didn’t wait until we would be ready, there were no time, ‘cause we might get caught every minute, which made it even more exiting. He worked his way into me. Of course it was a bit uncomfortable at the beginning, but as his member was moving faster and faster, I could relax and give up for euphoria, which soon was going to come. I closed my eyes, but I bet they rolled back anyway.
-Can I…come- Jae asked.
I ignored his words, I wouldn’t have pushed him away anyway, who cares about condoms when you’re not far away from the top. So I just pressed his butt closer letting him go deeper into me.
I moaned silently as I felt him coming. I wouldn’t have minded to carry on, but I heard low steps and my eyes opened wide. JaeJoong realized it too and jumped away from me. I stood up slowly, and felt wet drips rolling down my tight. “Just breath normally, nothing happened, no one knows “- I thought when the door opened.
-I hope it wasn’t too boring to wait, - doctor said holding some blank.
-Not at all sir, - JaeJoong replied, and I thought I’ll burst out from laughter.
- I think you’ll have to get used to hospitals anyway…
-What do you mean, doctor? Is something wrong? She’s sick? - JaeJoong started worrying and I would lie if I would say that I wasn’t.
-No…I wouldn’t say it like that, it’s just that you addressed the wrong doctor,- he chuckled,- You should have went to gynecologist, you’re pregnant miss, congratulations,- doctor smiled at me dumbly.
-I’m what?!-I screamed.
-Are you sure?-JaeJoong said doubting, because the only time we did it with no protection was right now on this fucking table.
-Well it’s quite obvious; you can go and have a test if you doubt me, - he gave me the small package, which said:” pregnancy test”.
Pregnancy test?! Even those letters made me frustrated. What that the fuck that old cock is thinking about?! Of course I’m not pregnant, why should I be?! I wanted to scream everything out, but my mouth pressed instantly as I saw my panties by the table. God, can this be worse?! Should I just simply jump through the window?!
-Thank you, doctor, we are going now,- JaeJoong said.
-What this idiot is thinking about?!- I screamed as soon as the door slamned.
-Shh, don’t scream.
-‘Sup, A!
-Oh, God, tell me it’s not him again, - I said as Junsu came closer,-Does it always happen when you say “this can get worse”?
-What? I didn’t do anything yet; I jut wanted to know is my baby doing fine, and what I get?! Everyone bullies poor me again!
-We’ll talk later, Junsu, Alex want to pee, - JaeJoong said.
-No I don’t!
-It’s not embarrassing you can go and pee, I’ll wait then, is that’s why you’re so angry?-Junsu asked.
-Urgh! No! I’m not angry and I don’t want to…
But Jae dragged my arm and my sentence ended up not finished.
-Where are you taking me? I already said I’m not pregnant!
-Can you just go and pee for me; - he opened the rest room door looking seriously at me.
-Jesus, what wrong with you people! - I entered and slammed the door.
‘Okay, calm down, everything’s fine’- I thought and looked at the package. Those huge red letter were still irritating me.
“Take the test stick out of the package and remove the purple cap. The stick has an indentation for your thumb; hold the stick at that end, opposite from the absorbent tip. It doesn't matter if the results window is facing up or down. „
Okay, that makes sense. I opened the package following other stupid rules.
“You'll need to dip the test into your urine which can be done by using a clean cup to catch your urine or holding the test directly in your urine stream. Advantages and disadvantages? If you don't want to look at your urine or don't want to have to dispose of the soiled cup, hold the stick in the stream while you urinate. But be warned: it has a tendency to splash.“
Just cool. Is this a best day in my life or what? I wanted to take off my panties, but yeah, I didn’t have them, ‘cuz they were still in doctor’s cabinet.
“Now place the test stick on a dry, flat surface and leave it alone for two minutes. A plus sign in the round results window means you're pregnant. A minus sign means you're not.“
‚Okay two minutes and we’ll see a pretty minus, pretty blue minus in two minutes.’- I thought but someone knocked on the door.
-Can I come in? - I heard Jae’s voice.
-There’s no point, I’ll have to throw it away anyway, - I replied.
-Come on, don’t be cruel, - he said and opened the door, - what did it show?
-Nothing yet, you have to wait two minutes until minus appears.
-Why not plus?
-Because plus would mean that I’m pregnant, but since I’m not, it will be minus,-I answered.
Of course it will be a minus, but anyway, I still crossed my fingers, praying that anything unexpected wouldn’t appear on a small screen. Let it be minus, let it be minus, minus, minus.
-Let’s look,-JaeJoong said watching at his clock, - the time had already passed.
-Okay, - I said hoping that everything will be the way I thought it should be, but my flair wasn’t predicting anything good. And I realized that if you say that it can’t get much worst, it always does…