| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.
[„Sara Bareilles-gravity“]
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The ring was simple, from white gold and round diamond; I wonder will she like it.
I never asked what jewelry she likes. I didn’t even know if she likes it at all. Geez, it seems we were together for so long, and I still don’t know anything about her.
But we’ll have all life to get to know each other, right? Now she’s here, beside me, and that’s all that matters.
I hugged her from back, brushing her tummy.
It sure will be a girl. Pretty and cute girl, but of course, the second one will have to be a boy. And the third? Well maybe at first I should manage with the first one, I chuckled. For now it would be enough to have these two beautiful girls with me. The loves of my life…I kissed her forehead and fell asleep.
***
Beep beside my left air became irritating.
I won’t pick up the phone. I won’t. But then I remember that it can wake my baby up. Who the hell could call so early, the sun didn’t even raised yet.
-Yobuseyo?
-Hyung? Is everything’s okay? How’s Alex?-Changmin asked.
-Yeah, everything’s fine, - I turned to her, but the bed was empty, - I-I’ll call you later…
I hung up, jumped from the bed and dressed as fast as I could.
-Alex? - I called her.
- Alex?!- I called and called her name but no one replied, my voice was echoing between these lonely walls reflecting my fear and panic. I realized that the house is empty.
Her suitcases were gone too…the only thing I found were three lines of her letter.
“We have to let go of each other, otherwise we’ll both drown.
I always loved you and always will, that’s why I’m leaving.
Be happy. Live, Love, Laugh. “
This must be a joke. Didn’t she say she loves me, then why…?
Shit!
I took my car keys and ran to the car.
She can’t be gone yet. She can’t.
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I ran as fast as I could. Airport was full of people but none of them were the ones I needed, the ones I looked for…
I looked up where people where waiting for the upcoming flight. I watched every face, but all of them meant nothing to me.
When I ran up stairs to check second flour just to make sure I didn’t miss something, it seemed that I smelled something familiar… sweet flowers and honey… I tried to identify it and turned to its direction.
The gates opened making a draught, and I saw long brown hair covering her face.
-Alex!!!- I screamed but my voice couldn’t come through the glass that separated us.
She didn’t turn back and just went towards the plane.
-Alex!!!
-Excuse me mister, you’re disturbing others, please stop screaming, otherwise I’ll have to call the police.
-Alex!!! Look at me! Alex!
I ran closer to her fading image, but someone’s strong hands got a hold on me, and no matter how much I tried to brake through, I kept kicking in the same spot.
-Alex!!!
Suddenly she stopped and after few seconds of hesitation turned around and our eyes met.
My gaze was locked on her. Tears were falling down her cheeks.
But she kept moving away, disappearing in seconds.
No, No, No! Don’t go…don’t…Alex!
They closed the door leaving me on other side. leaving me. without her.
Surrounding voices and images were blurry in my eyes.
I felt stitches sewing one by one into my arms and legs, my head and heart…am I dying? Did my body collapsed?
Come back. Come back, please, come back Alex. Please come back.
I’ve never wanted anything so much, I’ve never…
-Flight number 9095 is leaving the platform, - cold voice said clearly amongst everything,- Flight number 9095 is leaving.