| Fan Fiction |
by Kinra
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-You saw what’s in first page? - Yunho asked.
-You mean JaeJoong crawling on the floor or when cops arrest him for driving drunk? - I asked.
-What?! When did he manage to do that? Why didn’t you tell me?
I just ate my cereal ignoring all this fuss about JaeJoong.
-Changmin?! Do you hear me? What’s wrong with you? JaeJoong is in pain and you act like you don’t give a shit!
-Really? You know, maybe I really don’t! He brought it himself! Do you think Alex left without a reason?! Do you think she did it because she wanted? No one told him to sleep with Tiff. God, she was pregnant! He risked everything, and he lost. JaeJoong isn’t the only one who’s missing her, Yunho. He’s not the only one…and you talk like…like he’s the one who’s victim. But he’s not. Alex is…she’s the one that suffered the most and its because of all of us.
-Changmin,
-I heard what you said to her back then. You wanted that she would leave from the beginning…But if you wanted JaeJoong, you had to fight for him fair. Not to talk crap and lie to others.
-I don’t understand what the fuck are you talking about?!
I had no intentions to fight, but the anger was building up in my whole body. If I wouldn’t have turned on his laptop instead of mine yesterday, maybe my frustration would be concentrated on someone else, but the fact that it was him…him who took her away from me…
-Here, - I took the blanks, - didn’t you ordered those tickets for her, huh?- I asked him with clenched teeth, but at that moment the door flew open.
-Is it true?!- JaeJoong came from bathroom with red puffy eyes.
-Jae? I-I swear…
-Is it true Jung Yunho? Did you order those fucking plane tickets?!
-Jae-
-Answer me! - He shouted throwing the dishes on the ground.
-So what if I did? Isn’t it better this way? It wasn’t safe for her to stay here.
-You motherfucker!
I just saw how a fast blow knocked Yunho on the ground.
-Why Yunho? Why?!- JaeJoong begun to sob, just as the same night Alex left.
-Because I wanted…I wanted to keep you with me. Like those first days. Like those first days we were together. When nothing else existed for you. Just us two. Our small world that we tried to protect at any price. But you left me alone. As if there were no bonds, no nothing. And because of what? Some girl who spread her legs in front of you?
Another punch. And Yunho’s nose begun to bleed.
-I loved you! - Yunho cried, - I loved you…and I still do. Forgive me, Jae, I thought that there’s no any other world without you.
They looked at each other in complete silence. I couldn’t understand their thoughts. How they spoke with their eyes. But at the end, JaeJoong bent closer to Yunho and hugged him.
-I’m sorry. I can’t forgive you, - JaeJoong said and left the room.
I stayed in this awkward silence alone, even if Yunho was still on the floor, his eyes were blank, and he weren’t here. At least his heart wasn’t here anymore.
I didn’t know if he ordered plain tickets for Alex. It was a guess. Alex didn’t have time for that, besides she always was with me. Except for the last night…so when I saw bills for flight yesterday, I could be mistaken, but this time my flair was right…the only time when I hoped it will fail me, it was right, all of this was true; we’re not coming back. Today is gone, just like yesterday, just like tomorrow…
I got back to my room. We all were back living in our dorm. And mostly everything got as usual. At least it will get. In time. Yunho will dance and work out till he won’t be able to move, JaeJoong will be reckless, but he’ll get over it in time, and Micky with Xiah…well these two guys were the only ones that turned out right from all of this mess…
Yoochun was sleeping in his bed, with his arms around Junsu.
So from all of us just the dumb ones managed to find their way to happiness?