A way to happiness (NC-17) [COMPLETED]
by Kinra
Chapter 5
Dirty sheets
Ray of light teared off my sweet sleep. The sheets were so soft that I didn’t want to wake up for school.
Wait.
I don’t have these silky sheets which cost more then my apartment.
Where. Am. I ?!
I jumped from the huge white bed.
The room was almost empty, it had big french windows and the bright walls gave a fresh feeling.
But this totally wasn’t reminding me of my bedroom.
Then I jumped again because suddenly the doors flew open.
-Oh, the sleeping beauty already woke up; -Changmin came in holding a tray with food. He putted it on the toilet table and faced me.
-Where am I?
-In my bedroom of course! Did you thought that I would leave you lie on the ground?-he laughed again.
-On the ground?
Now nothing made sense.
-Sure! You don’t remember?
You fainted. Do you eat well? Because you don’t look like you would, so I made breakfast…and that’s why you could be nice and say: ’Good morning oppa, how was your sleep, thank you for taking care of me!’.
Now say aaahhh.
He took a spoon and fed me with chicken soup.
-Did you make it yourself?
-Aniyo, it would be good if I could, hyung made it for lunch.
-Lunch?! What time is it?
-Calm down you’ll spill it! It’s…it is a quarter past twelve,-he said after looking at his expensive watch.
-I have lessons today, I have to go,-I was already going out from the bed, but then he pulled me down.
-No you don’t, it’s Saturday. Please stay with me.
This seemed strange…
-Why? Why do you want me to be here?
-Actually…I don’t know, you’re clumsy and your looks are a bit strange and you act weird too, but somehow, I feel protective about you. It seems that if I’ll let you wonder alone you’ll end up hurting yourself again.
-What do you mean? I don’t hurt my self.
-Of course you do. You abandon your body and hide in that small and fragile world of yours…but you shouldn’t, it may be dangerous. You should live to the fullest, laugh and have fun with friends.
-I don’t have them.
-It’s because you don’t want to. But I’m not going to be like others and listen to you. So say ahhhh,-he shoved the spoon into my mouth and I was at loss of words.
He just remained smiling warmly.
I don’t know why, but the tears started falling down my cheeks.
Was it because no one ever treated me like this, no one ever spoke to me like this and no one never said the truth that looked so clearly to me right now?
I saw confusion in his eyes, but he was better in relationships than me of course, so he hugged me gently and stroked my hair.
But then again I made a mistake. The same like yesterday. I looked at his deep eyes and couldn’t resist anymore to the urge to kiss him.
I brushed my lips to his and since he wasn’t backing off, I pressed mine to his and we fell in to the kiss.
He parted my lips and I felt his tongue in my mouth. The kiss got deeper, wetter and more passionate. We both gasped at the same time. Before parting away for air I sucked his lip and I knew that it turned him on completely.
He threw himself on top of me and started to rip away my shirt with one hand and with other he held my hands that I couldn’t move an inch. I liked his force and his gentle touches at the same time.
-Uh,-I moaned and he started to suck my neck. I knew there will be marks, but who cares.
As he threw my shirt on the ground, my black bra was exposed; it didn’t take him too long to undo it too.
My nipples were already hard and he started to suck them and massage with his right hand while his left was already unzipping my jeans. I felt his arm sliding to my panties.
-You are already wet…-Changmin chuckled but not like always, this time it was more tempting and seducing voice.
He gave me a crush of kisses down my chest to the belly, and he didn’t stop…
-Let me taste you...-he whispered again.
-Changmin-ah…
I couldn’t let out more clearly words since his lips pressed to my bottom ones.
As my hands were already free I gently pressed his head more in to me, since I wanted him to go more deeply.
But then all of a sudden he retrieved and gave me a kiss; I could taste myself from his lips.
-I’m sorry, I think we shouldn’t go on…for now,-he smirked.
I was still breathing hard.
-Okay, you…are right.
He dressed me and gave a peck on my cheek again.
-You really are a good girl…-I saw his eyes smiling, - finally you’re beginning to have fun.