Fan Fiction

A way to happiness (NC-17) [COMPLETED]

by Kinra

Chapter 8

Pleasure

The heavenly morning came up sharing its brightness; my eyes opened and the first thing I saw right next to me were Changmin’s smile, his messy hair and closed eyes. He looked like an angel curled up in sheets…I kissed his forehead. I can not say if this was real or not, but every moment here with him caused me to feel butterflies spreading through my whole body. This feeling was so warm and I wasn’t feeling like a cold rock, a miserable shadow or whatever you want to call it. Even if he didn’t said it, I felt needed and loved…And it gave me strength; after every his call or message I could run a marathon, work, study and do it with excite, not because I needed to pay for rent or get the degree.
Changmin why are you like this? Why you made me to fall for you?
Right now I can not imagine my mornings without you, cooking without you, living without you…

-Are you wondering somewhere again?-he opened his eyes and chuckled,-Good morning my sunshine,-and I received the sweetest kiss ever.
-Hi…how was your sleep?-I smiled.
-Have you ever been in heaven? The feeling is quite similar…something between dreaming and having delicious dinner.
- Well I don’t really get that, but I know the meaning of heaven, and it’s because of you,-I kissed him back.
We hugged each other and our naked bodies were so close again…
My fingers started playing with his hair.
-You do not say what you are thinking about constantly,-he said while kissing my shoulder.
-It’s about you. My every thought is about you, - I said honestly.
He looked at my eyes trying to figure out if it’s true or not.
-Why? Why do you feel so special about me? I’m not a good person that deserved you.
-It’s the other way. I’m the one who can not offer you nothing more than myself…and that’s not much, not enough for you, because you deserved more, you deserved to have the best person in this world, who can bring happiness to you, who can make a delicious meal and support you…And I don’t know how to do those things…I was surprised that you let me stay with you and I still am, but ever since that day I met you, I can feel peace and happiness. I am able to smile sincerely after hundreds of years; to sleep calmly and not wake up from nightmares…Every time I hear my cell phone beeping I hope it’s you. And now, when I look into your I eyes, I know it’s just a dream that will fade away soon, because it’s too good to be real. It’s just like a fairytale.
-Even if it is a fairytale it’s our story. And I’ll make you believe it, because the only person I need is you.
And it was enough for me. Enough to melt my heart. Enough to make butterflies spread their wings and fly all over my body.
We started kissing passionately. I couldn’t breathe but I didn’t care. I wanted to feel him, to be as close as possible…
Every inch of my skin: my fingers, hands, eyes, stomach, chest, legs were touched by his lips.
I pleaded for more because I knew I will never get enough of him.
Then he slided his fingers into my already wet place. And my body trembled of satisfaction.
After few moments he took out his fingers and licked them; I know he could taste me on them and this was turning us on even more.
He took my legs and landed on top of me. Then slowly his member came into me and I gasped while holding on to his shoulders. He dragged my legs closer and shove in his hard cock even more.
I didn’t wanted to scream and wake up neighbors, but screw them, I never felt better before.
And with my every moan he struggled harder until he was all in.
-Changmin,-I gasped,-Changmin-ah!
As I screamed his name he started to move harder and faster.
The bed was shaking when we both finally came out and moaned at the same time because of the pleasure.
Then I felt weak and I didn’t have strength to move, I guess he was the same since he fell on the bed and wrapped his arms around me.
We laid breathing hard and inhaling each others scent.
It seemed that everything stopped and earth wasn’t circling around, but after some time, which I guess was probably an hour, his kissed me and went to make breakfast.
As I was alone I couldn’t help but chuckle since I knew that my first time was with the person I love.