A way to happiness (NC-17) [COMPLETED]
by Kinra
Chapter 9
The truth
Water drops were falling down on my skin and as all sweat washed away I could feel the freshness again. I saw my reflection in the mirror and my neck had blue spots. I touched them and it hurted a bit, but when I thought that they where caused by Changmin, my reflection was already smiling.
I dressed with my clothes, washed my face again and left the bathroom, which I decided to borrow while Changmin worked in the kitchen.
I walked into his room again, earlier I never had a chance to look around more closely, but right now, when I was alone I could notice more details.
Outside his window a small windmill was spinning and jingling its bells.
And right in front of me a photograph was hanging on the wall .Everyone was smiling and laughing. I could recognize still a bit childish Changmin, without such masculine and manly figure he looked so innocently blowing his birthday candles from the cake. Near him DBSK guys were standing and clapping with their hands. I guess other people, gazing with their loving eyes at them, were their family.
Somehow I wanted to imagine myself in the picture too. Saying happy birthday to him…
There were so many things we hadn’t done yet. We never did ride bicycles in the park, nor we eat ice cream at the beach… I never saw his friends and family and we still didn’t confess our feelings to each other…
I looked around again and decided to help him with breakfast, even if I wasn’t a big assistance, I still wanted to at least be with him.
But as I opened the door my moves froze instantly, because I could hear voices from the kitchen. I leaned closer to the door and listened. I knew this wasn’t impolite and wrong, but I was too curious, what if he was speaking about me?
-I said I’m busy; can we go some other time? - Changmin asked.
-With what you’re busy? Eating breakfast? You can’t cook anyway, we can go to restaurant. You promised you’ll come…
And I recognized this voice; it was the same as back then in café. It was Junsu.
-Are you hiding something from me?-he asked.
There was a pause and a deep sigh after.
-I have a girl in my room,-Changmin said.
-Woah!!! How come? Do I know her?
-Yes... Alex, the girl from café, who was a waiter… you remember?
-You’re kidding me! I can’t believe you really did this! Was she good? Chincha, Changmin, I thought you forgot those bet. But you knocked her, you really did! Then I guess I have to keep my word… a dinner at the best restaurant in Seoul, my treat, wasn’t that what you wanted?
-Yeah, actually she was… but look, Junsu about that dinner…
-You know you’ll have to show me now, how you hook girls that easily!-he laughed.My knees were trembling as I was looking into Changmin’s eyes; he turned to me with open jaw and completely lost. I couldn’t believe this, this isn’t happening…
-So all this was just a bet to you?! Just a fucking bet to knock me?!-I shouted.
-Alex,listen... I …
-Shut up! Shut up! Tell me if its truth or not, you were betting with him? -I pointed at Junsu.
-I can explain…
- Did you had a bet with him and its purpose was to fuck me? Yes or No?!
-Yes…
And there it was. At this one word my whole world crushed on me. I couldn’t stand because I knew I would fall on the ground so I ran, I ran as fast as I could with my bare feet not knowing where they’ll lead me.