| Fan Fiction |
by LeeMur
Heechul screamed, but in all the chaos, his voice wasn't heard. He wound up on top of Sungmin, his head resting on the younger boy's chest. He listened to the heartbeat, The last thing he feels is Sungmin's hands, which are shaking, wrapping something gently around Heechul's neck before all went terrifyingly dark and silent.
In the hospital
Harsh lights are shining all too brightly when Heechul opens his eyes. He sees faces, but is too confused to put names to the faces. He blinks away the drowsiness, groaning a bit in his pain and hears a sigh of what sounds like sad relief run around the room quietly.
"Where's Sungmin?" He asks. His words are slurred together, and almost he doesn't understand what he's said. One boy steps forward, and Heechul's mind registers the name--Leeteuk. He reached for Heechul's neck and touches a gold chain gently. A gold chain that Heechul doesn't remember having.
"Sungmin," Leeteuk whispers, "Sungmin gave this to you?" Heechul inspects it as best as he can, even though his head is aching and his right shoulder is burning.
"I--I think so." He replies, recalling the moment in the car before he fainted as he drops the chain. "Where is Sungmin?" If the room wasn't quite before, it is now. He feels Leeteuk's hand gently press against his, and he's too scared by the gesture to pull away from it. His eyes travel from one Super Junior member to another. "Is he," Heechul pauses, searching silently and panicked, for a reason. "Is he is a coma or something?" Leeteuk's reply is almost inaudible.
"Heechul, Sungmin is dead." Something hits Heechul in the chest, restricting and pushing in down so hard he can't breath. The room spins around him, and he hears a strange rasping sound. "Are you alright?" Leeteuk. Heechul realizes the sound is him trying to gasp for breath. He shuts his eyes, and silent tears start trailing down. Slowly at first, but then, more and more.
His shoulders are shaking, and he doesn't feel like he shouldn't be crying. A small sound escapes his mouth, and Leeteuk leans over and wraps his arms lightly around Heechul. Heechul sit there, sobbing into his shoulder like a small child until he is finally quiet.
A little while later, they have to leave. Heechul spends the sleepless night in the dark silent room thinking about his family. Not his biological family, his brothers.
Heechul gets up. The lights are on again, and a nurse informs him he can get up and move about if he so wishes. He trudges through the halls, his eyes only half open, searching for an exit, an escape until he finds one, breathing the fresh air in heavily.
He sits down around the other side of the building, leaning against the rough wall and watching the sky. Then he feels cold metal touch his shoulder. He remembers the chain. He undoes the clasp, staring at it. Attached to the chain, is a star. It takes several minutes, but finally Heechul manages to open it up with his thumbnail. He stares at the inside, and drops the locket.
His eyes are blurred up when he picks the locket up again, an escaped tear slides down his cheek. He rubs at it angrily, then takes out a folded piece of paper. Blood stains one corner. Behind the paper is a tiny star-shaped photo. Heechul doesn't want to see the photo yet, so he unfolds the paper, and sees the familiar curvy scrawling.
He looks at the note, and wonders why. How could Sungmin have known? Somehow?
He looks at the photo now, and starts crying once again. Heechul has his arm wrapped around Sungmin's shoulders, and their both laughing--uncontrollably, by the looks of it--at something. Heechul is only able to read the note one more time before the world gets too blurry for him. The small bloodstained piece of paper flutters to the ground.
"Heechul, thank you for being my hyung."