| Fan Fiction |
by Lillyrain
She was the sweetest thing; her small yet fragile half-naked body luminescent in the pale moonlight as it seeped scarcely through the drawn silk curtains. A tear almost forgotten fell slowly down her cheek, damaging her pure façade as her eyes wandered this darkened room.
“Forgotten” Her whispers were barely heard amongst the overbearing silence, but the word rang quite clearly as she turned her eyes upon me. Almost instantly I hid away from her sight, the horror and depth of her eyes would only tear me apart soon enough. As I closed my eyes tightly I imagined her glowing skin bathed within the scrap of moonlight that was made only for her; her dimmed orbs showing what little was left of her tattered soul awakened my senses to the horror that was me; and lastly, the most beautiful sight; her silent tears that echoed the truth of her lifetime; solemn, graceful and heartbreaking they captured me, haunted me, riddled me.
“Mi Young” breathlessly my name fell to silence on her lips as the shame engulfed me. Shakily one of my hands closed upon my mouth to conceal the silent cries daring to break my composure; my other hand held tighter onto the metallic, sharp object which chilled the skin it aligned. “Please, help” From my current hiding place I could hear her composure crack as I felt the tears escape me, trailing down my face, my neck and finally onto my black summery nightgown as I held myself, beginning to shiver lightly.
My hand instantly tightened around the knife as my heartbeat quickened. “You can’t change me” My voice shook and shattered the silence as I once again covered my mouth to hold in the sobs daring to break. “No matter what, you can’t change me” I fell to my knees as I let loose the wavering emotions within me. Allowing the knife to drop to the ground I fell forward allowing my hands to support the pain being sent through my legs from the sudden collapse.
I could hear her choking back the tears as her breathing became louder, her cries blinding my mind with the pain she felt. “We were supposed to be one…remember?” Between choking back the tears and taking in air I could sense the suffocation within her as I dared to peek around the wall shielding our broken facades from each other. “You said you would always be there for me, to help me when I needed you most…”
“That was then…” The moment my eyes caught hers, my heart was crushed once again. The once beautiful, porcelain like girl was now shattered before my very own eyes. Her watery orbs held my stare silently pleading for me to help her pain relinquish.
“Always…”
“Is not forever”
The pain uncontrollably shook within me as I seemed to gain all her tenderness within my heart and mind. She shook her head in disbelief and collapsed to the ground shielding her head as her body shook uncontrollable scaring me by the second as she hit the ground. It took only seconds for me to rush forward, the panic within me heightened with every bang her head made onto the cold hard floor. Despite my feelings I pulled her into my arms as I shook with her, a pounding in my head and heart making me dizzy as we cried exasperatedly into each other lone arms.
“It’s always forever” Her water glazed eyes bore into mine as she searched for the hidden meaning in my hurtful words. Once again I noticed her luminescent skin shone like a pure reflection with the darkened room. What was it about her that forced my anger and rejection? I myself wasn’t sure; she was a rare beauty like the diamond in the rough. We had been together since before I could remember; just her and I.
I shook my head lightly as I moved away from hence I came, the absence of her body left nothing to memory; all in all we were both always alone. I felt the metallic tinge of pain as I tightly enclosed my fingers around the faultlessly sharp blade, as I felt the stick liquid claim my hand and fingers. The essence of blood was sharp to my senses as the tears fell once more. I lifted my eyes unto hers to offer my pain; I was a little shocked when her image mimicked mine perfectly, the shock and pain written across her face as much as I felt it.
“Mi Young…” Her eyes told me she was scared as I slowly moved towards her, the blade still digging gracefully into my flesh leaving a dotted trail of blood behind me. “We can’t do this…” She choked on tears once again as I stopped in front of her, my clean hand taking hers softly into my own protectively. My eyes sought out hers as I let the cries begin to escape my lips, allowing them to break my composure in this darkened time of need.
“We are not failing as friends…” The pounding in my heart and head was overwhelming as I turned her hand over so I could see plain her palm and wrist. “Whatever I do, I only do to protect us…” My breathing became hard between the fierce tears that fell eloquently onto her bare palm. “You know that right?” The tears fell silently as she nodded softly and closed her eyes before me.
“Mi Young…” the breathless whisper lingered on her lips as I watched the last silent tear fall. Slowly like time had slowed I watched the crystal droplet fall from the corner of her eye, down her porcelain white cheek, through the timeless void of our bodies and then shattering the moment it hit my skin.
“Forever...” Her whisper died as she opened her eyes “You and me…” I reached out to touch her face as a small saddened smile finally graced my features. The coldness of the reflective glass beneath my fingers soothed me as my reflection, Mi Young, disappeared behind my closed lids.
“Mi Young, I’m saving you; I'm saving us...” My words became frail as I closed my eyes and allowed the oncoming pain to take control as my body fell frail to the ground. The essence of blood no longer made me nauseous; we were free.
“Goodnight Mi Young”
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Ohk so it was pretty short >-> hehe. Please dont think me 'emo' or depressed, i am neither and more of the happy sort. this is a mere test of skills. Please give feedback, it will help me improve!
Oh and incase you all didnt get it (there was only one person...) If you didnt get it i failed =(
Love you all
Lillyrain