| Fan Fiction |
by Gabriella
Jaejoong's POV:
I can't believe I kissed her. And she kissed me back, that must mean she still has feelings for me, right? I can't deny how much I like her and I don't care about anything else anymore. I held my cheek and thought about our kiss one more time before realizing Yunho who was standing right next to me with that confused look on his face.
He crossed his arms, "Why won't you run after her?" he curiously asked me.
I scoffed, "What, so now you want to give up?"
Yunho touched my shoulder and grinned, "I did it all for you man. I brought her here so that you could win her heart back."
So it was all a part of his plan? He could've told me about it, damn that idiot. And I was thinking how a bad friend he was to me when the dude was just trying to help me out.
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------'s POV:
I was in class and tried to listen to the teacher clearly but he kept talking...and I couldn't help myself from listening to his every word...why was I feeling so weak? How could be still make my heart beat so fast? Why do I like bad boys?? WHY!?
I stood up and tried to escape the glares of the other students, "Sir, can I go to the bathroom?"
I guess I sounded REALLY DESPERATE that our teacher didn't even think about it and gave me permission to leave class. I just had to get away from there no matter what. Jaejoong just wouldn't leave my heart...he just wouldn't...what can I do to forget him?
Jaejoong's POV:
Why is she leaving again? Does she hate me that much now? Am I that worthless to her?
How can she make me feel so useless? I just wana be with her. I wanna make her happy...I wanna spend time with her and not screw this up this time...can't I do that?
"Sir can I go to the BATHROOM?"
A little bit of acting and I was already on my way to find ------. Couldn't think of anything else but to make up with her. She's my heart. My light. My path. My answer. I know who I really want...
And there she was, standing near her locker crying again. It was because of me, I was sure of it.
" Baby!" I shouted, and tried to approach her withouth scaring her. I thought my kiss would mean something to her. But her eyes were filled with anger.
She sobbed, "St...stop it...stop making fun o...of me..."
I wiped her tears with my sleeve and gently kissed her forehead. Damn, I don't want her to cry. I don't wanna be the reason for her sufferings. "Don't cry." I softly whispered and wrapped my arms around her waist.
She couldn't stop crying and I felt guilty...
"Please leave me...alone...it hurts too much...I can't forgive you...I just can't..."
I pulled my arms away and shook my head in disagreement. "Why can't you?? I like you! I care about you and I don't wanna hurt you!! Believe me! Trust me!"
She backed away and excaped my gaze. Were her feelings for me really gone? Was I too foolish to even go after her? Mianhae...mianhae! But I can't give up! I can't!
"Look at me Jaejoong...I'm not your ideal girl...I'm not even close to that..." she sniffled and embarassedly tried to hide her face with her hands.
I grabbed her wrists and looked deeply into her eyes, "------ you are the most beautiful girl I've ever met! YOU are my ideal type of girl! YOU! Why do you think I keep thinking about YOU, huh? It's because I l..."
" It's because you...?" she calmed down a bit and held my hand. I wanted to say it, I really did. But...
I shook my head, "Forget it. It's nothing."
Damn it. Fuck.
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Yoochun laughed at my misery, "Hey...I get it...you're in love with her right??"
What's so funny?
" Yeah." I shortly replied and quickly swallowed a kimbap.
Yeah, I knew why he couldn't believe it but it was true, I had really strong feelings for ------. But if only she could see that...
Yunho suddenly barged into our classroom and yelled, " Yah! Why are you sitting there? Go find ------! And make up with her already man come on!"
Alright, fine. But where is she?
"Outside!" He replied. So he can still read my mind, huh?
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It was raining heavily and I was really worried about her. She wasn't at school and I had to search every street to find her. Ah there you are...getting ready to cross the road.
"Wait!" I shouted and ran towards her.
She turned around and a frown appeared on her face. "Jaejoong...not now..."
I held her hand and breathed heavily. "F...forgive me...please..."
She looked away, "No...I will never trust you...stop this already..."
I took her hand and placed it onto my chest, "I want you to know something."
She sobbed, "N...no...don't...please...don't..."
" I love you." I said under my breath and could feel how her hands were trembling in shock. Be mine, forever.
" You're lying!" she pulled her hand away and tried to cross the street in a hurry.
Then I heard a car was honking non stop.
"------!" I called her out.
"JAEJOONG!" She shut her eyes and tried to defend herself.
Did you get hit? Or was Jaejoong able to save you?
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I updated! XD
I'm sorry for not updating for a long time but I had lots of exams and other stories.
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