| Fan Fiction |
by DDlovesBB ~TaeYangHolic~
“Oppa…” I said again. He didn’t even move a muscle. I smiled as I took in his sleeping face. He was really adorable and cute and hot all at the same time. And he’s all mine… Man, if I can sell my luck, I would’ve been rich by now… filthy rich I tell you!
I stood up. Maybe I should let him sleep a little longer; after all, we were up all night last night… I was about to turn around when I felt him grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me towards him. I giggled as I landed next to him, with his arm around my waist.
“Get up.” I whispered as I touched the tip of his nose.
His eyes fluttered open and his lips curved into a smile. Oh God, he was beautiful… his small little eyes, his sharp nose, his strong jaw line… everything was just perfect… like he was carved from marble… my own personal statue…
“Morning.” He murmured as he gazed into my eyes.
“Hello.” I replied lovingly. Seriously, I have nothing but love for him… Funny, I actually used to think my heart would be filled with bitterness… never did I thought it would be filled with love of all things…
“Have you been up long?” He asked as he caressed my cheek.
I smiled at his touch. “Long enough to take a shower and get dressed. We’re leaving in a few.”
“I don’t want to leave.” He said softly.
“I don’t want to either.” I mumbled. “This weekend was perfect.” Well, apart from that morning incident and him getting jealous, it was a perfect weekend…
“I’ve been thinking…” TaeYang started before giving my cheek a kiss.
“About what?”
“What do you think if I buy this place from GD?” He asked. “For us?”
My eyes widened in surprise. “What? Are you serious?”
“Yeah. Then we can come here anytime we want.” He replied enthusiastically.
“Oppa…” I breathed. “I don’t know what to say…”
“Say yes.” He replied with a smile.
“You’d really do that for me?” I asked. I’m having such a hard time believing him… No one has ever done such things for me before…
“Anything for you baby…” He whispered as he kissed my hand.
I smiled before leaning in and placing my lips on his. That was the first time I did that… He was usually the first to initiate it…
“I love you.” I said softly when we finally broke apart.
“Mmm…” He said with a smile. “I love you too…”
I blushed. I’m still not used to this sort of affection… It has definitely reached a whole new level… It wasn’t awkward, just slightly uncomfortable… this is our second confession. I’m going to try and keep tracks of all the times we say I love you… hopefully I won’t succeed… which can only mean that we say a lot of it…
“Yah!” Someone suddenly shouted as they pounded on our door, interrupting our moment. Aish, stupid someone!
“Yah! Get up! The jet’s leaving in a few!”
I rolled my eyes. Guess who? Wait, don’t guess. I’m pretty sure you all know. Yes, that’s right. It was SeungRi. Damn that panda! He just had to ruin our peaceful time!
“Damn panda.” TaeYang silently cursed.
I giggled. What did I tell you? Am I the best or what? We spend so much time together we’re starting to think alike… not that I’m complaining… why in the world would I complain?
“Oppa, he’s right. Get dressed ok?” I said with a sigh.
He smirked before throwing the covers off of him. My eyes widened in surprise as I gasped. He was half naked in all of his chocolate abs glory! Lucky bitch aren’t I? Oh no! Foul words are starting to escape once again!
“What’s the matter?” He asked with a grin. “Speechless?”
I closed my mouth… wait, when did my jaw drop? Is that drool? I narrowed my eyes at him as I looked away… Trust me, that was very hard to do. Extremely difficult…
“It’s not that great.” I said nonchalantly. Oh, what the hell was I thinking?
“Really? Then why do girls fawn over it?” He asked again. “You do too you know.”
“I do not!”
He got up and stood in front of me. Damn it, why did he have to be short? Those abs were exactly at my eye level… damn, they look delicious!
I bit my lip. My hand was starting to get a life of its own. It wanted to reach out and touch them… Thank God I still have some brain power left… oh man, that’s nothing to be proud of!
“Baby…” He said from somewhere above me.
“Hmm?” I said as my eyes were fixated on his abs… Have. To. Look. Away!
“I’m up here.” He said. I was too dazed to notice the humor in his voice.
I sighed before standing up and facing him. Did you know how hard it was to tear my eyes away from those abs?!? They were like gold I tell you!
“Yes?” I said when I finally locked eyes with him.
“Do you want to?” He asked with a grin.
“Want to what?”
“Do you want to touch them?” He asked again.
I blushed before looking down… not a smart move! I was staring at his abs again… Aish, what to do now?
My hand does not coordinate with my brain anymore. I swear to God I did not notice it reaching out and touching his abs… I swear! Mmm… but he feels good… so firm, so perfectly chiseled… I watched as my fingers traced his packs and smiled in delight... Can you believe this? I certainly can’t!
I could hear him groan before he tilted my face up and crashed his lips on mine feverishly… I moaned as our tongues battled and even my hands were moving of their own accord, roaming the contours of his perfect chest… and his hands? Well, I noticed they weren’t moving… They were clasped tightly around my waist…
“Oppa…” I said breathlessly once he pulled away.
“Sorry.” He quickly apologized before placing his forehead on mine. “Sorry baby. I got carried away.”
I smiled as I gazed at him. “No no… It was me who got carried away this time. I’m sorry.”
He smirked as he caressed my cheek. “Nothing to be sorry about. I enjoyed that.”
“Yah! Hurry up!” Someone else shouted as they banged on our door.
“Ok ok, geez!” He yelled. “We’ll be right out!”
I giggled as I helped him put on his shirt. Damn, shirts should be made illegal on him… wait, no. Scratch that. If he’s not wearing any shirt, a lot of other girls would stare at him. Oh I know! He should wear a shirt that’s invisible only to me! Oh yeah! Then I can stare at him as much as I want! Maybe that’s not so good either, I wouldn’t be able to do anything…
“You packed everything?” I asked as we checked our stuff once again.
He zipped his bag and smiled at me. “Yup. But you seem to be forgetting something.”
“I am?” I asked as I furrowed my eyebrows.
He tapped his lips impatiently. “You forgot to give me a kiss.”
I made my way over to him before placing a short kiss on his lips. “Ok?”
“Mmm… too short.” He pouted.
I grinned before dragging him out the door. I swear, we could do that all day everyday, but right now doesn’t seem right. First, because everyone else is waiting for us and second, I don’t want SeungRi or anyone else yelling… That would disturb my thoughts of TaeYang’s chocolate abs… why do I keep saying that? I hate chocolates! Pizza abs! Oh yeah! Mmm… pizza… did I just do a Homer impersonation?
“Finally!” SeungRi shouted as we appeared by the stairs.
“What took you guys so long?” DaeSung joined.
“Can you keep it down? We’re not in a zoo.” I said before smacking their heads.
“C’mon, let’s go.” TaeYang said as he pulled them outside.
“Uhh… want me to help you?” A familiar voice asked. I turned around and smiled at TOP.
“It’s ok, oppa. It’s not heavy.” I said pleasantly.
“Shall we then?” He asked as he pointed towards the door.
I nodded my head before following the others. I actually like the way he treated me. I don’t know if it’s for real or not but I really hope he won’t try anything. I don’t know if I can take it… I don’t know if my fragile heart can take it…
The ride home was exhausting. Everyone fell asleep as soon as we were in the air, me included. Well actually, not everyone… if I had been awake, I would’ve noticed that TOP was staring at me the whole way back…
“Alright guys. We’ll see you at school tomorrow ok?” TaeYang said once we arrived.
“Yeah dude. See you.” GD said before clapping TaeYang’s back.
I hugged JiEun as I said goodbye. “See you tomorrow.”
“See you. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t.” She said with a grin.
“Shut up.” I replied playfully.
We watched as they went their separate ways before climbing into the limo that was already waiting for us… I can get used to this…
“Want me to send you home?” TaeYang asked as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
I scoffed. “Home? To Yuri? Are you kidding?”
He laughed. “I’ll take that as a no then.”
“I want to go home with you… back to the mansion.” I said softly.
“That’s what I wanted to hear.” He whispered while playing with my hair.
I sighed contentedly as I placed my head on his shoulder. This is the life… Why can’t poor people like me live like this from the very beginning? Why do we have to suffer so much? Seriously, it’s so not fair! At least give us some love! WE deserve that much!
“Baby…”
“Hmm?”
“Was it romantic enough?”
“What was?” I asked as I looked up at him.
“My confession.” He replied with a smile. “Was it a romantic winter this year for you?”
Romantic winter? … Wait a minute, that sounded familiar… Then I smacked his arm… lightly, of course…
“Oppa! You remembered?” I asked in surprise.
“Yeah. You told me you never had any romantic winters.” He replied. “Was it romantic enough this year?”
My heart was swelling with love it was close to bursting… I wonder how love looks like… ok ok, I know it’s just a feeling but one can’t help but wonder about such things…
I leaned in and placed another kiss on his lips. I could tell he was surprised as I gently prodded his lips with my tongue, asking for permission… Man, I’m so bold today… Well, better bold than bald… But being bald isn’t that bad… At least you don’t have to waste money on shampoo…
“It was the best…” I said breathlessly when we finally broke apart.
He kept his eyes closed as he planted soft kisses on my neck. “Mmm… just perfect.”
We arrived back at the mansion much too soon… Why is it that all our moments are being cut short? I do want to be happy a little while longer you know!
TaeYang rang the doorbell as we stood on the front porch, making cute silly expressions at each other… This is fun! Can you imagine that? The hottest guy in school is making funny faces at me! But hotness aside, he resembled a five year old with that expression! How cute!
The butler finally appeared. You’d think butlers smile when they greet people… except he wasn’t. He had an extremely anxious face as he looked at us. Apparently, it did not go unnoticed to TaeYang either…
“Ahjussi, what’s the matter?” TaeYang asked, concerned. “You looked like you just saw my parents.”
“…”
I watched as TaeYang’s face contorted in dismay and his shoulders dropped.
“They’re here, aren’t they?”
I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. He doesn’t like seeing his parents? “Oppa, what’s the matter?”
“YoungBae! You’re home!” A female voice called out.
I peered over the butler’s shoulder and saw a fashionable elderly lady making her way towards the door. She seemed somewhat familiar… oh wait! It’s his mom!
“Where have you been?” She asked as she looked at him.
TaeYang flashed her a small smile before hugging her. “Omma…”
She turned to look at me after they exchanged their greetings. She looked just as pretty as I saw her last time…
“Anyonghasaeyo.” I said before grabbing TaeYang’s hand instinctively.
She raised her eyebrow as she saw our intertwined hands. What happened next shock me to the end of this world! If the world truly was flat, I would fall off by now. He let go of my hand. Yes, that’s right. You heard me. He let go of my hand…
“You’re Kim Lily, the maid we hired for YoungBae right?” She asked.
I glanced at TaeYang to see that he was looking away casually, his hands in his pockets. What the hell is going on here?
“Uhh… yes.” I replied nervously.
She nodded her head before focusing her attention on TaeYang once again.
“YoungBae ah, your father wants to see you. You have a guest as well.” She stated as she made way for us.
He stepped in but not before gesturing me to follow him. I shook my head in confusion as I trailed after him. I really don’t get what’s going on here…
“Appa…” TaeYang said as he announced his presence.
His dad looked up, but he was blocking the guest’s face! I couldn’t really tell who it was… Hmm, he still looked the same too… just as strict as ever…
Before he could reply, his sharp eyes saw me. I flinched slightly. He’s scary… He looked like a hawk hunting its prey… oh man, I’m the prey here…
“Who are you?” He asked in his firm voice.
“I uhh… I’m Kim Lily.” I replied.
“Who?”
I took a deep breath before answering. “I’m YoungBae’s maid.”
“Aren’t you supposed to be making tea then? Do I have to teach that to you too?”
“Uhh… Yes. I’ll be right back.” I quickly said as I headed towards the kitchen, but not before hearing TaeYang exclaimed HaeWon. Great, it was that stupid bitch again… What the hell was she doing here?
I took the tea that was already on the counter; I have to thank ahjussi later for that and made my way back to the living room… except I never made it there… I hid behind the wall as I listened in on the argument.
“What? Appa! You can’t do that to me!” TaeYang shouted.
“And why not?”
“YoungBae ah… you’ve been betrothed to her ever since the age of seven. Have you forgotten about it?” His mom suddenly asked in her soft voice.
I gasped in shock. Betrothed? To her? No doubt it’s HaeWon she’s talking about… What the hell?
“No I haven’t! But omma, it’s been years! And I don’t even like her!” TaeYang exclaimed furiously.
“Yah! YoungBae ah! That’s no way to talk to a lady. She’s sitting right here!” His dad yelled.
“Appa… please! I don’t want to marry her!” TaeYang pleaded.
“And why the hell not?”
“Because…”
I couldn’t take this anymore… I had to leave. He couldn’t give him the reason… What a boyfriend! I coughed slightly as I made my way to the living room and placed the tray on the table, not bothering to pour the tea out. I was suffocating in here… I have to go. I looked up and met HaeWon’s eyes. She was smirking victoriously at me despite what TaeYang just said… Man, she wants him that much? Who am I kidding? Who doesn’t?
“TaeYang sshi, am I that bad?” She asked sadly. She was definitely faking that. She was just trying to gain his parents’ affection! Stupid girl!
As I was about to turn and leave, his father called out to me.
“Kim Lily, I expect you to be here as soon as school ends tomorrow. I’m holding a party tomorrow night.”
“Yes sir.” I said as I nodded my head. I bowed before exiting, not even looking at TaeYang.
I grabbed my bag and ran towards the front gate. I was furious. So he knew he was betrothed to HaeWon and yet he chose to pursue me? Maybe that was what he planned all along… to play me and to admit to the whole world that he can get whoever he wants… Damn him for succeeding! Damn him!
I didn’t know I was crying as my eyesight became blurry. I didn’t even know where I was heading. I just knew I had to get as far away from the mansion as possible… but even that isn’t successful. Especially when I felt a tug on my arm and I was spun around, only to come face to face with none other than TaeYang himself…
I glared at him after wiping my eyes. “What do you want?” I asked coldly.
“I’m guessing you heard.” He said quietly.
“The fact that you’re betrothed? Yeah, I heard that.” I replied as I looked away.
“Baby, I’m sorry.” He said as he reached over to touch my cheek.
I slapped his hand away. “Sorry? For what? For not telling me? For playing with my feelings? You knew all about it and yet you still chose me? Are you even in love with me?”
“Baby, my feelings for you are real! Trust me please.” He said pleadingly. “I do love you.”
I scoffed at his pathetic attempt. “YoungBae ah… please don’t play with me anymore… it’s bad enough I fell for it once… I’m not going to fall for it again.”
“Baby…”
“Let me ask you a question.” I said as I interrupted him. “I introduced myself as your maid in front of your parents. Why didn’t you introduce me as your girlfriend?”
“…”
So what? He can be all cuddly and fuzzy with me in front of my mom and even in public but not to his parents? He can’t even tell them that we’re dating! What a hypocrite!
“It’s complicated…” He finally replied.
I narrowed my eyes at his answer. Complicated? I bet it’s not even as complicated as some of the advance classes I took! How complicated can it be to announce that you’re dating someone?
“Oppa… why is this happening?” I asked in between sobs.
“Shh… baby…” He cooed before pulling me in for a hug. “I’m sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen.”
“But you know it was going to happen sooner or later.” I said as I hit his chest repeatedly.
He didn’t protest as I hit him over and over again. I wanted to show him how frustrated I was… how hurt he made me…
“Why did you play with my feelings?” I cried as I glared at him once again. “Why did you pursue me of all girls? Why me?”
He stayed silent as he gazed at me, a sad expression on his face. But he’s not as sad as me. I was sure of that. At least he’s got another girl at his heel…
“Lily…” He said as he advanced towards me.
I took a step back as I held up my hand, preventing him from coming any closer.
“No. YoungBae, just go…”
“But…”
“No… please… just go. Just leave me…” I whispered as I glanced at him.
“I love you.” He said as he grabbed hold of my hand.
I snatched my hand away and turned my back to him. “I wish I can say the same.” I whispered before walking away.
I didn’t stop once to turn and look at him. I couldn’t… I may have broken his heart with what I just said but right now, I couldn’t care less… Not after he broke my heart anyway… Can you see the pieces on the pavement as I walked away? I was sad, furious, and mad all at the same time. But what was more upsetting was the fact that he just confessed his love to me, and how shortly that lived… and also the fact that I can’t seem to get it out of my head… Luck was clearly not on my side now… Luck just came and bit me in the ass… Luck totally screwed me over… How foolish I was that I fell for him… Am I that stupid?
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Chapter Posted on: Oct.27.2009
Yay! Another update!!! Whoohoooo! Lol... I'm so excited! I actually finished this chapter in one day!!! Yeah! Hahaha... So anyways, another drama unfolds in here... haha... it's pretty intense... sort of, lol... please enjoy! and don't forget to tell me what you think!!! XD
@ haruharu : lol... i think everyone would get hypnotized by his eyes... hahaha... i love that expression! brain farts!!! hahaha... well, i don't think i'm having it anymore... not with this update... lol... yeah! i saw him on Inkigayo! lol... i meant taeyang! i didnt get a chance to watch GD's perf yet! But taeyang's perf is the bomb! it was awesome!!! He was a bit out of breath but the dance moves were cool! haha... who the hell would think of other guys when there's taeyang by your side? :P
@ bria<3 : lol... yes! Bad TOP! haha... more drama coming up! XD
@ DaeSungTenshi : hey! c'mon! all guys get jealous when someone hit on their girl! lol... yay for confessing! and i think i rested my head enough... haha... XD
@ tweedee. : lol... yeah, i'm thinking about that... haha... maybe :P exactly, how can you not love him? lol... ideas are suddenly flowing like water! hahaha...
@ iluvbbforeva : lol... you are obsessed with seungri aren't you? haha... no worries, it's the same with me and tae... haha... did you see seungri on strong hearts? adorable! lol... TOP? shy? haha... yeah, something like that... lol...
@ Baby Lucious : lol... i wish he was kissing me though! haha... man, i'd like faint if he even so much as look at me... hahaha... i wasn't really happy with that chap to be honest... mayb that's why it took so long... haha...
@ JME : haha, i should be saying thanks... lol... are we still talking about his virginity? hahahaha... that's sort of awkward... hahahah... lol, the TOP drama won't be so prominent in the story... heh... just like a side thing... XD
@ chha : haha... well, i had brain farts as haruharu put it... lol... not anymore though... i think... lol ... update is up! XD
@ hye ju : yeah! we just love cheesy guys! lol... especially me! but when i watch em on TV i go like eww and stuff... haha... i think everyone wants to be Lily! haha... oh yeah! doraemon! why didn't i think of that before??? lol... i was soo hooked on nemo! hahaha...
ENJOY! HAPPY READING!!!! XD