| Fan Fiction |
by Rawrmina.Claudine.Nadinne x3
I’m so nervous right now. I’m going to see her again. I’m excited, happy yet nervous and shaky! Good thing, I didn’t have to drive or else we would’ve crashed or something.
“ Chill,” GD said.
GD and Yna were on the seat behind me. The driver was all alone upfront. These two love birds don’t want to separate. I thought we’d all sit on the same seat, I guess not. They need more “space” to do whatever they do in the car.
“ Who is she?” Yna asked
“ You’ll see,” I replied
“ But I want to know now,” she whined
“ Be patient,” GD said.
Then Yna actually shut up but suddenly I could hear her giggling. I looked back to see why.
“ Oh gosh,” I closed my eyes
“ What?” GD asked
“ Can you NOT make out IN the car?” I slowly opened my eyes.
GD was still on top of her.
“ Tell him that,” Yna was pointing at GD.
She sat up and fixed her shirt.
“ You could stop me, but you don’t which means you’re enjoying it anyways!” GD yelled
“ Let’s not get out of control now,” the driver started to laugh
“ Sorry,” Yna said.
I sat down properly. I’m never looking back again, I thought.
“ You two better stop when she’s with us,” I said
“ We’re not doing anything,” GD said but I could hear Yna giggle.
I got the shivers. Nasty, I was thinking.
“ Can we stop the car?” I asked
“ Why?” the driver asked
“ I want to sit upfront now,” I replied
“Aha, okay,” the driver answered.
I wanted to take a glance of GD and Yna but then that was too risky. I could be blind the next thing you know! I sat upfront in the passenger seat.
“ Are we picking up your girlfriend?” the driver asked
“ No sir, she’s just a friend of mine,” I smiled
“ A special friend maybe?” he asked
“ I guess so,” I answered.
I was smiling so much that my cheeks hurt. Gah! Only SHE can make me feel this way. However I was confused in the same time. I felt like this for Yna too, but I know she’s happy with GD so I stopped myself. Gah! I’m getting all confused again.
GD’s P.O.V
Yna was looking outside the car window. She looked like she was thinking about something serious. I kissed her neck.
“ What are you thinking about?” I asked.
She faced me and I kissed her again. She looked somehow gloomy.
“ You look sad,” I frowned
“ Am I bugging you?” I asked
“ Of course not!” she replied
“ You look sad,” I pouted
“ I’m thinking,” she said
“ I don’t like it when you’re thinking,”
“ Well I’m thinking about you,” she smiled
“ Why were you not smiling earlier then?”
“ Don’t mind me, I have my moments,” she rested her head on my shoulder.
Weird, I thought. What was she really thinking about? Is she thinking about T.O.P meeting up with a girl? I hope she isn’t… I know she’s said many times before that she loves me. However I still feel worried when I see her with T.O.P. After all she DID like him for such a long time. He was her “first love” in Big Bang. I shrugged the thought out of my head.
Couple of minutes passed and then Yna looked up to me. I could see through the corner of my eye.
“ Jiyong,” she whispered.
Whoa, she’s never called me that before. What was really going on in her head?
“ Yeah?” I looked at her
“ I love you,” she said.
As she said that, she hugged me tightly
“ I love you too,”
“ I love you more,” she said
“ Nah uh,”
“ Yeah I do,” she stuck her tongue out.
I immediately kissed her after that.
“ Let’s just say we love each other EQUALLY,” I licked my lips
“ Why are you such a tease?” she asked
“ Me? A tease?! You’re a tease!” I pointed at myself then at her
“ Yeah you,” she drew her face closer again.
She was looking straight into my eyes and I gave in.. AGAIN.
We stopped when the car suddenly stopped (again).
“ What now?” I looked at T.O.P
“ Sorry, were we disturbing you?” he laughed
“ Are we in the airport already?” Yna asked
“ Yeah,” their driver replied
“ We should fix ourselves then,” Yna gave me a look.
I don’t know how to describe the look but I like it. She was all trying to fix her clothes. It wasn’t that messy. We didn’t really do much, if you ask me, because SOMEONE kept disturbing us. I was about to get off the car when Yna grabs my hand.
“ You’re not going to disguise yourself or something?” she asked
“ I should, shouldn’t I?”
“ Yeah you should,” she replied.
She gave me some shades and I was ready to go. I waited for her outside. She came out and she was just wearing some sweat pants with a hoodie on and shades.
“ Whoa,” I said
“ I’m always prepared,” she laughed
“ I’ve got clothes for dudes too,” she said
“ Really?” I asked
“ Yeah. Go change so NOBODY would notice you,” she said
“ Okay then.”
I went back in the car to change. She really did have clothes for guys. They were sweat pants too and all. Ha, we’d be matching actually. She’s got bangs to cover up her face while I got shades. We both have sweat pants on and a hoodie. Aha, my girlfriend is so cute, that’s all I can think of.
“ Finally you’re done,” she said as I got off the van
“ I’ll cal ya when we’re out,” she yelled to their driver.
Then we held hands and walked in the airport. T.O.P was already in a disguise, I hope nobody notices the three of us. Plus we were picking up HER. It’d be a bigger issue ‘cause of her. I sighed, maybe this was a bad idea.
We were waiting for a couple of minutes then suddenly someone calls me.
“ Hello?” I answered
“ You poop!” it was Nadinne yelling.
I handed the phone to Yna.
“ Sorry,” Yna was laughing.
I wonder what they were talking about.
Nadinne’s P.O.V
I decided to call Yna. I was curious on where they were going. It’s kind of risky for them to go out. Especially this late, and it’s only those three. I bet rumors will go out that there’s a love triangle going on between them. Plus add the fact that it’s the same three that are in a love triangle in our show. Is Yna thinking about her actions? Or is she letting her emotions carry her away? I hope she isn’t.
“ You poop!” I yelled as soon as GD answered the phone.
The next thing you know it was Yna talking.
“ Sorry,” she laughed
“ You should’ve brought me with you!” I yelled
“ Well we had to hurry,” she replied
“ Where are you guys?” I asked
“ In the airport,” she answered
“ Why?”
“ Picking up some girl for T.O.P,” her voice changed
“ Do I smell jealousy?” I was joking
“ No,” she immediately answered.
I asked her if she wanted to eat dinner and she said “Yes.” Then we hung up. Well I doubt that Yna was jealous. She was a fan of MANY guys, but she always liked some girl for the guy. It was different when it came to GD though. So I guess, nothing to worry about. Anyways I was in the kitchen with Tae Yang. I started to laugh when I looked at him.
“ What?” he looked clueless on what he was doing
“ You got something on your face,” I wiped it off his face.
Suddenly his hand was on top of mines. Slowly the smudge on his face was gone. He was staring deep into my eyes.
“ Thank you,” he smiled
“ Your welcome,” I replied as I took my hand down.
There goes my heart again, I thought. I feel like I’m going to explode soon. No! I have to control myself. I want him to confess to me first before I do. It’s not fair. GUYS SHOULD ALWAYS MAKE THE FIRST MOVE. If the GIRL makes the first move, it just seems like we’re desperate. Suddenly the kitchen door opens.
Claudine’s P.O.V
Seung Ri and I went in the kitchen.
“ We could help,” Seung Ri volunteered
“ What’s that suppose to mean?” Tae Yang gave him a death glare.
Seung Ri let go of my hand and hid behind me.
“ Nothing, nothing at all,” he laughed.
The camera man was around, and recording us. YG would probably cut out our “sweet” moments. I wonder if he really would though. I wonder when our documentary’s going to show too!
“ Watching you,” Tae Yang was still glaring at Seung Ri.
Suddenly Seung Ri was hugging me from behind.
“ You should be happy we’re here to help you,” Seung Ri laughed again.
These two are no help at all, I thought. Well we had to cook our dinner. Tae Yang was supposedly bad in cooking so Seung Ri and I decided to help. I don’t want Nadinne to do ALL the work.
Seung Ri and Tae Yang were the ones cutting the ingredients while me and Nadinne cooked. Seung Ri kept going “Pssst!” to me. I was ignoring him because he just waved at me every time I looked. I think it was his 10th time already going “Pssst!” when I finally looked. He ended up giving me a kiss on the lips.
“ That’s all I wanted,” he winked and went back to his cutting of vegetables job.
He looked so cute with that apron on. I wanted to just laugh at him when he put it on earlier.
A couple of minutes passed, I looked at Seung Ri. He was sweating so much. I came over to him and wiped his sweat off, and then he made a kissy face at me.
“ Thank you,” he smiled
“ You’re welcome,” I smiled back at him.
Suddenly he just hugs me. It was hot in the kitchen but I don’t mind being hugged by him.
“ I thought you two were suppose to help us,” Tae Yang laughed
“ You’re just jealous,” Seung Ri stuck his tongue out on him
“ No I’m not,” Tae Yang looked away
“ Admit it!” Seung Ri yelled
“ Let’s just go back to ‘work,’ “ I laughed
“ Yeah you guys,” Nadinne was laughing as well.
I felt like it took us forever to finish cooking. When we finally did I went upstairs. I changed for the 10th time the whole day. We had our photo shoot then take a shower again. Change clothes then now I smell because I cooked. I don’t like the smell although it does smell like yummy food.
I was about to take my shirt off when Seung Ri opened the door.
“ You scared me,” I said
“ It’s not like it’d be some other guy,” he hugged me from behind
“ I want to change,”
“ Go in the bathroom,” he whispered in my ear
“ Well hmmm.. I have a tank top under my shirt,”
“ That’s good enough,” he kissed my neck
“ Eh, I think I should still change,” I was about to go when he grabbed my hand.
He kissed me again. This day was rather slow yet sweet.
“ I love you,” he smiled.
Then we slowly let go of each other’s hand.
“ I love you too,” I said before I went in the bathroom.
I love the feeling of having Seung Ri as my boyfriend. He was sweet, loving, caring, adorable, understanding, hot and EVERYTHING I wanted… no needed. I need him because I love him. If he ever left me I would die because of depression. I love him too much.
Yna’s P.O.V
T.O.P looked so excited yet nervous when we were waiting for “her.” We kept looking around and then suddenly someone yells “SEUNG HYUN!” I looked for a familiar face. Maybe I know who SHE was. Suddenly some girl suddenly hugs T.O.P, and a big smile appeared on his face. It was the same smile I fell for two years ago.
“ I miss you!!!” the girl yelled.
I couldn’t see her face because I was on the right side while her face was facing the left side. I thought it’d be a quick hug but NOOO. It felt like a full five minutes to me. When I saw her face I was shocked.
“ Oh my,” my jaw dropped and let go of GD’s hand
“ I’m not seeing things, am I?!” I looked at GD
“ Nope,” he replied
“ Wah! Hi, I’m Yna,” I introduced myself and made the gesture to shake her hand.
She smiled at me and shook my hand and bowed.
“ Nice to meet you Yna, I’m Yoo Bin.”
Oh man! She’s even prettier face to face! I can’t believe it!! She just hugged T.O.P, and they looked so adorable together. I was always a fan of them TOGETHER as a COUPLE! I wanted to scream like a fan girl. I was so distracted that I didn’t know there was other girls with her.
I turned to face GD and what do I see?! A girl hugging him. GD was smiling as well and said,
“ Welcome back,” and then let go of her.
I saw that it was So Hee who hugged him, and I didn’t know how to react.
“ Hi Yna, I’m So Hee,” she greeted me
“ Nice to meet you,” I managed to smile.
Then another girl hugs GD. It was Wonder Girls leader, Sun Ye. I was caught off guard. How was I suppose to react? I also liked GD with So Hee before but now I’m speechless. She’s drop dead gorgeous! I’d look like a loser next to her. All of a sudden, I felt like I didn’t belong here with them. I decided to walk away. I went outside the airport where there were benches. However I didn’t sit down.
GD didn’t even follow me. I don’t think he even noticed that I walked away. Suddenly my cell phone rings, it was an unknown caller.
“ Hello,” I answered
“ Hey,” that voice sounded familiar
“ How are you?” it was a guy
“ Who’s this?” I asked
“ It’s been four years since we talked over the phone,” he replied.
I still don’t know who it was. Four years is a long time, after all.
“ Eh?”
“ It’s Andrey.”
I stood still. Andrey?! The Andrey I use to consider “in love” with Andrey?! No way, I thought.
“ Are you ever gonna come back here in Cali?” he asked
“ Uh wow. You have my number,” stupid answer I told myself.
Suddenly GD comes out of nowhere, and puts his hand on my shoulder.
“ Who’s that?” GD asked
“ Uhhh, my friend,” I said and walked away from GD.
“ Who was that?” Andrey asked
“ That was GD,” I replied
“ Whoa! GD? As in GD that Korean dude you liked?”
“ Ha ha ha. Yeah.. Him,” I tried to laugh
“ Where are you?” he asked
“ I’m in Korea,”
“ Korea?! Since when?! I thought you were a celebrity in the Philippines,” he exclaimed
“ Well our groupie is here in Korea for a show,”
“ Well I happen to be in Korea too!” he yelled
“ Are you serious?!” my jaw dropped again.
This can’t be happening to me now! I was so shocked that I got a call from him that I’ve forgotten that I use to be SHY around him.
“ Are you in Seoul?” he asked
“ Yeah!” I yelled and then covered my mouth
“ I can pick you up,” he said
“ Huh?” whoa… since when did Andrey talk to me?
“ I mean we can.. Hang,” he said.
He actually sounded shy!
“ That’d be awesome but I’ve got work tomorrow,” I relied
“ I can visit you,” he said
“ It’s in the YG Entertainment building… It’s not hard to find,” I smiled
“ And… I have Majestea and Marissa with me,” he added.
Majestea?! Why is she here?! But I guess it’s okay she is. I don’t really care because MARISSA is coming!!
“ Marissa?! You’re not messing with me are you?!” I yelled
“ Ow, no I’m not,” he said
“ Bring her with you, yeah?” I jumped for joy
“ Sure. Well it’s settled then meet you there at 8 am?” he asked
“ Fa sho’!” I smiled and hung up.
GD’s P.O.V
I didn’t notice that Yna walked away. I thought she was jealous of me hugging So Hee and Sun Ye. I looked for her and found her outside talking to someone over the phone. I put my hands on her shoulders and asked her who it was. She said it was her friend and walked away just like that. I was about to kiss her too, but she moved. Who can that be that he or she’s more important than me? I wanted to know badly.
I could hear her yelling and she sounded so happy. She turned and had this big smile on her face t hat even I have never seen it.
“ She looks extremely happy,” T.O.P said
“ I know,” I looked at him.
She talked to that person for a long time. Then she hung up on her or him. She started to walk towards me and T.O.P.
“ Let’s go?” she said.
She wasn’t even looking at me. She was looking at T.O.P. Wow, I thought, what’s going on? Well we dropped Wonder Girls off at their house or dorm.. Whatever people want to call it. T.O.P and Yoo Bin were all lovey dovey during the ride, they were in the middle seat. So Hee sat by me in the back while Yna sat on the front seat. I felt like the ride was too quiet. Sun Ye had someone else pick her along with the rest of Wonder Girls, but five couldn’t fit the car.
T.O.P assisted Yoo Bin as she got off the van. Then they hugged again. They looked like a happy couple to me. I also got down to help So Hee. Yna was still smiling! Aiyoo!~ I want to know what’s going on in her head.
“ Bye,” So Hee hugged me.
I waved “Bye,” to her and Yoo Bin. Then T.O.P and I went back in the van. I sat on the middle seat this time with T.O.P.
“ So who were you talking to earlier?” I asked again
“ It’s a friend from Cali. He’s here in Korea and yeah,” she finally answered me.
I could see her through the car side mirror. She had a smile on her face.
“ And?” I said
“ Well he’s got one of my closest friends with him,“ she replied
“ Ah I see,” I said
“ Is it a girl or a guy?” T.O.P asked
“ My close friend? Of course a girl. Her name‘s Marissa,” she replied.
Was she really happy ‘cause of Marissa or the guy?
“ What’s the guy’s name?” T.O.P asked
“ His name’s Andrey,” she replied.
The tone of her voice was so happy. I felt jealous in a way.
I fell asleep during the ride. I woke up to T.O.P waking me up. I looked for Yna but she was already gone. I saw her outside running to Claudine and hugged Claudine tightly. Her lips were moving. I’m guessing telling Claudine about Marissa. I ran to where they were.
“ You serious?” Claudine looked shocked
“ Yes!” Yna yelled
“ You must be super happy,” Claudine winked at Yna
“ Of course! I miss them,” Yna said and then the two walked away.
Why do I feel like I’m being ignored? We all went to the kitchen. Everyone already finished eating. Yna and Claudine hurriedly went upstairs. I followed them a couple of minutes later.
Our room’s door was slightly open. I quietly listened to their conversation.
“ I miss Andrey and Marissa so much,” it was Yna
“ I can’t believe he actually called you,” Claudine said
“ I know. Our love story never really had an ending,” Yna said.
Love story? What does she mean?
“ You have GD now though,”
“ I know I do, but I just want to be close friends with Andrey,”
“ You always did prefer having your ex crushes as best friends,”
“ I know, but this is ANDREY,” Yna exclaimed
“ Ssssh!” Claudine shushed Yna.
So Andrey’ s one of Yna’s ex crushes?
“ You two were cute though,” Claudine giggled
“ Aha! We were never together in real life.. It was just a dream,” Yna laughed
“ Well I guess you two can have a closure now,” Claudine said
“ True that,” Yna replied.
I went in the room. Yna looked at me with wide eyes.
“ How long have you been there?” Claudine asked
“ Just now,” I lied
“ Good,” Claudine said
“ Why?” I asked
“ Nothing,” Yna answered.
Claudine looked at Yna then just left the two of us. She was probably heading downstairs for Seung Ri. Yna went in the bathroom and came out after ten minutes. She lied down on the bed after.
“ You sleepy?” I asked
“ Nah, but we have work tomorrow so I’m going to sleep early,” she replied.
She lied down her spot and then closed her eyes. She didn’t even give me a Goodnight Kiss! I was somehow sad. As soon as I was about to leave…
“ GD,” Yna said my name
“ Yeah?” I turned to face her.
She sat up.
“ Come over here,” she said
“ I’m not sleepy,” I said
“ Please,” she put her hands together and pouted
“ Fine,” I sat by her.
Then she hugged me.
“ Please stay with me,” she whispered
“ Let me go brush my teeth then,” I said.
I left her sitting on the bed to go to the bathroom. She sounded so serious. I came back out and she was still sitting down on the bed facing the bathroom door.
“ That was looong,” she stood up and hugged me.
I kissed her lips. There were pauses here and there, but we still continued and ended up on the bed. Then she stopped.
“ Continuation?” she laughed.
I guess she was talking about that little incident in the car. Yna suddenly became quiet.
“ We should rest now,” she faced the direction where Claudine and Seung Ri usually were.
I hugged her from behind.
“ Is this why you wanted me to stay with you?” I asked
“ Nope,” she faced me
“ Why?”
“ I meant stay with me forever,” she smiled
“ Well.. Will you stay with me?” I asked her
“ Of course,” she gave me a kiss on the lips and hugged me tighter.
Yna’s head was resting on my chest. Maybe I was thinking too much about this Andrey guy. I trust Yna, and she trusts me. Jealousy is normal in a relationship. There will always be ups and downs in it. I felt happy again having Yna here with me, hugging me.
“ Goodnight,” she was mumbling
“ Goodnight,”
“ Sweet dreams,” she said
“ You too,”
“ I love you,” she looked up at me
“ I love you too,” I smiled.
Whenever she stares at me like that I know that she definitely wants something. That something is most likely a kiss.. Well I think it is. So I kissed her goodnight.