| Fan Fiction |
by Rawrmina.Claudine.Nadinne x3
OH WOW! It's the day before Valentine's day! The day of the Love Doctor to get his groove on and for cupid to send us em arrows. Well as you know tomorrow is a very special day for most of us! I can feel that tomorrow will be one of the best days since Big Bang and C.A.N.D.Y have met. But what I can really feel is that it's time I confess my true feelings for Tae Yang. I bet this'll make him even happier than he is now. I love seeing that boy smile, and when he does, oh man.. just makes my day COMPLETE. But I have to talk to Yna about this, I want her to ask GD to ask Tae yang if he still has the same feelings in his precious heart about me ever since the day we met coincidently. But Ahh! so many lovebirds in this house. Though i don't know Dae Sung, Aly, Destiny, and T.O.P that much, I wonder what's going to go between any of those four tomorrow. You just never know what could happen. I can still sense that T.O.P likes Yna.... I never tell these SUSPICOUS THINKINGS of mine to anyone, expect for Yna and Claudine. Those two I can trust, and ever since I was young, I soon figure out that these thoughts of mine end up to be true.... but hey there can be surprises! Anyways back to me confessing to Tae Yang. I really wonder how he'll react and treat me afterwards. Hey look it's Yna, now is a time to ask her a favor:
"Hey Laber" Yna walks down the stairs.
"Hello! and Good morning!" I smiled
"You’re up pretty early" she sat down next to me
"Yea.. I couldn't really sleep last night," I looked down on the floor
"Aww.. why is that?" She sounded concerned. "Is anything bothering you?"
"Kind of." I turned
"And may I know what the deal is?" Her voice got louder but still sounding calm
"Well.. tomorrow is Valentine's day right." I turned to face her.
"Of course! I bet it's going to pretty interesting!" Yna sounded excited and I bet it's cause of GD
"Yeah it is, but I have to ask you a favor in order to make me and Tae yang's day not so boring."
Yna and I talked for hours trying to plan out tomorrow’s day. We had no work tomorrow too! I wonder why we don’t though. Is Mr. YG some surprise? I hope he doesn’t! Everyone’s going to be busy tomorrow. Yna and GD, Claudine and Seung Ri, Dae Sung and Aly, and of course me and my laber, Tae Yang. T.O.P was busy too! He told us he was going to go out with Yoo Bin. They’re such a lovely couple, but that’s sad news for Destiny. Yna left me to go back to her room. It was still early. Everyone was still asleep. Even Tae Yang so I didn’t know what to do. Yna had to go upstairs because she heard GD calling her.
I wonder why everyone was still asleep. I should go back to sleep too. I lied down the sofa and hugged the closest pillow. I’ll just take a nap and when I wake up. Everyone better be awake too. Plus I want to stop thinking about Tae Yang. He told me he loves me but he still hasn’t asked me out. I wonder if that day is coming soon when I can officially call him mine.
Yna’s P.O.V
I ran upstairs due to GD’s yelling. I didn’t want him to wake up everyone else. It was rest day for us. I opened the door quickly yet quietly.
“ What?” I asked trying to catch my breath
“ You left me,” he was sitting on the bed pouting
“ I was downstairs,” I replied
“ You didn’t wake me up,” he stood up
“ It’s not like you wake me up when you leave,” I rolled my eyes.
He hugs me from behind and starts kissing my neck.
“ We don’t have work for two days,” he said
“ I know that,” I said.
What was GD up to? He’s been acting weird lately. Weird yet I liked it kind of weird.
“ You’re going to enjoy these two days,” he turned me to face him and kissed my forehead.
I was just quiet. I’ll let him do the talking for now.
“ Trust me,” he pulled me to a tighter hug
“ Of course I will,” I smiled.
Is this why he called me up here? He’s such a weirdo, but I still love him.
Tomorrow’s Valentine’s Day. I wonder what GD has in mind. He sounds so confident that I’m going to love his plan. Whatever it is, I’m excited about it. GD makes it sound like it’s so special that I’d never forget it. GD and I went downstairs so he could have breakfast. We got downstairs and Nadinne was asleep again.
“ She must’ve been bored,” I said
“ Huh?” GD looked at me confused
“ She was already awake earlier,” I replied
“ Oh,” GD said.
Then we went in the kitchen. I suddenly heard growling noises. I couldn’t help but laugh.
“ That’s so you,” I laughed
“ Nah uh!” GD denied
“ You can’t lie to me,” I was still laughing at him
“ Whatever,” he replied.
He stuck his head in the fridge trying to look for food.
He finally found food, and just ate standing up. I was watching him the whole time. He’s so adorable.
“ Is something on my face?” he asked me
“ Nope,” I answered
“ Ahh so you must be staring at me because you think I’m so sexy right?” he laughed
“ Sexy isn’t the word but I guess so,” I smiled.
Suddenly Seung Ri and Claudine came in the kitchen.
“ Ah my laber is awake,” I hugged Claudine
“ How come you always greet her in a special way?” GD was leaning on the fridge
“ ‘Cause I do,” I let go of Claudine and looked at GD
“ I wish you greeted me in a special way,” he said
“ She does!” Claudine exclaimed
“ Stop complaining,” I walked back to him.
GD hasn’t been jealous for a while too! He must have something up his sleeve.
Claudine’s P.O.V
I woke up to Seung Ri staring at me.
“ Morning,” he kissed my lips
“ Morning,” I replied.
Then I sat up and did some stretching. I quickly used the bathroom to brush my teeth, hair and wash my face.
“ You hungry?” he asked
“ Nope,”
“ Oh well, you still have to come with me downstairs,” he grabbed my hand.
As expected, the crazy duo, GD and Yna, were already downstairs. Seung Ri and GD then ate their breakfast and finished. The four of us separated after that. It was rather quiet between me and Seung Ri. However he did have this smile on his face that was mischievous.
“ What’s going on in your head?” I asked Seung Ri when we were outside in the patio.
He just looked at me with this one look. It looked like he had a spark in his eyes.
“ You’ll find out,” he smiled.
He looked up at the sky and I just rested my head on his shoulder.
The next day was finally VALENTINE’S DAY! Seung Ri was still sleeping when I woke up. I had butterflies on my stomach. Not literally, but that kind of feeling. I’m anticipating for Seung Ri’s plan. I went straight to the bathroom to do the usual morning routine. Brush, brush, & wash. When I came out Yna was awake too. She was still lying down by GD just staring at him. She slightly kissed his lips and I thought GD was still asleep but he wasn’t! He kissed her back!
“ Aiyoo~! You two are really so--” GD didn’t let me finish my sentence
“ In love with each other,” he laughed, and kissed Yna again.
The two stood up and both went in the bathroom.
Seung Ri’s P.O.V
I woke up to GD’s conversation with Claudine. I was hugging the pillow next to me because Claudine was still standing up. After their conversation she sat by me, and GD grabbed Yna to the bathroom.
“ Morning,” she smiled.
That smile always made my day and greeted me each morning. I’m use to having Claudine around now. When she’s not by me, I feel like I’m incomplete. Sounds corny, much, right? If she ever had to leave my side, I’d turn insane, and loose my head. I love her so much. I hope that she’ll never leave me. I know she won’t.
She sat by me and I sat up to kiss her cheek.
“ Morning,” I smiled
“ So…” she looked at me with such curious eyes.
I’m guessing she was curious about my Valentine’s Day plan. AHA! I won’t give in! It’s a surprise.
“ So, let’s go eat now, yeah?” I said
“ I guess so,” she stood up.
You’ll have to wait Claudine. The whole time this morning, she was quiet. She just had a smile on her face. She must be happy that it’s Valentine’s. The two of us went outside to the pool where the hammock was. For the first time we actually sat there! It was usually T.O.P, GD, or Yna hogging it.
“ It feels so good,” she said
“ To what?” I asked
“ To be with you.. Right here in your arms,” she smiled
“ It does,” I kissed her head
“ I love you,” she looked up to face me
“ I love you too,” then we kissed.
Every time we kiss. It’s like I want time to just stop. Claudine, you don’t know how much you changed my life. I’m happier and more content with my life. I’ll do my best just for you. I hope you love me the same way. I think you do…
“ Seung Ri,” Claudine said my name
“ Yeah?” I replied
“ You don’t know how much you’ve made me happy,” she hugged me tighter
“ You don’t know how much you’ve made me happy too,” I smiled.
Her head was resting on my chest and we were just there on the hammock swaying back and forth.
GD’s P.O.V
Yna was just brushing her hair.
“ I like your hair,” I complimented her
“ Aha, thank you. I like yours too,” she laughed
“ What? I’m serious,” I hugged her from behind.
She put the brush down. Then she faced me.
“ So am I,” she smiled
“ No joking?”
“ No joking. I love your hair,” she ran her fingers through my hair.
I kissed her forehead. Then her nose, and I paused. I looked straight into her eyes.
“ What’s stopping you now?” she laughed
“ I just had to look at your face before I do,” I laughed
“ Admit it you love Yna, yeah?” she laughed again
“ Yes I do. I love her very much,” I kissed her.
It was Valentine’s Day, and so far, it’s awesome. By far, the best Valentine’s Day I ever had!
The hours passed by quickly and it was already 5 pm! Seung Ri and Claudine were in Nadinne’s room since she left with Tae Yang. Tae Yang is finally going to confess to her for real today! Yna told me that she helped Nadinne plan out today. No wonder, I thought. I bet Yna wants the house all alone to me and her. She also helped T.O.P plan out his first ever date with Yoo Bin. Yna was good friends with her now, and she loves her with T.O.P.
Dae Sung and Aly were also going out but Destiny had to ruin it and go with them. However Yna couldn’t convince Seung Ri to leave the house. I was laughing hard when she was complaining earlier that Seung Ri was fighting with her ‘cause of that. I wonder why he won’t leave the house. Is he planning the same thing I am? I hope he wasn’t… Well at least I hope he doesn’t do it in Tae Yang’s room.
I could hear giggling coming from Tae Yang’s room later on. Oh my. Are they really? Well I went downstairs to change and set up my romantic dinner for Yna. I had this suit on and tie. All formal. I went back upstairs and Yna was already in her dress.
“ You look beautiful,” I kissed her cheek
“ Why do I have to be in a dress?” she complained
“ Don’t worry, you’re INSIDE the house,” I laughed.
The two of us went downstairs. We ate our dinner and then I played music. It was romantic music. She complained again though. She said she preferred Big Bang music. I laughed when she said that. I told her to go ahead upstairs and I’ll clean up. She didn’t want to but I forced her to.
Yna’s P.O.V
GD just entered the room. It was already night and I was in the mood. I walked closed to him and drew my face closer. However I lowered my head and played with the polo he was wearing. His polo was already unbuttoned. Then I pulled it causing GD’s body to get closer to me as well. The next thing you know he was kissing me. Who cares about changing clothes right? We were already on the bed. He was on top of me already. It was one tiring day today. The two of us spent it together.
Tomorrow was work day again though. We have to do so many scenes separately! We were already in the part of the show where my character has fallen for T.O.P’s character. I felt so comfortable working with GD. Well duh, he is my boyfriend. Of course I felt comfortable with him. Plus he’s always supportive of me, and encouraging me. He’s tired, I’m tired. We can be tired together.
“ That’s enough,” I said
“ No,” GD was kissing my neck
“ We’re suppose to be tired,” I stopped him
“ I am but not tired enough to stop me from doing this,”
“ You’re such a weirdo,” I turned to face the wall.
You’d think he stopped but he didn’t. When he did I was about to open my eyes when I felt his lips near my ear.
“ From the bottom to the top have it’ cho way. It's all about the way you feel baby. Wanna make it like ecstasy to where you say my name softly. And we can take it down south baby, Any freakin' route as long as you and I can be as one, hey.”
Oh my gosh. It was his rapping part in their own song TOGETHER FOREVER. I didn’t know what to do. It was those words that drove me crazy. Those exact same words that made me fall for him. My hormones were going crazy. No Yna, no! Control yourself.
I opened my eyes and looked at him.
“ Welcome to the fantastic world... Can you feel that... Ah~”
He was teasing me! I feel like he knows which part of their songs make me crazy.
“ You’re messing with me aren’t you?” I finally talked
“ Nope,” he had a mischievous smile on
“ I’m not ready,” I slowly said
“ Don’t worry,”
“ That’s what you’ve been saying all day!” I exclaimed.
Is tonight the night? I was so lost in my thoughts. I’ll let GD decide. I trust him enough. Plus I know he’ll make the right decision. He was the older on in the relationship after all.
Tae Yang’s P.O.V
It’s finally Valentine’s Day! It’s the day that I confess to Nadinne. We’re going to have romantic date tonight. I’m confident that Nadinne loves me too. However I haven’t confessed to her properly. I hope everything goes as planned. T.O.P helped me for the preparations as well. Although he was tired for filming.
It’s only been a week since we started to film the show. During that time, a lot of things happened. Like how Aly and Dae Sung suddenly became a couple. However Aly left the house because of Destiny. Destiny found out about Yoo Bin. Although they, C.A.N.D.Y, signed a contract that they were suppose to live with us, the contract also said that they could leave if problems were starting. It’s not like Destiny can avoid Destiny if she left though. She’s still in the show, and in C.A.N.D.Y.
We have at least three more weeks to go before we finish filming. Then in May, it’ll start airing. After that we have to promote it. Big Bang and C.A.N.D.Y are inseparable this year. May it be in reel or REAL life. Mr. YG also informed us about a concert with C.A.N.D.Y at the end of the year. I’m happy that we have to work with them this whole year! I also hope that next year, it’ll still be the same. I don’t want to separate from Nadinne. Plus it’s more fun around C.A.N.D.Y! Especially with Nadinne, Claudine and Yna. Those three sure know how to make you laugh.
Hours felt like minutes to me! The next thing you know, it was already 8 pm. It was time for my date with Nadinne. She said she also got me something. I told her she didn’t have to but she insisted. I was ready to go out to the restaurant. I had the whole thing RESERVED! Well Yna helped me out with that. I was so thankful T.O.P and her helped me out. I had no ideas at all because I was too nervous and excited.
Nadinne came down five minutes later. She looked beautiful as always.
“ Ready?” I asked her
“ Yeah,” she smiled.
As we were walking, I slowly slipped my hand in her hands. We were actually holding hands, and I had this feeling in me that I’ve never felt before. I rented a limo for us too!
“ Wah! You did so much,” Nadinne said
“ I can never do too much for you,” I replied.
We arrived at the restaurant and Nadinne looked like she was in awe.
Nadinne’s P.O.V
Tae Yang really prepared for today. Yna sure helped him a lot. I asked her to help me by helping Tae Yang plan out our date. She did an awesome job. So far, the night was PERFECT! During dinner, Tae Yang kept staring at me, and smiling. I felt so happy.
“ Nadinne,” he said
“ Yeah?” I looked at him
“ I love you.. Not in the friendly way, but I really do love you Nadinne, more than just a friend,” he put his hand on top of mine.
I looked at our hands then straight into his eyes.
“ I’ve been waiting for you to say that,” I smiled.
Then both of us stood up and we hugged each other. After we hugged he was looking straight into my eyes. Then he kissed my forehead and then he slowly drew his face closer and closer until our lips touched.
Claudine’s P.O.V
Seung Ri and I were in Tae Yang’s room. The two of us were messing around. It was like a sleepover. I giggled. We’re sooo old yet we act like little kids. We’re both mature but these “little kid” moments are the moments I love the most. Especially when it’s with Seung Ri. We were having a pillow fight and then I just lied down. I give up! Seung Ri had so much energy today! Then he lied down by me.
Suddenly he puts his arm and one of his legs on top of me. Then he kisses my cheek.
“ I love you,” he whispered
“ I love you too,” I smiled
“ Let’s stay like this forever,” he said
“ I like that idea,” I looked at hi.
I slightly kissed his lips.
Our Valentine’s day was simple yet sweet. This whole day he treated me like his “princess.” We even talked about MARRIAGE! I was only 17 and he was only 18! He said that after college, we should immediately get married. We both have jobs, so why not, right? The thought of getting married to him made me… “floaty.” It was that tingly feeling I always have when I’m with him. I hope that we DO stay together.
Months passed by and I realized that C.A.N.D.Y’s stay in Korea was getting shorter and shorter. It was already May! It was January when we came here. Dae Sung’s birthday passed already and for his birthday, Aly and him went on a little resort. I thought the two were simply adorable together. They were both so naïve and always smiling. It seemed like their relationship was perfect. GD and Yna on the other hand are the “crazy duo.” They barely have fights. They always have those joking around fights when Yna pretends she’s jealous. GD was rather flirty with girls, and Yna would always act all jealous.
She would say she was joking after, but the truth was she REALLY was jealous. Especially when GD has to sing to a fan or do a music video with another girl. She can’t help it but feel jealous although she’s the REAL girlfriend. However GD and Yna still haven’t confessed that they were a couple. It was the same for Seung Ri and me. We were scared that bans would bash on. GD and Seung Ri told us that they’d protect us but oh boy. Trust me, Yna and I, know very well how some fans can get violent.
Anyways, tomorrow was Tae Yang’s birthday! Nadinne and him were also leaving the house to have some time alone. Then after Tae Yang’s birthday would be MINE & YNA’S! I wonder if Seung Ri and GD had any plans.
Yna’s P.O.V
It’s May but I’m not happy. I keep worrying about C.A.N.D.Y leaving Korea. I know we don’t leave until the end of the year, but time flies by… QUICKLY. I was in our room and GD came out of the bathroom. It was already night time. It was also one tiring day promoting our show. I was already lying down. I was lying down on my side. I couldn’t stay still for some reason and just lie down on my back. I sighed, I try so hard to hide that I’m nervous. Then I felt GD’s breathing.
“ GD,” I looked at him and lied down on my back
“ Mmmhmm,” he replied
“ I need you,”
“ I need you more. You’re everything I want. You’re everything I need,” his eyes.
I couldn’t help it. Those eyes of his. He was so serious.
“ I need you because I love you,” I hugged him.
Here I go again, being emotional. It really affected me knowing that by next year, I was going to leave Korea. We all kept it a secret from Big Bang. I don’t know how to tell GD that I was going to leave him. I would break him apart! GD was on top of me with me hugging him. I must’ve put him in an awkward position. He was in a push up position and then he slightly bent his elbows to go closer to me. He kissed my neck.
“ I don’t know why you’re acting like this, but whatever happens… I’ll always love you, okay?”
Then I let go of him when he said that. I sat up by him and then he made me look at him.
“ I love you,” he said
“ I love you too,” I smiled.
Then we kissed again, and I told him that I had to go downstairs. He grabbed my hand.
“ Hurry up, okay?” he kissed my hand.
I nodded and left.
I ran downstairs. I almost bumped unto Seung Ri and Claudine. They were heading upstairs. Good thing nobody else was downstairs. I went to the patio, and slowly walked to the hammock. I sat down and looked up at the sky. There’s so many stars.
“ Star light.. Star Bright.. Wish I may.. Wish I might… have this wish come true tonight… I want to stay by GD forever,” a tear rolled down my face.
I closed my eyes.
“ Why are you crying? You should be the happiest girl in the whole wide world,” it was T.O.P’s voice.
I opened my eyes. I wiped the tears away and he sat by me.
“ I should be but…” my voice trailed off
“ But what?” he asked
“ T.O.P, I have to leave next year,” tears came out of me nonstop.
T.O.P pulled me into a hug. My head was resting on his chest while I continued to cry.
“ Does Jiyong know?” he asked
“ Please don’t tell him,” I was sobbing
“ He deserves to know,”
“ Can’t you wait ‘till December?” I asked
“ Fine,” he replied.
I got off the hammock.
“ How are you and Yoo Bin?” I suddenly remembered
“ We’re doing lovely thanks to you,” T.O.P answered
“ Good,” I laughed.
It was funny how I hooked them together. I had no second thoughts of hooking them up but the second I saw them together… It kind of made me sad in a way yet happy. I never did let go of T.O.P.. well I didn‘t let go of him “fully.” I know that he’ll remain in my heart, but not as a lover. He’ll remain in my heart because I realized that I love GD through him. I discovered the true meaning of love, and he was after all a crush of mine.