Fan Fiction

Lack of Inspiration.(COMPLETE)

by Nikki_

Chapter 9

His past.

His past.

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Jenny found herself sitting next to YoungBae in the dark hall way. A awkward silence was shared between the two.

"I made her angry." YoungBae broke the silence. "Her as in..EunMi? The girl you called out in your nightmare?" YoungBae nodded. "Ive never made her angry with me before." YoungBae paused. "I told her i didn't want her anymore. The words just came out. I was mad because i didn't know why she was mad at me." YoungBae paused again taking a deep breath. "It was rainy and dark , and whenever EunMi had something on her mind she would just drive around aimlessly. She got hit , and she died." YoungBae whispered the last part. Jenny covered her mouth from the shock. "If i never told her i didn't want her anymore , then maybe..Just maybe..She'd be alive." YoungBae chocked out.

"No, no. Don't blame it on yourself YoungBae. It wasn't your fault." Jenny shook her head , looking up at YoungBae with sincere eyes. "It was , i know it was." YoungBae kept on repeating. "No YoungBae , it wasn't" Jenny told him now with tears threatening to come out. "How come i feel the guilt? The guilt that people feel when they just killed their loved one?" YoungBae was now crying. Jenny continued to reassure him that it wasn't his fault. That fate was just being mean to him. "Listen to me , You Dong YoungBae did not kill EunMi , and it wasn't your fault." Jenny now had tears running down her flawless face.

After awhile they both calmed down. YoungBae felt a light pressure on his right shoulder. Jenny had fallen asleep. He whipped away the remaining tears that fell from her soft brown eyes. He scooped her up with his broad muscled arms and carried her bridal style back into her room. He laid her down as gently as possible trying not to wake her. He tucked her in and caressed her cheek. He tucked the loose lock of hair behind her ear. Right when he was about to walk away he felt a small grasp on his sleeve. "What are you going to feed me?" Jenny mumbled. Jenny had a thing when she would go to bed hungry she would have a dream about food.

"Weird girl." YoungBae chuckled and released her soft hand from his sleeve. He walked out . He realized that he hadn't smiled or even laughed and meant it in a long time. There was something about Jenny that made YoungBae feel less saddened and more happy around her.

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Jenny woke up and it was already 1pm. Jenny lazily got up and opened her curtains and walked out to her balcony. She noticed that SeungHyuns or JiYoungs car wasn't there. Did they come back last night? Jenny walked out of her room and downstairs. She found YoungBae sitting quietly eating at the small bar they had. Jenny walked to the kitchen and YoungBae looked up at Jenny who was searching through the cabinets and fridge for something to eat. Jenny frowned.

"Whats wrong?" YoungBae asked seeing the frown painted on Jenny's lips. "I'm hungry and theres nothing fast to eat!" Jenny crossed her arms. YoungBae chuckled. YoungBae got up and went to the high cabinet that was over the stove. He got out a box of cereal. "Its where i hide my food so JiYoung and SeungHyun wont eat it." Jenny got put a bowl and some milk and sat next to YoungBae.

"Hey jenny?.." YoungBae called out. "Hmm?" Jenny stuffed her mouth with a spoon of fruit loops. "Thanks for last night." YoungBae smiled and Jenny smiled back. "You look..Happier." Jenny commented.

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Heres another chapter.
I might or might not be able to post another chapter today.
i gotta get ready , gonna spend thanks giving with the fam.
have a good thanks giving!
don't forget to give thanks for everyone who your thankful for ^___^
toughlove<3