| Fan Fiction |
by PANDiiE
“What are you talking about?” SunYe replied faintly confused.
“How much more retarded can you get?” HeeSo mocked. “Stay away from Jiyong or you’ll get.”
“But, why?” SunYe questioned, even more confused.
“Cause you’re just ruining him!” She managed to blurt out with fury. “I should be the
one with him, NOT YOU! Sure, you two were ‘together’ a couple years back, but I won’t accept this. Have you noticed that his publicity has been lowered just because of you?!”
SunYe, was absolutely shocked. Was it really true? His publicity lowered, because of her?
“He needs me, as a manager to help him through everything. Not you.” She disgustingly continued. “Besides, you two are not even a duet. The debut season is totally over, so here’s your pay cheque. “
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Concert night was a long wait for Jiyong, and for SunYe as well. “I can’t believe this. All this time, was I holding him back?” Beep Beep. She took her eyes off the concert hall from her hotel room and glanced down at her mobile. A text from Jiyong, she thought.
“SunYe ah, thanks for being there for me ever since the day we’ve been training. Hope to see you soon. Please show up soon, I miss seeing you.” She read it over and over again. Possibly the last text she’d ever get from Jiyong after this night of betrayal.
“I’m so sorry.” She packed. “But I love you.”
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A swarm of boys creped behind Jiyong as he picked out his outfit for the first half of his concert, BOO, they shouted, hoping it would have frightened him.
“Yah, hyung, it doesn’t work no more.” Jiyong laughed as TOP looked disappointed at their unsuccessful ‘scare’.
“You’re right.” TOP pretended to cry. “He’s no longer our baby Jiyong!”
“Ah!” Taeyang screamed sarcastically. “Our baby’s all grown up.”
“This is such a gay act.” Seung Ri commented as he shook his head is disappointment.
“Yah, you try acting out all motherly!” TOP and Taeyang nudged Seung Ri in the head as they all began to laugh.
“So where’s SunYe?” Dae Seung asked out of the blue.
“She called outs.” Manager Park interrupted. “She just phoned saying she’s out. She’s leaving.”
Jiyong stood there completely shocked. “You’re joking.” He hyperventilated. “SHE’S COMING!” He shouted at her. “SHE PROMISED!”
“Cut it Jiyong!” She shouted. “She’s not coming! She said that you’re holding her down from her passions and she wants to move on.” She patted him. “She wants you to move on too.”
“Lies!” He shouted, he grabbed his coat and ran out of the studio. He looked both ways and run across the streets. He kept dialling her number, but it wouldn’t go through.
“Jiyong!” Manager Park shouted. “Please don’t leave.” She hugged him from behind. “You don’t need her, you need me. You need me to continue your dreams. I KNOW YOU NEED ME!”
“Please, let me go.” He calmly asked. “LET GO!” He shouted even louder, this time pushing her out of her own grip. She coldly landed onto the cold pavement and cried her heart out. “Jiyong!” She kept calling. “Jiyong!”
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“I’m hopeless,” He thought. “I couldn’t even hold onto her.”
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“I’m sorry.” She said. “She was right; you needed her more than anything in the world.”
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“Yah, Hyung.” Seung Ri knocked on his door numerous times. “Open up. Time for press!”
“Coming.” A dull voice replied. He laid on the bed, still thinking of that very night. The night his loved one left him for her own sake. The one he trusted the most, left him.
He sat up from his bed and looked around the room. It’s so cold, he thought. As he was about to get up, a picture caught his eye. He let out a faint smile. “I love you, always.” With that, he let out a long, loud cry, crying his pain away for the past 3 years. His pain never left him. It was always there haunting him for something he didn’t understand.
“Hyung! Come on! We’re leaving!” Seung Ri shouted again.
“Coming man, coming.”
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As they were heading into the press doors, TOP let out some cautions. “We have to be careful with our answers and we have to have full preparation too. We don’t know what questions they have in mind, so be extra, extra careful!”
“Question for TOP.” A reported asked. “In your recent movie, I Am Sam, fans and viewers were impressed with your talent as an actor. What’s your thought on that?”
“Well, of course I’m glad!” TOP smiled. “I’m very glad my fans and viewers were impressed. Therefore I will continue my great work. I don’t know how to express this feeling out but, I hope this will do.” He then blew out a little kiss and the crowd cheered.
“Question for G-Dragon.” Another reported asked. “Recently, you’ve decided to go Solo for a couple of years before returning with Big Bang for a huge comeback. During these pass years, viewers were very impressed with your solo activities. Congrats.” The audience applauded and Jiyong laughed cutely.
“I love your encouragement and supports guys. It gives me more chances to show you guys how much I want to impress you. But I have to thank my Manager, Park and Co-Manager Park HeeSo for helping me with my success throughout the pass years.”
“Question, “ Another interrupted. “It seems there was another female lead that helped with your debut. Shouldn’t she deserve some dedication or thanks?”
“That’s true!” Another reporter added. “We also recall the night of the concert was cancelled due to the fact that your Co-star called outs on you.”
Jiyong and the rest of Big Bang were shocked at the questions. TOP was right, the press is definitely unbelievable.
“I-“ Jiyong began to say but was cut off by more reporters.
“We believe she has left you to start her own music contract as a soloist.” A reporter said, as they rolled a tape.
“What?” He asked himself as he noticed SunYe on the big flat screen behind him.
“M-net is proud to present their highest-paid female of South Korea, Min SunYe. In her past, Min was featured in Big Bang’s G-Dragon, Kwon Jiyong’s solo debuts. She has reported as a Co-star helping him as a friend. Mrs. SunYe is reported heading back to Korea for her first live concert in Seoul Stadium. Back to you Kim.” The taped finished and the television was closed.
“So what do you have to say to this?” A reporter asked.
“Do you feel betrayed?” Another asked.
“Were there any special relationship between you and Min SunYe?” Another Added.
He was rammed with questions and he couldn’t answer any of it. It’s true. He didn’t know what his emotions were that night. Therefore, he was too shocked to even think about his feelings, only hurt, painfully hurt. It all came back to him.
He slammed his fists onto the table and walked out of the press. Leaving the rest shocked at his actions.
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That very night, he locked himself in his room and cried a lot. Thinking of her made him weak, made him hurt, but made him love her even more.
“Why’d you do this to me?” He repeatedly asked himself, “Why why why!”
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“Finally, I’m back in Korea. Seeing so much fans and support makes me feel so happy.” She said to herself as he looked at her fan mails.
But was she really? Actually, her heart was dying inside without him. Yes, she left him first, but it hurts so much. She knew if she stayed, he’d let go of his dreams just for her. She can’t let him do that.
The night she left, she cried a lot. She knew he was searching for her because her phone kept ringing, just seeing his name on Caller ID gave her a lot of pain inside. She left Korea for a while and came back after winning a contest in America, being the highest-paid female in Korea ever since.
“Tomorrow’s my concert. I hope it would turn out happily.” She faintly whispered as she fell asleep on her cozy bed.
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The night of SunYe’s concert came rolling in. “I’m nervous.” SunYe kept saying to herself as she looked at herself in the mirror for the 10th time in 2 minutes.
“What if he won’t come?” She thought to herself.
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“Hyung,” Seung Ri walked over coolly. “Here.” He headed him some tickets.
“It’s from SunYe.” He said, “She wants us at her first concert.”
Hearing her name made his heart weak all over again. “I’m not going.” He coldly said, as he drew his attention back to his laptop.
“But Hyung.” Seung Ri started.
“I’m not going and that’s final. Besides, she ditched me on my first concert so no way am I supporting her on hers either!!” He finalized his words and shooed Seung Ri out of his sight.
He looked at the tickets again. “Did you actually send me these? Was I too harsh on you?” He threw the tickets and continued with his computer.
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Sparkly lights flashed into the mid air, earning wows from the audience here to support SunYe, especially Big Bang and Wonder Girls.
The stage was set up beautifully with some vintage style mixed with it.
Suddenly, the star from the rising east approached on stage with a sexy r&b mix in her intro.
Loud applauds were heard.
Before she began her first concert tour she gave a small speech and little did she know, Jiyong turned on his television right when her speech started.
“How’d you like it?” She asked as the audience screamed loudly which made Jiyong turn the volume down. Were they actually that loud or the volume of the TV was?
“I’d like you all to welcome my closest buddies, Wonder Girls and Big Bang!” She shouted as the lights shined on them. They got up and bowed a bit. SunYe was disappointed, the camera focused on her face when she noticed Jiyong wasn’t there but she faintly smiled again.
“Well, let’s start this concert man!”
During most of the concert, Jiyong was really impressed and his heart skipped some beats when he saw SunYe on stage so beautifully. Her voice, her angelic voice, her slim dance moves, her everything, gave him hope again, that is, until he thought of his past. He was about to turn off the television, until he heard SunYe speak up.
“Did you know, today is my birthday?” She asked the audience, and damn! The audience can shout and scream for SO freaking long! Seriously!
Surprisingly, the fans started to sing ‘the birthday song’ in Korean just for SunYe and when you look into the audience you can see him crying in happiness which touched SunYe a lot. She too began to cry. Jiyong looked closely as her crying, he was weak when he cried. He wanted to embrace her, but yet, the horrible past broke them up.
SunYe then weakly spoke up. “Did you guys know I lost my first love on the day of my birthday?” The crowd awed in pain for her.
Jiyong looked up from his computer and stared her painfully. “What?!” He said silently to himself and he inched closer to the television.
She faintly smiled again. “The night, it was my lovers first concert after his debut. I wouldn’t say we were together, since we have not spoken about that part of a relationship. That night, my manager told me I was ruining his publicity so therefore, I left. I didn’t want him to just drop his career, his passion just for me. That’s just such a waste. I left that night and I haven’t heard of him since.”
The crowd was really touched at her words, especially WG and BB.
“I can’t believe this.” Tears were threatened to fall as he looked at her closely. She was crying so much, on the night of her first concert too.
“Anyways, well that was kind of a touching story isn’t it?” She wiped her tears and laughed a bit. “I’m being an attention freak at the moment huh? Besides, most of you probably read my published book right? So I guess I just wasted your time telling you this over again.”
“No!” The fans shouted, still crying a bit.
“What book?” Jiyong asked himself. He later noticed a pile of mail and packages sticking out of a hidden cupboard. He looked suspiciously at it and opened it.
A couple dozen letters came rolling out and there were a couple of packages too. He picked up a letter and looked at the address. It was from SunYe. He froze, “When were all these sent?!”
He carefully read each letter and it touched him a lot. At the closing of each letter sent, she wrote, “I love you.”
He was so touched. He blamed her throughout this whole time and yet she never forgot about him. Each letter was special, it talked about what was happening now and she never seemed to expect a written mail back. She just kept sending, hoping he’s at least read it.
He later laid his hand on a package, it was a book. Her own diary was published into a book called, “520 days of Heaven.”
When he opened the book, he was shocked at some of the pages. There were stuff like, “I love Jiyong” written all over some pages.
He looked at the first page and noticed, it wasn’t a lifetime diary, and it was her thoughts based on the first time their met.
“Dear Diary,
You know what’s stupid? I fell for a gangster wannabe name Kwon Jiyong.”
He laughed at that comment and continued on reading.
“Dear Diary,
Jiyong and I are assigned partners for music. And I have to do a duet with him! NOOOO! ):
And the worse part is, he found out my secret!”
He tried to recall that day and remembered her cute face. He slightly laughed even more.
“Dear Diary,
Today’s the worse day of my life, my love life ends on the 520th day my life was heaven. Now, I’m living in hell.”
As he read that first sentence, he realized what happened, he also realized, she never gave up on him. He looked at the television and noticed her speaking again.
“Before I sing my very last song composed by Wonder Girls and myself. I’d like to admit, I’m waiting for someone. Isn’t everyone? Waiting for someone is painful, it’s hard and it gives you the urge to want to see them even more. Not seeing them for a day or two or in my case for a couple years time, I fell weak. You know what’s dumb of me? I send my past lover a lot of mails, telling him my condition but he never replied back. Even though I knew this was going to happen, I continued sending him letter, by now; I’m hoping he at least read one.”
“You know what’s even dumber?” She asked the audience with a light change in her voice. “I’m waiting for him to come to my concert. Stupid eh? I didn’t show up on his first concert so I guess it means a lot of sense if he doesn’t come to mine. But I still want to wait. You know, you guys as my fans really impress me, you all listen to me when I started to speak of my dumb choice and you all seemed to care. Thank you.”
“Thank you guys for al the support! After this last song, accompanied by Wonder Girls, there will be a fan moment at the lobby, pictures and autographs will have to wait until then.” She happily shouted.
“PLEASE WELCOME, WONDER GIRLS!”
“If you like me, hurry and tell me,
Why are you making me feel anxious?
If you like me please be confident,
I'm waiting for you, but why can't you come?
This fool.
How long are you just gonna look at me?
Look at my eyes, they are telling you to approach me
How regretful will you be,
If another guy approaches me while you are hesitating?”
“Kamsamnida!” Wonder Girls (including SunYe) Shouted as they bowed happily.
Many fans ran to SunYe as she walked down the stairs of the beautiful lobby in a beautiful light yellowed mini dress with her hair loosely tied in a bun for w messy type of look.
“Sunye can you sign this?” One asked. She happily signed and went on to the rest of the people.
“Can I take a picture with you?” Many started to ask. After autographing, she headed to another area where it would have a better background for a picture and took hundreds of pictures with her fans. Little did she know, a special someone has been watching her every move ever since she started taking photos.
“May I?” One asked. She looked up, and to her surprise it’s the one and only…..
Sohee.
“My baby! Of course you can!” They took a variety of dumb photos and laughed at the rest of Wonder Girls joined in.
“May I?” Another asked. She again looked up and THIS time, she was so freaking surprised.
“Jiyong.” She silently said, but loud enough for the rest to hear.
“Hyung! You made it!” Seung Ri patted his back as Jiyong slightly blushed.
“We have something to do so we’ll go first.” Wonder Girls and Big Bang ran off and hid somewhere watching the commotion between the two.
“I thought you wouldn’t show up.” She began to say getting teary. “After what I’ve done to you-”
“It wasn’t you fault.” He kindly said to her. “What really touched me was your courage. How you didn’t give up since that day we departed. You sent me everything that made you what you were today. “
“I-” She began.
“Shh. Say no more.” He placed his finger on her lips and she blushed madly.
He slowly went in for a kiss, he looked her teary eyes, he looked her beautiful eyes, and he stared into her eyes as he got closer. He planted on her on, a very long one too. He missed her touch as she placed her hand on her cheek. He missed her lips, her feel, and her warmth. He lost all of that night they departed.
He pulled away from the kiss and stared at her deeply. She embraced him and whispered, “I love you, always.” And let out a cry for joy.
He smiled happily to himself and the people in the lobby watched the couple reunite in happiness. They awed out loud applauding.
“STAY AWAY FROM HIM!” A girl shouted from the audience, it was HeeSo. She ran towards SunYe and took her away from Jiyong’s grip. A weapon then appeared.
“You biotch! I told you to stay away from him!” She shouted in her ear, placing the knife close by her throat. “If I slit you here, do you think you’d be able to sing again? Let’s try.” She laughed manically as she was about to aim it at her throat.
Yoobin ran behind HeeSo and kicked her into the fountain, cops arrived and took her to the mental hospital, as for her, she have gone insane for Jiyong’s love.
There laid SunYe who was laying there frighten badly and Jiyong by her side comforting her. “Don’t be scared, I’m here.”
“As long as you’re here, I’m not scared.” She said as she pecked him on the lips. “I love you.”
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WELL, My story has ended here.
I noticed that my story did not sumbit good progress =|
I guess I'll try harder next time.
I feel kinda sad. Some readers stop commenting and i haven't been recieving comments for the past few chapters.
Was it really that bad?
I'm sorry...
Anyways, I want to thanks the Active and Silent Readers who conitued and read my story!
I HEART YOU .> damn man xDD
HEHE, I guesss I was on a moment and just had to continue it =))
Thanks for the support and hope to see you guys again.