Fan Fiction

~-_-~I've Married To A Gangster!~-_-~

by ♥◊♥◊♥◊Pacifica◊♥◊♥◊♥

Chapter 19

In Love?

Hello! After disappearing for more than half a YEAR since my last author's note, I'm finally back with a new chapter! Guys, I'm really glad with all those supports. I know it's a bit too late to give reply but I would still like to give a huge THANKS to all of you. I'm actually fine now and I think I can continue with my life, though I do still encounter a lot of headache problems.

Oh, and to readers who leave me some 'unacceptable' comments, not that I don't like the comment. Just that authors have a life too. If they can't update, they do have a reason. I know it's really long to leave this story without any chapter but I do hope that you guys can try to understand. I do, have some stories that I love, yet that author hasn't been updating for almost 2 years. :P

So, here's a new chapter. I know it sucks but here's the long awaiting chapter that you readers have been waiting for.

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Chapter 18: In Love?

Confusion was all over her mind yet it seems like she wasn’t as surprised as she expected it to be. No, she never expect that he would hug her into his arms right in front of Angela, which causes her feelings to get mixed up and couldn’t know what he was thinking anymore. But at that second, she not only feels surprise, she felt warm and love from the hug he gave.

“No, that can’t be.” She uttered.

The fact that he started to change his attitude towards her is not difficult to see and she knew it. Her heart was beating like the speed of a train and she doesn’t know what to do anymore. Ella leaned her back against the corner of her room, putting her hand to her forehead and calms herself down but no use. It actually makes her more nervous and confused.

She then got a call.

“Hey Ella, how’s Chun condition now?”

It was Arron, who called her to ask about Chun’s condition since he wasn’t able to get a time to visit his best friend. Ella sighed, giving a reply with no emotion. “He’s fine. He’s awake now.”

“Really? That’s great! Are you with him right now?”

That make her reminds that Angela was now with him in the hospital. “No, Angela is with him right now.” She admitted as she tightens her fists due to the jealousy but she knew she had no choice. She knew there wasn’t going to be anyway that Chun would even develop these feelings for her and forgot about Angela.

As for Arron, he almost chocked to death after hearing that. “WHAT?! Then what are you doing? Standing aside and do nothing?”

“I’m-I’m not doing anything. I’m now at home.” She slightly said softly.

Arron was puzzled. “Hey! Don’t you love him? How can you just stay at home and let them to be together? Ella, you’re his wife! Not his maid!”

“I understand. But Arron, he doesn’t love me. He loves her and I know that.” She lied, because she was half confused that Chun loves her and his love for Angela has faded. And, she wasn’t very clear what’s going on through her mind anymore.

She was tired and she knew she wanted to rest. “Arron, I’m sorry but I’ll call you next time.”

After hanging off the line, another call came in as she saw Hebe’s name showing on the screen of her phone. Feeling that her best friend had given her too much of concern, she doesn’t want to make her more worried again. So, she hangs off and off her phone.

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“What? How dare she off her handphone like that?” Hebe yelled in her room as she dialed Ella’s number again. But it failed since she has shut off her handphone. “What is wrong with her?” She thought. As she was about to leave her room, she heard sounds of throwing against her window. Walking to where the window is, she slides her window to the side and look outside, only to see Arron standing there with a bouquet of roses.

“Hey baby! I’m here to visit you!”

Not again! She thought and responded him back with an irritating tone. “Shut up and go away you pervert!”

“I’m not a pervert!” He yelled. “I’m only turning into a pervert because of YOU!”

And the next minute, he sang. “Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk! Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt!” And Hebe, who was standing there, shut her ears and screamed back. “SHUT UP!”

Closing her window, she threw herself on the bed, grabbing her pillow and pressed it on her head in tight, screaming badly as she couldn’t stand that guy standing singing the ‘Because of You’.

Arron stood there and laughed out loudly to see Hebe pissed off like that. To be honest to himself, he really got the interest in her. And because she was a total exact of the girls he had seen so far, he knew Hebe was very special especially the way she treated him attracted him the most.

“Hebe, I really do love you.”

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It’s exactly one week.

He knew if he’s going to sit there doing nothing without HER visiting, he’s going to be mad. Chun’s injuries are almost recovered but was not fully yet and he was advised to stay for 2 more days. Yet, he couldn’t wait any longer. He wanted to see her, to see what she’s doing and is she fine and many things that he want to tell her.

But…

“Chun!”

A voice breaks his thoughts. Angela steps into the ward, bringing a few books with her and close the door. “You know what; I’ve brought some of your favorite basketball books.” Using her sweet tone, she sat on the bed next to him and passes it to him. “See? It’s not easy to find this version.”

Gosh, he thought. How come he wasn’t as surprise as before? He’s a basketball freak and he loves reading basketball books or any articles that is related. Yet, how come he couldn’t feel anything from these books? No, perhaps, more likely he doesn’t have the feelings that Angela gave him the books. It feels like, it was different.

But all he could do was to put up a weak smile. “T-Thanks. I appreciate it.”

“You’re welcome!” She smiles, putting her arms on his body and rested her head there. “You know what, Chun? During the days that you’re not with me, I suffered so much. I had to take medicine almost everyday during those days.”

“Why is she telling me these for?” He thought and continued to listen to her.

“During the operation, I asked myself. What if it’s not successful for me? What if I’m dead? How will you going to take it when I’m dead?” She said with her eyes moving nowhere, but was trying her best to say what she could.

Angela spoke about her past is to let him realize how much she had suffered. She knew that if he knows more about this, he will give more concern to her and care for her more. Even though he said he will love her, she knew that in his heart, Ella has already taken most of the space. And she knew that changing his heart back is not easy as she thought.

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It was 8 in the night and finally Angela wasn’t there with him anymore. As he was alone, he quickly grabbed his cell phone from the table near him, dialing Ella’s number.

Her phone rang as she grabbed and looked. “…” She gave a thought and hang off the line without hesitating.

As Chun received back that kind of answer from her, he was quite mad. “What are you doing?!” He screamed, dialing back her number again but he got back the same response, totally driving him crazy as he couldn’t stay in the ward room any longer.

He forced himself out of the room, running pass the other wardrooms as he dashed all his way out of the hospital, not being bothered by the white clothing he’s wearing now. He finally went mad and couldn’t wait any longer. With all his energy he had, he ran all the way back to the mansion.

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Ella off the lights and prepare to sleep. As she was about to put the bedspread on her, the sound of the door slammed open!

She gave a look, only to see Chun standing there sweating like a mad man who just ran for a competition, panting heavily, calling her name. “E-Ella! Why-Why… why? Why didn’t you answer the phone?”

Responded back with her dumb look, she had no idea what to do. “W-What are…”

“You think by hanging off the call and you can just avoid me?” He went in, grabbing her out from the bed and shake her madly, yelling at her as he couldn’t control any longer. “How long do you intend me to go crazy? Forever?!”

Her mind was a total chaos and she couldn’t have time to even think the next time. Having no respond to him, she could only remain silent, staring at his anxious look. She felt his strength were killing her and tried to push but instead, he gave her a push on the bed and lie on top of her, pinning his hands aside her head to prevent her to escape.

“Tell me, Ella. What have you done to me to make me become like this? Tell me!”

As if she had turned into a statue, she couldn’t move. She was shocked to hear those words out from his mouth and he doesn’t look like he wasn’t being serious. In fact, she thinks he was really being too serious that she couldn’t take it. “Chun…”

“Don’t call my name like that! Just don’t call me!!!” He screamed. “It makes me crazier than ever! It makes me think of your voice, your eyes and everything! It just makes me think of you! What the hell did you curse on me, Ella?! What have done?! Why can’t I stop thinking about you?! Just give me an answer!”

He wasn’t himself anymore. He was just too mad that he couldn’t bother to think about Angela or anyone else except for her. He has been struggling by himself that he couldn’t see her fact for a week. He was always thinking of her even if Angela was by his side. Everywhere and anytime, Ella’s image keep on popping out in his head.

Ella didn’t move. She said, “I don’t know what’s wrong with you.”

His eyes grew bigger in shock.

“I really don’t know.” She started crying as her tears were forming. “You can’t blame me that you always think of me. Aren’t you being unreasonable?”

Chun gave a huge surprised look for the second time.

“You always push all the things and blames at me. You always think of yourself. You never care for my feelings and always tend to hurt me. And now you’re telling me that it’s my fault for making you to think of me too?” Honestly, Ella couldn’t take it anymore. She had enough and she wanted everything to end. “You were the one who said you married me without love. You were the one who said you can divorce me anytime you like. And you were the one who decide on everything without thinking of my opinions. It’s YOU! What in the world did I do wrong?”

She cried again. “What in the world did I do wrong to make you hurt me so much?”

Her tears struck his heart and caused him to feel so much guilty in a second. He never tends to make her cry so much and he never thought that everything would turn out so unexpectedly. Seriously, he doesn’t know what’s wrong with him anymore. But as soon as he saw her tears, he couldn’t help but place his fingers to her cheeks, rubbing her tears away and heading his head towards her.

“I’m-I’m sorry…”

With those two words, he planted a kiss to her foreword, whispering softly. “I-I think I’m in love with you.”

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Note:

Regarding about the WUSA who has been commenting, let's just ignore her comment if she leaves one in my story. Arguing with her makes me feel so disgusted. Can't believe she got the guts to write such words out. I wonder how her parents teach her to be H-u-m-a-n. Sigh, so pity of her parents.