Fan Fiction |
by PinkNalgene
I agreed to attend his concert as a guest. After starting on the 4th album, the company has been less strict towards me. I told them that I have remembered everything and I know what to do now. Kim said he understands that I have always loved Seung Gi as a dongseng, and its okay if I want to take part in his concert. After all, it would be weird if I did not, because of the song we sang together.
The day of the concert, I looked at Seung Gi practicing backstage. He is indeed a fine young man. I gave him the bouquet of flowers I bought.
“Seung Gi, you don’t have to worry about me anymore, I have fully recovered” I sat next to him.
“This concert, just like the album, were made for you” He said softly
“Thank you for your love. Let this concert be a sweet ending to our love. Seung Gi, you deserve more than this. One day, you will meet someone that you can love, a girl that does not require you to love so difficultly, a girl that dares to love you as much as you love her. You will be very happy, and have a very perfect and complete family”
I hope that he will find happiness. Even if I didn’t have it, I wanted him to. He has been so much more than a Dongseng to me. Maybe it is fate that brought us together, maybe he is that angel that Tae Min Oppa mentioned. But it is not an excuse for me to want to keep him by my side. Seung gi is so young, he has a bright future ahead of him. I cannot let this all be ruined because of me.
Seung gi is not just a boy, he has provided me with the love and happiness that no one has ever had. The memories we had were beautiful, and when he grows up, I know he will make one lucky woman very happy.
I left after performing that night. I left behind that box of wedding bands.
Forget our love, forget Nuna, forget the woman who could not accept your love.
Seung Gi:
The night of the concert, she left me. I could not stop my tears from falling when I sang the song
You are my girl
You think me as a dongseng, just only that
You say I am cute, but noona is a woman to me
"What do you know, you will learn when you grow up
you are being frivolous," you say like these, but noona is a woman to me
Even if noona meets someone and does whatever with the person,
I only wait
because noona is my girl, because you are my girl
I will call you you, no matter what you say
I will hug you tightly so that you would feel me as a man
I will call you you, I don't care what you say
Don't be surprised
In truth, you are just a tender girl
I wonder where you went or where you feel painful
you look sad. You are not like noona
"What happened? What's it?
Tell me!" I said, but you just pat me on the head
If somebody makes noona cry
I won't tolerate whoever that is
because noona is my girl
because you are my girl
I will call you you
I will hug you tightly, so you will forget sadness
I will call you you, I don't care what you say
Come into my embrace
In truth, you are just a tender girl
Because I like you, maybe I do this
I know I shouldn't be doing this
Because I like you, because I like you
Because noona is my girl
because you are my girl
because I am crazy about you
Don't be sorry because I am happy
Even when I look at you, my tears run
I will call you you, I don't care what you say
Just be at my side
In the end, you are my girl
(LYRICS credits to Spineru)
Even if you don’t allow me to, I will always continue to love you. You don’t have to give me permission for it, you don’t have to know.
My nuna, my forbidden love.
*** END***
Originally, the fanfic ends here. It was meant to be a sad ending, but for readers who need more, read on... I have one last chapter...