Fan Fiction |
by PinkNalgene
“Chae Yeon Nuna. Look what I brought for you!”
“Wow. My favorite! Tuna Sashimi!!!” Seung Gi brought a nice looking platter of sushi and sashimi. He grinned widely and opened it up for me. Brian who just arrived, walked straight in between us, snatching the food away
“Why does Chae Yeon get special food from you? Are you trying to chase after her? You’ll have to line up, after me” Brian ignored my pinches and continued talking to Seung Gi.
“Brian, as I have said many times, its Nuna, not Chae Yeon. When will you ever learn!” I retorted
“Is my Chae Yeon angry with me? Don’t be, come here, I’ll give you a kiss”
I pushed him away. I know he is just fooling around. He is like that to all girls. Sometimes, I really hope he will settle down with a girl fierce enough to control him. Someone like Bada maybe… But he flirts with everyone, every single female that he comes into contact with.
“Nuna, lets discuss the script over there” Seung Gi suddenly voiced out
I nodded and pulled Seung Gi away to one of the resting rooms.
“I didn’t know we were given scripts for today” I asked
“There’s no script, I just thought you’ll be able to enjoy your meal better without Brian Shi”
“Ah…. Seung Gi has turned bad.. Now you start to tell lies!” I said jokingly
“Here, open up” He picked up a slice of fish and brought it to my mouth. I happily ate it.
“Are you angry? Brian is just kidding, you don’t have to take his words and behavior seriously.”
“I know he likes to joke around, I’m not so petty.” He assured me as he picked up a piece of sushi and place it in my mouth.
The recording went pretty well, although Seung Gi and Brian got into a little conflict, but the producers seem to like the atmosphere they created. Today when I looked at Seung Gi, I thought of Tae Min oppa. No one knows who Tae Min Oppa is, my parents forbid me to talk about him. My friends who know him never mention him anymore. They are so afraid that I’ll do something silly. But I won’t, because he told me that I have to fulfill my dreams. He said he will wait for me in heaven, so that next life, we can be together again. Although he left a long time ago, I am still unable to let anyone replace him in my heart.
Feeling a little depressed and drained, I decided to not go for supper with the rest, but to pay Tae Min oppa a visit. I said goodbye to Kim, my manager, and quietly drove to the mountains. Actually, I have no idea where Oppa’s ashes are kept. His parents told me that they will bring it to Australia when they migrate, and that I should not think of visiting them. So whenever I miss him, I will come to this mountain. This is where he promised to take care of me my whole life. No one knows about this place, not even mom and dad.
‘Oppa, if only you brought me along with you. I miss you so much. Can I join you soon? Everything is different without you. I wish you could come back.’
That night, I dream of Tae Min Oppa, He said he won’t be coming back, he said he will send an angel to me.
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“Onni, do you have Seung gi’s cell number?” Sue Gi asked me
“I don’t” I said after realizing that it is weird that I do not have. We speak to each other almost everyday, but he is the one who calls.
“Onni it is just a number, you can give it to me, I won’t tell him its you. Or do you not want me to have it? Sue Gi whined as she pestered me for the number.
“Nuna!” Seung Gi hugged me from behind. I am starting to get used to Seung Gi being around me so closely. The weird thing is, I don’t mind him behaving this way. I turned around, with Seung gi’s arms still around my neck, and gently pull his hands down.
“People are watching” I whispered.
Seung Gi retracted his hands and smiled, as though he was waiting for me to scold him.
“Seung Gi Oppa, I was just getting your number from onni. My class is having a BBQ this weekend, I hope you can come” Sue Gi approached him
“Oh… I’m very busy this week, I’m sorry, I cannot make it” He said it with such a firm tone, Sue Gi looked hurt.
Feeling uneasy being there, I walked away, but continued listening to their conversation
“Ok then, what about your number?” She asked
“I don’t have a phone, you can ask your manager to call Mr. Park if you need to get me. I need to go, see you around”
Seung Gi walked towards my direction
“Nuna, can I come to Tokyo with you?”
“How did you know I’m going to Japan?” I was leaving in a few days, it is a Emcee job that I accepted for the Mnet count down special
“Mr. Kim told me about it, so can I come?”
Sometimes, I get very afraid and confused as to what my feelings for Seung Gi are. During Xman recording, I find that he behaves like I’m his girlfriend. What matters is that he does it even when the cameras are not rolling. Just like how he likes to tell me I’m his only girl, he pulls me away when other guys try to talk to me, and he buys me things. I’m afraid of my feelings for him.
In the past, I looked at him as just a young boy, which was why I allowed him to get closer and closer to me. But recently, I find that he is very attractive as a man, he is so matured, and so concerned about me. Most importantly, he understands me, just like Tae Min oppa did. I feel worried, about comparing him to Tae Min oppa, but when I’m with Seung Gi, I am able to feel the same happiness as I did 7 years ago.
But when he tries to get close to me like that, I hear a voice inside of me telling me to beware of him. Beware of that feeling I have for him. Beware that he is a Dongseng that is 9 years younger.
Seung Gi:
“Can I come?” I asked her. I know she will reject me once again, I can understand that she is not ready, not ready because of the late Tae Min, and not ready to believe that I can bring her the love she has been waiting for.
“I don’t think it’s appropriate, Seung Gi” She held my hand then let go.
But at least she is not keeping her distance from me. She still allows me to be with her.
During Xman recording today, I made her laugh. Sue Gi was trying to frame her by saying that she taught her how to insult me. My Nuna will never do that to me, that I know. Nuna was fighting for me today, it was the best feeling ever. I danced for her, she was thrilled by it. Seeing her happy makes me happy as well. I think this is love.
My class at school is doing a mini drama, and I have decided to record a remake version of the song “Meeting” to serve as the theme song for the drama. I have asked Nuna to sing the female vocal portion of the song.
“Why don’t you sing it with Shinji?” She asked me
“Why Shinji?” I looked at her as she flip through the drama script.
“She sang the original version… do you want me to ask her for you?” She was actually serious about it.
“But it will be special singing it with you. I have always wanted to be in a recording studio with Nuna” I begged her.
The day we recorded the song, it was awesome. She was dressed as a student and I brought her around the university. Some of my friends didn’t even recognize her. They commented that she looked so tiny and shy in real life, it’s difficult when compared to the Chae Yeon on stage. That is my Yeonie, she is just so special.