Fan Fiction |
by Jiajia
~JESSICA~
I don't know if I can’t accept him completely, I don't know if I can forget the other him. For almost two years, he had stood an important position in my heart. Seeing that he had got back with Flora really set my heart at ease. But I’m still made of blood and flesh after all, how can I feel nothing?
I once had a selfish thought. I wished Flora would never regain her memory. I wished Flora would accept Bowie and leave Gallen, so that I would stand a chance with him. But that thought had abandoned me within minutes. I knew I wouldn’t want that. I wouldn’t want to see Gallen in despair. Contradictions!
I knew how much Gallen love Flora, I really knew! But have he ever knew that I love him just as much? No! But do I want him to know that? I don't know…
Louis is a nice guy. Although I can’t love him like I love Gallen, at least for now, I will try to give myself a chance, and him a chance. Perhaps he is the right one of me…
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~LOUIS~
I am really excited to have found her, a new love in my life. Jessica!
But I knew her heart is not with me. Why am I so pessimistic this time? I have always had much confidence in myself. But not this time. Because I knew I am fighting for something for a lifetime. My lifetime happiness! I can’t afford to lose!
How I wish Flora and Gallen would just get back to together, so that Jess would never cherish any fake hopes again. How I wish to tell her, to wake up from reality. That man never loved her! He loves only his wife!
Today was a good start for us. At least I can feel that she is learning to accept me, and giving me a chance to know her.
Jess, knowing you is a gift bestowed to me from heaven. Love is something simple, something intangible, something that I feel towards you. Please give me a chance, to love you, to my best…
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~MAGGIE~
Why didn’t you ever guess my thoughts? Why didn’t you ever understand my heart? Or have you ever attempted to?
People says love will blossoms as time goes by. But that is never the case for me. I never caught your attention, you never knew I love you, why? I waited, and waited…
Finally, I found the courage to drop a hint, but you misinterpreted it. When will you ever learn of it? When will you ever know there is someone just besides you, who is willing to share weal and woes with you, who is willing to spend her times pining for you?
I knew I couldn’t fall asleep tonight. What do I need further to miss you?
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~BOWIE~
I don’t believe I would ever lose to Gallen Lo again! Not in the past, neither now, nor the future! Not this time, I won’t give up!
I hate the idea of failure! And you have made me taste that over and over again in the past. No matter how hard I work, no matter how nice I try to be, the girls always surround you and spurn me. Not another time!
I won’t let you have Flora this time. If it means employing underhand methods to get her, I will do it by all means…
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~FLORA~
Should I believe what they’ve told me, or should I believe my own intuition? I don't know!
Life is a circle of choices, of decisions, yet how I wish I could skip the hassles of it. Bowie is good to me, but Gallen is even better! But I didn’t love Gallen. I knew I don’t. But why do I miss him in his absence? Why was I disappointed when he left me? No explanation.
Perhaps he is just another brother to me, who cares for me like Moses did, who listen to my woes, who will remain my best friend for this lifetime.
But Bowie is different…
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~GALLEN~
My dear Flora, when will you ever recover your memory? When will you ever come back to me? I have the patience, but my heart doesn’t.
I don't know if that is considered a start with you. I dared not consider. You like just like bubbles in my hands, beautiful but fragile. I didn’t even dare to make a slight move, because I am afraid of losing. I am afraid of losing you!
Do you like Bowie? I really want to know that very much! What do you like about him? What is so good about him? Do you know about his past? Should I tell you? Even if we were to be apart, I wouldn’t want you to love him. I wondered if he had ever changed…
Tonight, will be another sleepless night for me, because I know I will be thinking of you again…
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~ADA~
It had been a long time since you are free to spend time with me. Now you are staying by me, I feel warm and secure. Sometimes I really wish I was sick, so I could get more of your attention. I know you love me, but do you know I need you by my side too?
You always thought my greatest dream was to be an outstanding and well-known dancer. Yes, I love dancing. But I love you more. Actually, my greatest dream is to be happily married to you and lead a carefree life ever after. That may sounds a bit childish, but it is indeed my truthful thoughts.
Work is an endless chore, why can’t you understand that? I feel stressful to fall in love with a workaholic. You always thought I could take care of myself, you always thought I am an independent girl. But there is something you’re unaware of. No matter how tough and cheerful I may seem, I still need a shoulder to lean on, I still need you!
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~MOSES~
I know I am not a good fiancé. I had never spent extra time accompanying you, understanding you. Now that you have fallen sick, it pains me a lot. Seeing you asleep soundly after the operation had set my mind at peace. But you looked so sick, so pale.
It is painful to witness one’s kin and loved ones falling sick, especially if it is one who is close to me, linked to my heart. I had regretted neglecting you in the past. Hope it is not too late to make amends now. I am willing to spend the rest of my life taking care of you, accompanying you until the last day of your life. Please get well soon, I really miss you a lot!
The clock can’t be reversed. Human are strange creatures. They never cherish their things around them, they never see them as treasures, yet only till they lost them, they come to regret it. Alas! Too late! Heaven had created human, human had created regrets. Dear human beings, cherish your loved ones before they are gone! Don’t ever let your life be filled with pitiful regrets!
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Nothing in this world comes free. Human are always full of themselves, taking their things for granted. The fact is, they are not! When heaven bestows something on you, you should cherish it, if not, they will be collected back one day.
Sometimes I wonder, why are human beings constantly rushing here and there? The busy people in the streets, the rushing-for-time passengers on trains, going back and fro to their destination. Why are they rushing? They never stop to appreciate the nice scenery along the pathway, they never stop to appreciate the people around them, and to appreciate what they have did for them. Life continues…
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Haven't had much thoughts to write recently, so I just write what comes to my mind. Please don't mind the irrelevance here. Just some personal feelings. Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers this coming sunday!