| Fan Fiction |
by Shygirl
"I still can't believe it's actually over between you guys. You guys made a perfect couple," said Tiffany.
"We apparently not perfect enough. God, can we just stop talking about this?" I begged.
"Ok, I'm sorry," apologized Tiffany.
"That's ok Tiff, it's not your fault. It gets me sick when we talk about him. Dammit I hate him. I could just slaughter him with a knife!" I shrieked angerily.
"Wow, you really do hate him. Are you gonna be ok?," said Tiffany worried.
"Don't worry about me, I'll be ok," I mumbled as I clenched my fists.
I nearly wanted to give in my tears but stopped myself. I wanted to be strong, I could not let myself cry about it.
"We should go shopping or something," suggested Tiffany as she got up from my bed.
"Yeah, sure," I answered.
I quickly grabbed my thin sweater and we headed to the mall in my car.
(Shopping around in the mall)
"Come on Yuri lets buy you something," suggested Tiffany with a grin.
"I don't really want anything. Tiff can you just relax? I'm fine, really," I said boredly.
"Well......," started to say Tiffany.
"Holy shit! Why the hell does this happen to me! Shit! Hide me Tiffany!" I hissed as I pulled Tiffany in front of me as I bent a bit.
"What's wrong?" asked Tiffany confused.
"Behind you," I said.
Tiffany looked over her shoulder and saw that it was him, Donghae. He was walking this way with Jonghyun.
"It's too late to hide Yuri. He'll eventually see you," said Tiffany.
"Dammit," I muttered to myself as I walked out from behind Tiffany and prepared for the worst to come.
"Oh, hey Tiffany and Yuri. What are you guys doing here?" asked Jonghyun, even though he knew why we were in the mall.
"Oh, just shopping," answered Tiffany kindly.
"So....what...," started to say Jonghyun but shut himself up when he noticed Donghae start walking forward passing me.
"I'm going," mumbled Donghae not looking back with his hands in his jean pockets.
"Oh.....I guess I should go with him," said Jonghyun waving at us as he ran to catch up to Donghae.
I sighed. "Good, he felt. Dammit lets go, I seriously don't wanna run into him again."
I started to turn swiftly and bumped right in front a guy. I nearly fell from the bump but the guy caught my arm and pulled right into him.
"Hey, careful when you're turning," warned the guy's familiar voice.
"Oh......Jaebeom," I said as I blushed and backed away from him.
"Hey Yuri. How are you girl? Oh I'm sorry for asking, of course you wouldn't be fine," said Jaebeom in sympathy.
I didn't see Tiffany by me, so I assumed she left me alone with Jaebeom. It was kind of relieving, I actually wanted to see him anyways.
"I'm fine dammit! Why would I not be!? I hate that stupid bastard! I can just slaughter him to bits I tell ya!!" I screamed in anger.
I knew people were staring at me like I was some kind of wild animal, but I didn't care. I just wanted some way to let out this anger. This anger and hate that nearly drove me crazy.
"Whoa girl! Sssshh! Calm down, ok? Let's go somewhere else and talk," Jaebeom suggested.
"Ok," I agreed as I tried to control my anger.
Jaebeom and walked out of the mall and headed to my car.
"Why are you here anyways?" I asked leaning against my car.
"What I can't go hanging around the mall or something?" questioned Jaebeom with a cheerful grin.
"No......I mean yeah.....but in a way it feels like your everywhere I go," I answered.
"What? You think I'm a stalker or something?" Jaebeom asked.
"No," I answered grinning back.
"I was just hanging out with a few buddies, but then I got bored and decided to ditch them. Then I saw you from far off and decided to go talk to you," explained Jaebeom.
I laughed. "You're a weird one."
"How am I weird?" asked Jaebeom confused.
"I don't know. Maybe I'm weird," I answered with a grin.
Jaebeom leaned close to me. I started to get nervous. I could feel my heart pounding in excitement. Why my heart acting this way? I would never get nervous if guys got close to me, except for you know who. Jaebeom stared into my eyes and grinned.
"You are weird," he said poking my forehead.
I felt like I could finally breath. I laughed. "Yeah."
"Well I should go," said Jaebeom with a grin.
Jaebeom was about to turn around and leave. "Jaebeom...wait! Don't go please!" I shouted as I embraced him for comfort.
I nearly let myself cry but stopped myself.
"He really did hurt you. Didn't he?" whispered Jaebeom.
I didn't answer. After I let him go we went into my car and I drove us to my family's ice cream shop. It was closed today so there would be no one in there. I was glad that you know who had quit working in the ice cream shop. It would of been worse that way. When we got to the ice cream shop we went in through the back using the key that umma had given me if I ever wanted to go into the ice cream shop to cool off or anything. I sat down in one of the booths and Jaebeom joined me.
"I'll stay with you as long as you need me to," said Jaebeom.
"Stay with me forever," I mumbled.
I know that sounds weird and you might take it the wrong way but that's not what I meant. But I couldn't help saying it.
"Ok," responded Jaebeom.
I was taken a bit by surprise with his answer. I didn't expect him to answer like that. You know who would of joked around and would of tried something with me. He didn't care about me, I bet he's fine right now. He seemed all fine at the mall, like nothing had happened. I hate him. I never wanted to see him again. But how would I be able to avoid him? How? I would see him in school. But I wouldn't be alone. I have Jaebeom now. I continued to think. I couldn't stand it anymore. I couldn't hold it anymore, I need to let it out. I let myself cry softly.
"That's right let it out Yuri," encouraged Jaebeom embracing me in comfort.
I continued to cry in pain as thoughts overflowed in my head. He had promised that he wouldn't hurt me. But he did. I continued to cry until I fell in a deep sleep in Jaebeom's arms.
"I wish I could heal your wounds Yuri. But if I try to right now I just might make them worse," whispered Jaebeom holding Yuri in his arms. "But when you are better, I will make you happy again Yuri."
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