| Fan Fiction |
by Rawrmina.
I was throwing up in the bathroom and then I felt like something was bugging me in my own stomach. I yelled in pain and GD ran to me.
" We really need to get you in a hospital," he carried me as if we just got married again.
I smiled at him then I heard our door flung open.
" YNA!" it was Claudine.
I've never seen her so worried about me.
" You guys are so worried," my voice was barely audible
" Bring her to the hospital!" Claudine yelled at GD
" Ey! Ey! Don't yell at my bhebby-"
I looked at the carpet and blood was dripping. That was the last thing I could remember. I woke up and I was in a hospital.
" OMO! HOSPITAL?!?" I immediately sat up
" GET ME OUT!" I yelled
" Calm down bhebby," GD hugged me
" I don't want to be here," I looked at him with pleading eyes
" You're not okay, Yna. You have to stay," he said
" Pleasee! I bet it's just a stomach ache. I probably ate something that's real bad," I was ready to cry
" Hush now. Everything will be okay," he hugged me tighter.
I was never fond of hospitals. I hate anything that had to do with medical stuff. I'm scared of blood. Yes blood! Even my own blood. Then Nadinne and Tae Yang entered the room with the doctor.
" I need to talk to the patient," the doctor said
" We can't stay here?" Nadinne asked
" Please wait outside," the doctor answered.
Why does the doctor look so serious? Everyone in the room left. Then I saw T.O.P, Dae Dae, Seung Ri and Claudine outside. They were about to come in when Nadinne and Tae Yang stopped them.
" Hun," the doctor said.
I read her name tag. Ms. Thomsik, what a familiar name. I think I've heard of it before.
" Uh huh," I looked at her
" You went under miscarriage," she continued
" WHAT?! Miscarriage?! That means I was pregnant!" I exclaimed
" I didn't tell your boyfriend over there. He's extremely worried about you, but I still think you should tell him," she said
" How often do you guys do IT?" she asked
" Honestly...often," I answered
" Last time?" she asked
" Last night."
Then she was quiet.
" Well that's not the reason why you lost your baby. You probably just worked too hard," she said
" I haven't been to work for awhile.. Just rehearsing dance moves-"
Dance moves?!? What kind of pregnant lady dances?! Gah!!
" Do you know how many weeks I was pregnant?" I asked when she stood up
" I didn't check but we're sure you lost your baby. We're really sorry," then she walked out.
I can't believe this. I was pregnant! I didn't even know it and my baby's gone now... My baby's gone, I started to cry. Then GD entered the room.
GD's P.O.V
Yna's head was lowered and I think I saw a tear drop.
" Bhebby, what' s wrong?" I asked
"Nothing," she replied
" Look at me," I lifted her chin up
" Then why are you crying?" I asked.
She hugged me without saying a word. I don't know what's wrong with her but I'll stay by her side to comfort her. A couple of minutes later a bunch of reporters suddenly came. They started to take pictures and asked questions but all I could say was "No Comment." The hospital got some guards to make the reporters go away. They sure have no respect at all. Yna's really sick and they still manage to barge in and ask her questions. However one question did catch my attention... If she was pregnant.
Days passed by and Yna couldn't come to work. Her manager told her to rest for a week. A whole week of no Yna by my side at work was rather depressing. Everyday I come home and she's at bed. What bothers me is she's not OUR bed. She'd be in the guest room sleeping. I'd always carry her to our bed but when I wake up in the morning she's at the guest room again! Then sometimes I wake up in the middle of night and I hear her crying. I want to talk to her but I want to give her space. She'll tell me soon enough, I told myself. Well I hope so at least.
Claudine's P.O.V
I visited Yna's house one time when GD wasn't home. I went to the guest room because I could hear her. She was crying again! She wouldn't tell me why and I finally asked her directly.
" Are you pregnant?!" I yelled.
She stopped crying and stared at me.
" I was.." she sobbed.
Oh my. She was?!
" You got abortion?!" I exclaimed
" NO! I went under… miscarriage," a tear dropped roll down
" Does GD know?" I asked
" No," she got the picture of her and GD
" Why not?"
" I can't tell him... I don't know how he'll react," she looked at me again
" He'll find out sooner or later," I told her
" I'll tell him....soon enough."
Sometimes "soon enough" can also mean "never" in Yna's dictionary. It always was for GD and now I think his personality is rubbing off on her too. I sighed and told her I have to go back to work.
" How's the dance rehearsals?" she asked
" It's not quite the same without you," I answered
" Why don't you come back?" I asked
" That's how I lost my baby..." she lied down.
I sighed again, something Yna loves to do caused her to loose something she could've loved.
I was driving Seung Ri's car. I went back to the dance studio. Seung Ri was outside waiting for me.
" What's wrong?" he immediately asked
" Huh?"
" By the look on your face, seems like something's wrong," he said
" You know me too well," I replied.
The two os us started to climb the stairs to the dance studio.
" Well? Are you going to tell me?"
" Promise not to tell?"
" I promise," he kissed my cheek.
Well that made my mood slightly better.
" Yna.. was pregnant and she lost her baby. She didn't know she was pregnant until she lost her baby," I replied
" Oh wow... No wonder she's so sad," he said
" Please don't tell Jiyong," I begged him
" I won't," he just hugged me.
Seung Ri's P.O.V
I hugged my baby. I know she's concerned about Yna too. Now that I know why Yna's acting up like this. I understand why she's been crying. Plus seems like she's scared of how GD will react. Back to me and Claudine, Claudine and I continued to go upstairs. When we got inside, GD walked towards Claudine.
" Is she okay?" he asked
" Yeah," Claudine lied
" Really?" GD doubted her
" Really," Claudine smile.
She's really keeping her promise. She won't tell GD, but I think he really needs to know. He is the father of the baby... I won't tell him though. Yna should be the one to tell him face to face what happened.
Practice went by quickly and we all went our separate ways. It was one of those days where we only have dance rehearsals and then go home. These were the days GD hated and yet liked. Hated because Yna's not there to dance with him, liked because he got to go home earlier to see her when she's actually awake.
" I'ma go now!" GD yelled as he ran out the room
" He really wants to be with her every second huh," Tae Yang came out of nowhere
" Claudine, I need to talk to you," Nadinne then grabbed Claudine's wrist.
Nadinne's P.O.V
Claudine didn't seem focused during practice. Yna must've told her something.
" What did Yna tell you?" I asked
" What do you mean?" she replied back with a question
" Don't lie to me. You weren't focused. What happened?"
" Fine," she gave in
" Go on,"
" She was pregnant. She didn't know. Now she lost her baby," she kept pausing.
I couldn't believe it. The youngest one out of the three of us got pregnant first! Well not only that but she lost her baby. Awww, Yna must feel real bad. She loves GD so much and so of course she'd love a baby with him. I can't believe she was pregnant.... She should've went to the hospital! Then again she hates going there and always thinks that nothing's wrong with her. I sighed.
" Does GD know?" I asked
" No,"
" Ohhhh,"
" Don't be so loud,"
" Is she telling him today?" I asked again
" I really don't know but yeah... I should go now," Claudine walked away.
Tae Yang looked at me and walked towards me.
" We should go too," he smiled
" Yeah we should," i smiled back at him.
I know Yna can handle this. For now I still have to deal with me and Tae Yang. We didn't get to confess that we're engaged the day we were suppose to due to Yna being charged at the hospital. I sighed when I got in the car.
" Is something bugging you?"
GD's P.O.V
As soon as I opened the door, our house phone started to ring. I answered it.
" Hello!" I greeted
" Kwon Ji Yong?" it was a girl
" It's Ms. Thomsik,"
" Oh. Hey doctor. How are you?"
" Good and how about you and Yna?" she asked
" Well I just got home-"
" You should never leaver her side! Especially since she went under miscarriage. She maybe fit physically but not emotionally,"
" MISCARRIAGE?!" I exclaimed
" Oh no..... She hasn't told,"
" I didn't even know she was pregnant!" I exclaimed and hung up.
I ran upstairs to go to the guest room. How can she not tell me?! I just found out she was pregnant. What's worse is the baby's already gone! Surprisingly she wasn't in the guest room so I went in our room. She was on the bed sitting down hugging a pillow.