| Fan Fiction |
by Rawrmina.
GD and I sat on the bed looking at each other. It was kind of awkward that we were quiet. So I kept looking around and smiled and then licked my lips and bit them. I honestly don't know what got into me when I was making out with GD. Maybe I wanted to forget everything. I always forget about everything when GD makes love to me. I don't know. The thought of marriage won't leave me. I'm happy for Nadinne yet envy her because she's getting married. That means her and Tae Yang will be tied together and will vow never to separate. I know there's divorce but I honestly believe that Nadinne and Tae Yang will last forever.
" Soo..." GD went closer to me
" Yeah?" I asked
" You want me that bad huh?" he smirked.
I could see in the corner of my eye that he licked his lips. The usual thing that drives me crazy. The licking of the lips.
" Oh please," I rolled my eyes
" I can make you forget everything, Yna. Just tell me when and I will do it... ANYTIME," he made me look at him
" Kwon Ji Yong, I love you," I hugged him.
For some reason, I had a feeling something was going to happen to the two of us. Another fight, maybe? I hope not.
" I love you too," he hugged me tighter.
And then it hit me that my hormones were kicking in more and more each day. I hope it's only for today. I certainly can't feel like this all the time for GD, can I?
" Now let's go get you some donuts," he smiled
" Aha. I know huh," I stood up.
GD's P.O.V
I don't know what's happening to me and Yna but I hope all goes well. Maybe it's just a little fight. Why did I get mad at her? Just because she pushed me away when I was ready to make love to her. Am I asking too much from her now? I mean.. we've never had a fight just because of that before. It'd always be the "jealousy" issue. Then again, she's never pushed me away before. Do I miss those days where I would get mad at her and she would come running to me apologizing? The question should be what' s wrong with me then. Am I seeking out for her attention? I don't need to do that though... She's mine.
" GD, are you okay?" Yna stopped walking
" Yeah," I answered.
Suddenly we could hear yelling downstairs.
" HURRY UP YOU GUYS!" Claudine yelled
" Fine," Yna replied and went down the stairs quickly.
Her jaw dropped when she looked outside. I crossed my fingers hoping it was not that guy she was talking to.
" YOO BIN!" Yna yelled and ran.
She doesn't react like that when she sees me. Then again we live with each other.
I slowly went down the stairs and saw Yoo Bin. If Yoo Bin's here then So Hee... She must be here too.
" Where's So-" I wasn't allowed to finish my question.
Yna's cell phone rang again. She smiled when she looked at her cell phone's screen. She walked away from the group circle. I sighed. GD, stop thinking like Yna no longer gives you attention. The more I see Seung Ri and Claudine together and Nadinne and Tae Yang, I feel like me and Yna have lost our touch. We are always together but I don't feel like Yna's heart is all mine anymore. Ever since..... We got back together, it wasn't the same.
" We're going grocery shopping," Claudine said
" Donuts!" Yna jumped back in the circle and grinned.
We all got into our own cars since we were too large of a group to fit in one.
Yna and I got in my convertible and she turned on the radio. I waved "Bye" to Seung Ri and Claudine while Yna was staring at the sky smiling. What is she thinking about? I really do want to know. Is she thinking of me? Because I know I'm thinking of her. I then set my mind back to reality, I started the car.
" Kwon Ji Yong," she suddenly says as I was driving
" Yeah," I responded but not taking my eyes off the road
" You know how big the sky is, right?" she asked.
I smiled at her question. We were on a stop light so I looked at her. She looked so amused by looking at the sky.
" I don't think you can measure how big it is," I replied
" Exactly," she looked at me
" Exactly?"
" That's how much I love you. Nobody can measure it," and she looked straight.
I was stunned with what she said. All of a sudden, I had this feeling in my heart. It was a good feeling.
" You might want to go now," she giggled.
I looked straight and the light was green.
" Oh. Hehehe," I replied.
A couple of minutes later we finally got to the grocery store. The rest of the group were behind us. Yna and I waited in front of Stater Bros. I was leaning on the wall when Yna let go of my hand. She went in front of me.
" Kwon Ji Yong," she said my name
" Yeah," I looked straight into her eyes.
Then I held her hands. For some reason, I feel empty without Yna holding me even if she's right by me or in front of me.
" I wonder.... Do you still enjoy having me around?" she asked
" Of course," I replied
" Do I still excite you?"
" You make me feel ecstatic, Yna. You don't know how much I crave for just your touch," I answered
" Do you still feel the same way for me when you first met me?"
" Of course I do. Do you think I changed?" I asked
" You still want me although I've given you all of me... You've given me you're all too. We both want more. Don't you think it's about time we-"
She didn't finish her question and never answered my question.
" Hey you guys! Let's go buy some sweets!" Yoo Bin jumped on Yna and then posed like some super hero ready to fly.
Then Claudine copied her and they both made the sound "woosh," and went in Stater Bros.
" Think what?" I put my attention back to Yna
" Oh nothing... Let's just go, yeah?" she flashed a smile at me and then pulled me with her.
Nadinne's P.O.V
I laughed at seeing the sight of Claudine and Yoo Bin going crazy in the candy section. Reporters were not allowed in Stater Bros so nobody could possibly take pictures of them. Suddenly I remembered how our lives was once all captured by video... It was during those days we lived with Big Bang in Korea. When C.A.N.D.Y was still formed. Now that I think of it... Did our documentary ever show?
" Hey babe," Tae Yang grabbed me by my waist
" Yeah?" our faces were so close to each other and I just smiled
" We should go somewhere else," he said
" Where?" I asked
" Well there's Coldstone. We can hang there," he replied
" Mhmm ice cream," I said
" Guess you agree than," he smiled and pulled me away from Claudine, Yoo Bin, Seung Ri, and T.O.P. I don't think those four even noticed. Oh well. Quality time with Tae Yang is much loved, I smiled.
We walked holding hands to Coldstone. When we entered the people who worked there looked shock. Suddenly a guy came out of their storage room or whatever. He didn't see us so he hit all of his co workers with a newspaper on his hand.
" Stop acting stupid and serve the costumers," he said
" Eh!" they all whined and then that guy finally saw us.
Now he had the same facial expression they did.
" We-Welcome," they all bowed
" Ahaha. No need to bow, we're just here to get ice cream," Tae Yang simply said and flashed a smile.
I think one of the female workers was going to faint. I simply smiled and then we got our ice creams. There were four seats, it was couch like. I insisted Tae Yang sit on one and so would I but he pulled me to sit on his lap instead. I could feel the female workers' eyes staring at us. I could also hear them giggling which made me smile. At least they don't hate me! They seem to like Tae Yang and I together. I hope most fans' reactions will be like that.
Suddenly Tae Yang licked my lips. I was shocked by his actions in public.
" You had ice cream on your lips," he smiled
" Oh.. Thank you," I replied.
Suddenly Claudine and Seung Ri went in.
" AHA! So you guys left us for ice cream!" Claudine exclaimed.
Once again the workers look stunned. Claudine and Seung Ri bought a big huge sundae and shared it together. They even took pictures of them.
" Mwuahahaha," Claudine kept laughing as she took pictures of Tae Yang and I as well
" Now that I'm done with taking pictures.... ICE CREAM TIME!" she exclaimed and started to eat.
Seung Ri stared at her with a cute smile on his face. Suddenly half of the workers came up to them to ask if they could have a picture with them. Then the other half went to us to ask the same thing. Of course, we said yes they could because we ourselves love pictures. Plus we love our fans.
Yna's P.O.V
I didn't feel like leaving GD's side to go with Claudine and Seung Ri to Coldstone. T.O.P and Yoo Bin was still with us. The two were really grocery shopping. Later on we lost them and so GD and I went to the vegetables section. I am not a cook. I call myself a loser for that but hey I was never allowed to go near the kitchen as a kid up to a teenager. When I was allowed to go, I already had a cook. Call me lazy, but if someone was to teach me how to cook. I'd fail! I'm bad in listening for instructions. Good thing, GD cooks. As we finished getting the stuff we needed. i suddenly heard noise from another aisle.
" Weee!"
GD and I looked at each other.
" Yoo Bin," we both said and then laughed.
We checked on the other aisle and well it was Yoo Bin. She was in the grocery cart with T.O.P pushing her.
" Ssssh!" I said
" You can get in trouble for that," GD added
" Oh wopee," Yoo Bin got out of the cart
" T.O.P," I shot a glare at him
" What?" he asked
" You know you could get in trouble for doing that," I replied
" Nobody was looking," he said
" Still," I said and then walked off
" You didn't give her that much loving last night, eh? I think that's why she's so moody," T.O.P whispered to GD but I still heard
" Trust me I give it my all every night I do it with her," GD laughed
" Aiish! Don't talk about your night life with him!" I yelled and walked towards him and pulled him away from T.O.P
" Ahh I see how it is! You want him all to yourself! I UNDERSTAND THAT YNA!" T.O.P yelled and then laughed.
GD and I paid for our groceries and brought them to the car. As we were both putting them in the trunk, we saw Seung Ri, Claudine, Nadinne and Tae Yang come out of Coldstone.
" Do you want ice cream?" GD asked
" Oh no it's okay," I smiled at him
Suddenly I had a flashback of us in the beach in Korea,
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“ You want some?” I offered GD ice cream
“ Yeah,” he kissed me taking the ice cream that was on it
“ I meant from my cone, but okay,” I laughed
“ Your lips looked tasty though," he licked his own lips and smirked
“ Do I always look tasty to you?” I couldn't help but giggle.
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" You know what.." he said
" What?" I asked.
We finished putting in our groceries.
" Today's the perfect day to go out to the park," he stated
" I'd have to agree," I looked up at the sky.
The weather was perfect. We got in his convertible and waited for the rest of the group to come near us because we were all parked at the same section. Our cars were basically by each other.