| Fan Fiction |
by Pa and DeDe
Pa then left me with YoungBae. Gosh I hate those two! It was awkward all we did was sit there. After last night, I came to a conclusion that I did went over board. I mean how can I yell at someone like YoungBae? The funniest part was we both ended up saying sorry at the same time. But the difference about it is that he says it in English while I say I was sorry in Korean.
After our talk, I’ve realize that being my boy friend is a tough job. I mean YoungBae had to deal with my unreasonable arguments and how I always hide my emotions. I understand what he meant when he seem like he’s playing a guessing game with my emotions. But he have to understand I grew up in a life where emotions are useless where even if I had emotion the fear and hatred is always taking over my heart. I didn’t want to tell him how I felt because I didn’t want to make him worry and for him to lose focus on his career. He’s so cute when he’s jealous. I saw the Music Video of Number One it was really hot I have to say. But then again YoungBae did slap Aimee Lee booty!
Haha no, I am not jealous this time, the reason is that Aimee Lee is cool and I like her she’s a great dancer one of my mentors and inspiration to dance. Plus she has a man so there’s no reason to be jealous. YoungBae was really sweet when I was watching the music video he warns me that he will be doing something I wouldn’t like. But he told me it was his job…lol what his job is to touch girl’s ass? Haha lol why can’t I get a job where I get to touch guy’s abs? haha lol Oh yeah this blog entry will be short because I have a meeting with MR. YG too but before I leave I leave you all with a poem I’ve written.
Love you all DeDe [:
YoungBae “You Are My Everything” Written by DeDe
You're the air that I breathe, the sun that I see.
I am the flower and you are the honeybee.
You're the Earth that I walk on, the stars that glimmer.
Looking into your eyes makes me simmer.
You're the butterflies in my stomach, the kind of the land.
You are the waves and I am the sand.
You're the heart-shaped clouds in the sky,
you are the most sweetest guy.
You are my favorite music, my favorite band.
You are the tattooed scar on my hand.
You are my favorite color, my favorite shade of blue.
A squirrel is a perfect symbol of you.
You are the twinkle in my eye.
You are the blood pumping through my veins, without you I'd die.
You have my heart, mind, body, and soul.
Within my heart, you have replenished the hole.
You are my world, everything that I dreamed of.
You are the man of my dreams, the man whom I love.
10.2.08 || DeDe || 5:30 pm