Fan Fiction

The First Day Of Autumn (Completed)

by strawberry_hit

Chapter 11

He have to know about this

The exit door is just a metre away. That door is the exit to everything. He would be in here getting better while I’m outside waiting to die. That’s the only way to make both of them happy.

Looking at the door causing me to sigh deeply. Here goes, the escape to all of this mess that I’ve just cause.

I slowly lifted my foot up and was about to step out when a voice form behind cause me to stop.

“Michelle wait”

It’s Raymond. What is he doing out of bed so early like this. I turned around worrying that something bad might be happen to him.

“Raymond what you are doing out of bed this early?” I asked feeling concern about his heath.”

Raymond stepped closer to me then looked at my eyes.

“Don’t be angry at me. I really need you here with me. Without you, I don’t know how I can go on Michelle. I wake up suddenly is all because of you” Raymond said sincerely.

“I don’t know what you are talking about. Why should I be angry at you”

“Don’t lied to me Michelle. I’ve been looking over you for along time now. I can tell if you are happy or when you are mad or sad. So please don’t lied.” Raymond got hold of my hands. “I know you must be think there’s something between me and Rain when you walk into that room. But really there’s nothing between us. She was just tired and I was just giving her my shoulders to rest.”

I look away not wanting to make myself convince just because of those words.

“But Rain love you Raymond. She really love you”

“Don’t you love me too.”

There was silence for a moment. He knows….

“I know you love me and I know Rain do to, but I don’t have feelings for her. The person who I cared most about it you and only you.”

He slowly pulled me towards him and gave me this hugged that’s telling me that he really mean what he had just said. I couldn’t let him like me like that.

“No you can’t have feeling for me Raymond” I said pushing him away from me.

“Why, why can’t you just accept this. We both love each other so why can’t we be with each other.”

It’s time to tell him. I couldn’t let him believe that we could be together anymore. I looked up at him then sighed deeply.

“Raymond, who would want to be together with someone who’s going to die in a few more hours like me”

We both stand there looking at each other without a word. This is it, I believe he had given up. We are just not meant to be.
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I felt that one is not enough so yeah here's another chap to finish of what's going on..hope you have enjoy it...:) thanks for reading..