Fan Fiction |
by strawberry_hit
Raymond finally finishes his dinner. He kept on joking around making it impossible for me to give him his soup. Some of it even spill on his clothes. He never listen does he.
I sighed happily as I went outside to give the tray back to the nurse. I don’t have to do so if it’s not for Raymond. Two nurse has come before this to get back the tray but because Raymond is so slow and so they didn’t take it. So now I have to bring it out and give it to them.
I walked up to a nurse who seems pretty free and gave the tray to her. Luckily she wasn’t mad and accept it happily.
“Thanks” I said as I turned around to walk back.
I’m not sure if it’s because of the turn or the walk but my head once again feel heavy. The Pain around my body once again come back causing me to shake all over. I quickly rushed over to the side wall and crouched down. I hugged myself tightly as I tried to reduce to pain. It felt like there’s some kind of needle that’s poking me deeper and deeper every second causing the whole body to shivers.
The nurse that I’ve just talked to rushed over to see if I’m ok.
“It’s ok, there’s nothing you can do anyway. I’ll be fine”
“Are you sure, you don’t look fine to me.”
I shook my head as I tried to pushed myself up.
“I’m fine see” I smiled weakly at her trying to prove to her that I can handle it.
She look a little bit worry but then she have to leave since her phone beeped.
“I have to go, there’s a car accident somewhere and they need me. Are you sure you are all right” She asked again before going.
“Don’t worry I’ll be fine” I screamed after her using all of my energy to do so.
The moment she was out of sight I cried out in pain. Maybe doing so will make the pain more bearable.
I look at my watch. I’ve been gone for 15 minutes now. Raymond will be so worried if he didn’t see me went back.
Using the wall as a support I forced myself to walk back to Raymond’s room. It’s only a little way but it seems to take me ages since as the foot touches the ground my heart ache. The pain is similar to a needle stabbing the very centre of my heart making blood to flow out of my mouth. The condition is worse then before. I don’t know how to stop it from occurring.
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At long last I’m here in front of Raymond’s Room. The door was still close, all I need to do now is to open it. However, I couldn’t come in like this. I have to straighten myself. I look back at the trail of blood that I’ve made. If I keep on doing so then Raymond will surely know I’m suffering. But how can I stop the blood from flowing out.
I looked around finding some way to hide this.
“There’s nothing around there beside a cloth on the troller.” I sighed
Wait a minute, a cloth. I can use that to cover my moth. I can tell him that I scratched my face and I don’t want anyone to see it. That’s it.
I picked the cloth up checking that it’s clean; I hope no one need it since I’m going to use it.
I folded the cloth in several layer then tied so that it so that it covers the bottom half of my face. Then with a last sigh I open the door and step in.
“Michelle, where have you been? You went out for more then 30 minutes” Raymond said helping me to the chair near his bed.
“I’m fine, you shouldn’t be out of bed Ray”
“You look really pale, you are ok right”
I nodded as I sat down.
“You go and lay back now, I’m fine.”
[Raymond]
Looking at her paled face make me feel so uncomfortable in side. How can I sleep when she’s like that. I’m just afraid that when I wake up, she won’t be there by my side anymore.
“Raymond, close your eyes and sleep. You need you rest you know.” Michelle said pushing my head down onto the pillow.
“Michelle, why did you cover your face like that” I asked wondering why she did that.
“Oh I scratched my face. You know us girl, we don’t want to show it” Michelle said trying to force her voice to sound cheerful.
Let it be then, but inside I know it not because of that. I know Michelle, she will not hide her face just because of those small scratches..
“Ray…sleep time” Michelle said softly putting the blanket over me.
“I don’t want to sleep Michelle.”
“You need to if you want to recover soon”
“I’ll sleep if you promise me not matter what you will still be here with me when I wake up”
Michelle thought for a while then smile as she nodded her head.
“I promise you, I won’t let you be miserable.”
I heart feel more relieve by those words. But it won’t make me sleep. I will be here for her, I won’t be like that guy in Lofty Water Verdant Bow and just ignored her.
[Michelle]
Raymond is so forcing himself to stay awake. I know he’s very sleepy but he just won’t sleep. I closed my eyes and rest my head on his pillow side pretending that I’m sleeping. Maybe that will make him sleep.
10: 15 pm
The room is still. No noise could be heard beside the window blowing in through the window. I opened my eyes and sat up. Raymond’s finally asleep. I knew that would work. It’s time for me to go. Raymond need his rest. I don’t want to die here and cause him to cry all night because of me. I just have to go.
I pushed myself up trying my best to make as little noise as possible then started walking out of the room heading towards the main door of the hospital. I don’t want to look back at him since that will only make my heart ache even more. Going will be the best way to settle all of this.
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10: 35 pm
The front room was pack with people since they are all here because of the car accident before. It’s good that there is too, I don’t want to draw attention to anyone. I can handle this on my own.
I walked out of the door and then turned back looking at this hospital for the last time.
“I really sorry Doctor Yu, I know you’ve tried but there’s nothing you can do about this. This is my sickness and I know what going on in there. It has reach it last stage and there’s nothing that could make it better Thanks for everything” I said softly to myself before turning around and walk slowly in the cool Autumn wind.
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