Fan Fiction |
by strawberry_hit
I watched carefully as the doctor wrote down some notes about Raymond. I really wish that he could wake up so I can just see him at lest for the last time. I sighed and kept on staring. But it’s weird, my vision began to go blurry and my head began to felt heavy. Don’t tell me my symptoms are starting again.
I got hold of the side of Raymond’s bed to support myself in case I feel down. I think the doctor notice what’s going one since I could see from the corner of my eyes that he was looking at me.
“Are you ok Miss” He asked looking worried.
“No I’m ok. I just have felt dizzy that’s all. I’ll be fine really”
“Now if I look at you more carefully, you look really familiar” The doctor ignore his original work and kept on staring at me trying to remember where he had seen me.
“Now I remember, you are the patient that Doctor Yu has been looking after. I’ve seen you around here quite often. And just then Doctor Yu told me that there’s nothing he can do about you sickness.”
The doctor look at his watch then sigh.
“There’s only 20 hours left and you are wasting your time at the hospital.”
“20 hours left, what do you mean by that” Rain voice come screaming behind me.
I turned to look at her feeling a shame. Don’t tell me she know everything now.
“Raymond, oh you only got a few more hours to live” Rain cried as she run past me over to Raymond’s side.
Oh so she thought it was Raymond who’s going to die. That was good.
“Oh no it’s…” The doctor tried to say but I gave him this look telling him to not say to Rain anything about me. The doctor nodded helplessly then left the room.
I walked over to Rain to pat her on the back.
“Rain he’s not dieing, the doctor was just talking about someone else. Don’t worry he’ll wake up soon” I try to comfort her.
It’s clear to me now that they have known each other all these time and she (Rain) have fallen in love with Raymond. I could totally tell from all those tears in her eyes that she have shed because of him. Those tear resemble love and worried from a person who heart had been take by the person who she’s crying for. I understand that since I was also the one who had cried over him before.
I sat down next to them not saying another word. I just let her cry, at lest crying will make you feel better. I’m not sure why I’m not crying. Maybe because I have shed too much tears today and there’s just no more left. I sighed and looked at the wall in front of me and thought of what might happen next now to make this life of mine more dramatic.
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5: 15 am
I have finally been able to convinced that Rain to go and have something to eat. She doesn’t know when to stop does she. I’m right now sitting alone next to Raymond. This is a perfect time to talk to him, to encourage him to wake up as soon as possible.
“Raymond I wonder if you can hear this. Even you if couldn’t then I’m still saying it out anyway.
I’m really sorry about that event a few hours ago. I shouldn’t’ have been angry at you. It wasn’t your fault at all. The person I should hate is my parents not you. You tried to help me and I refuse it. You tried to comfort me, but I ignore it. But now I know that I’m wrong.
I don’t care if you cared for me because you have promise with your dad so. All I know is that you are very important to me. We have just meet but I could felt that you have always been there for me every single second of my life. If you leave me now I don’t really know what to do Raymond. Even if I’m going to leave this world which I once believe full with hatred and greed, I still couldn’t and it’s all because of you.
You have create another world for me. You showed me that this world is not as bad as I’ve seen it. You’ve just shown it to me then just left me there by myself. You are so greedy Raymond!”
For some reason tears stared to form, is it because I truly felt all these emotion inside of me.
“Raymond, I really want to talk to you for the last time. To look at those caring eyes of yours. I see those smile that’s so charming and sweet. I really want to see them all again on you. I…..I….I really felt like I’m in love you with Raymond. You are like medicine of survival…please wake up”
I close my eyes to rest for awhile. Even though saying all that doesn’t waste much energy, but I felt weak from all the crying just then. Holding onto his hand and resting my head against him is enough to regain the energy I need. I know Rain will come back soon but I’ll just ly here for a bit, just a bit then I’ll let go.
“Do you really mean what you have just said” Raymond’s voice come flowing into my ears.
Am I dreaming or is this all true. I could felt a soft warm arm raping slowing around me as I felt my heart going all weird inside. It was true, he have waken.
I lift my head up slightly to look at his face. He look a little tried but his caring smile is still there smiling brightly back at me
“Michelle, so you are not angry at me anymore” Raymond ask me still with a wide smile
I couldn’t ay anything. I was too happy now to worry about anything. Let things come as it comes. I just nodded and lend against him again as he use both of his strong arm to pull me in even tighter towards him. Now I know happiness is as simple as that.
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ha ha long chap..well to me it's long. Hope there's not that many mistakes...sigh....thanks for reading...:)