Fan Fiction

Such a Beautiful Lie [COMPLETED]

by Tackra

Chapter 32

Library Love

Hi, guys! I know, long wait again. sorry! >< but you know what? just gotta tel you before you move on with the chap. my early train goes 2.30 pm and my lesson usually ends at 3.05 pm, so i natrually miss it and need to wait until ten to 5. but today my teacher decided to finish off earlier. guess what time? at 2:35 PM!!!!!!!! I'm so mad at her right now! grr... so i gotta wait almost 3 and a half hour until i can go home -__________-

anyway, enjoy! let's see how it goes for them to find out what really happened that night between yoomin ;)

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Changmin went to his locker after his last lesson. He knew he had to stay at least 30 minutes more just because he had to clean the class room with Ri In. It wasn't the fact that he didn't like being with Ri In, because it wasn't that long he had to stay, but. But he felt like he would miss so much from it. Yoochun's face suddenly popped up in his mind. Was he really having a crush for Yoochun, or was he just drunk - longing for someone to hold him? He couldn't make up his mind, which made him even more annoyed.

He slammed the locker door closed and went to the cleaning storage to get supplies.

'I can't have a crush on Chunnie. I'm in love with Ri In, rememeber Changmin? You love her but have accepted she didn't choose you.'

He continued to convice himself that he wasn't in love with Yoochun all the way to the class room. But the more he tried to deny it, the stronger he felt that there really was something more than just friendship in Changmin's heart towards his best friend.

"There you are!" Ri In abruptly interrupted his thoughts and he flinched when he realized she was already inside.

"Y-yeah. Had some problems to find someone to open up the cleaing storage for me." he lied and put it all down on the floor and started to clear the benches away.

Ri In only nodded silently before she joined him. They made up a plan: Changmin would take the floor and the chairs, Ri In would do the desks, shelves and the balckboard.

While scrubbing sounds and dust from the board erasers filled the room Ri In came to think of what Yunho had said this morning:

~~Flashback~~

"Mind to tell us why you're late?" Yunho asked suspiciously and crossed his arms over his chest.

"Eh eh..?" Yoochun stuttered "Oh crap! Look at the time?! We don't wanna be too late, do we?!" he laughed it off and headed into the school building.

"We'll try to figure out what's going on with Yoochun and you try to make Minnie talk, araso?" Yunho said to Ri In who just nodded curiously.

~~End of Flashback~~

'Maybe I should ask him about it?' she thought 'We are of the same age so... Maybe he wouldn't say anything because of oppas being around him?'

"Erh, Changmin?"

"Hm?" he asnwered without looking up from what he was doing.

"What did you actually do yesterday night, with Yoochun oppa?" she asked carefully.

"We drank... Just like we said. I-..." he didn't know if he should tell Ri In about his family situation.

"You?"

"I had a really bad day, and Yoochun came over, offered me to follow him home and we played so cards and drank."

Well, he wasn't lying. He was telling the truth, maybe not just the whole truth.

"But something more happened, right? You're not being youself."

"I'm just being tired!"

"But still."

"Just stop it, ok?"

"I won't! I wanna know what happened!"

"And I told you!"

"Not everything. What is bothering you? It can't be that bad?" Ri In started to think about her own situation with her parents abandoning her and Kim JongKook.

"What if it is?"

"At least you have a family! Someone that cares for you and is willing to be there by your side in times like these!" she blurted out. Even if she had no idea of how Changmin's family were, she felt like they should be good.

That was it for Changmin. He dropped everything in his hands and yelled:

"HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU KNOW?! YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, HUH??!!!"

With those words Changmin left a complteley stunned Ri In and went to the library. He fished up his cell and looked through his phone book and found the name he was looking for.

"Meet me at the library, plz?"

He pressed 'send' and sent the message.

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"Man, I HATE detention..." Junsu groaned and slammed his head down on the desk, which only gave him a slight headache.

"Well, the teacher isn't here. He thought we'd manage on our own..." Jaejoong started.

"Exactly! So, Yoochun." Yunho exclaimed.

"What?" Yoochun looked up from his book which he actually was trying to read.

"So? What did really happen last night?"

"What I told ya during lunch, you smartasses..."

"Hey, I'm your hyung don't call me names!" Jaejoong said.

"Whatever..."

"Come on, Chun. We can tell you're not telling us everything?" Junsu tried it more, nicely than his hyungs.

"Well, I-" luckily his phone vibrated, telling him he got a text.

'Meet me at the library, plz?' it read.

"Guys, I gotta go to the bathroom. Seems like I ate something I shouldn't have." he quickly excused himself and ran out.

"Wh-" his friends were left dumbfounded in the detention room.

"Let's go after him!" Junsu exclaimed.

"Ugh, I don't wanna listen to someone having a diarrea." Jaejoong made a disgusted face.

"C'mon! He doesn't need to use the bathroom. He's just gettig away from telling us!"

"Oh..." Yunho and Jaejoong said in unison.

"Let's go then!" Junsu shouted already following Yoochun.

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Changmin sat by the window and looked out through it while silent tears ran down his cheeks.

'Stupid Ri In. She thinks she's so important just 'cause she went through something really bad. I'm not saying she should be fine but, hey! She can't just assume all other people's lives are beds of roses.'

He heard the heavy door open to the hall and hoped it would be Yoochun. He couldn't stand to meet anyone else at the moment.

"Changmin ah?" a voice called.

"I'm in here!" he responed.

Yoochun appeared behind big shleves of books. They were in the older parts of the library. This school was very old and had alot of these older parts left.

When Yoochun saw Changmin's crying face, he carefully stepped closer. Changmin turned his body so that his legs were dangling downwards the floor and slowly reached out his arms for Yoochun.

"Hey, Min." he said softly and put his arms around the thin waist. Considerating Changmin's position Changmin bacame taller than him. Changmin clenched himself to Yoochun and buried his face in his neck, lettin out violent sobs.

"Sh, Min. Sh, sh, sh." Yoochun tried to calm him down. He moved his hand in a circulating movement across his back like it would help him calm down.

"Wae, wae?!" Changmin sobbed.

"Why what, babe?" he didn't mean to call him 'babe', it just happened.

"Why did she have to *sob* leave me?!" he cried harder and louder. Good thing it was after school's end, otherwise the librarian would have seen them.

"I don't know, Min. I don't know. Would you, tell me. How it happened?" Yoochun eased his grip of the younger man and made him look at him.

Changmin tried to make his tears go away. It took some time, but later he only sniffed a little.

"I will tell you..."

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Three men were standing in the library listening carefully to what the two guys were saying. They did't dare to look at them, maybe they would find out they were spying on them?

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"I will tell you everything, but first. Kiss me." Changmin slightly blushed and looked at Yoochun with pleading eyes.

Yoochun smiled and leaned in and kissed the boy. Changmin seemed to think that if he wouldn't hold on tight enough Yoochun would forever disappear. Yoochun let his hands go up Changmin's tighs and slightly above his waist.

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They just had to look! Did they hear correctly?! Couldn't be. Carefully the youngest of them sneaked a peek and was completely glued to the spot. The older two shared a confused look but looked as well.

A small gasp was heard, but the kissing couple didn't realize anything else but themselves.

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so, how ya like it? think it came out pretty well. i hate to make people fight but i guess not everything is quite alright between Changmin and Ri Innie now, don'tcha think? and will JJ, Yunho and Su tell anyone what they saw in the library, if it eves WAS them?

stay tuned to find out! ;)

now it's only one hour left until my train leaves, yay, lucky me -_-; (<-- sarcasm)
anyway! hope you guys leave me a comment and share your thoughts with me!

//LOve Tackra <3