| Fan Fiction |
by Taebinlover
Ri In snuggled her body closer towards JaeJoong’s. “I know.”
“We’ll be there for 11 months before we come back to do a gig in Korea again.”
“I know.”
He sighed, not wanting to hear that answer.
“What?” Ri In perked her head up to look at JaeJoong.
“Why are you sighing?”
“Oppa, break it off with her. Or I’ll end her career.”
JaeJoong gritted his teeth, “Are you threatening me?”
“Yes.” Ji Young answered bluntly. “Since you won’t date me, why should she get to date you?”
JaeJoong walked away from the smirking girl. “She gets to date me because I want her to, stupid.”
“JaeJoong?” Ri In shook him lightly trying to get his attention. “There’s something else huh?”
He wasn’t afraid of Lee Ji Young.
No he wasn’t. She was just a trainee. A trainee that wasn’t afraid to do anything as long as she gets what she wanted.
But he was afraid that.
He was afraid that she’ll really end Ri In’s career and it will be all because of him.
“Let’s not do this anymore.” JaeJoong said pulling himself slowly off of her.
Looking at her confused face, tears started rolling down her soft cheeks. “I-I knew it.”
She knew what?
He didn’t say anything, waiting for her to continue. “So I guess what she said was true.”
She?
“I’ll never be truly accepted by anyone, even you.” Ri In wiped away her tears and let out a soft chuckle, “Thanks for pretending all this time though.”
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That happened 11 months ago.
JaeJoong haven’t seen Ri In since that night.
She never called nor text.
Neither did he.
Returning back from Japan, JaeJoong walked into SM building, a building he and his members haven’t been in for so long.
“…Hhhhhhhmmmmmmm………”
He heard a voice humming from the recording studio as he walked passed its doorway. A voice that was too familiar to him.
A voice…
It was the voice that captured his attention.
It was the voice that lured his body.
It was the voice that captivated his heart.
It was her voice.
Jang Ri In.
Staring through the window, he saw that she was recording a new song for her upcoming single.
Instead of going in, he walked away, without even greeting her with a simple, ‘hello.’
Ri In continued singing but her eyes followed his fading body.
11 months.
Every day, she had hoped that he would call her or even text her.
Yet, out of those 334 days, not a single word from him.
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“Oppa!”
Turning around JaeJoong saw the face of the person he least wanted to see.
Her.
“What do you want?” He asked.
“I i—“ Ri In didn’t know what to say. “Nothing.”
“Fine.” JaeJoong answered walking from her.
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Three years ago, this was the stage she made her debut.
Three years later, she was finally making a Korean comeback.
SBS was filled with excited fans, her fans.
“JANG RI IN! JANG RI IN” The crowd shouted loudly before she even stepped on stage. “JANG RI IN!”
Ri In came out with a smile, singing the first few words to her song. She looked around to see many of the SM family members. Up on top at the VIP section was all of the Super Junior members including Henry and Zhou Mi, SNSD, Yeon Hee, CJSH, DBSK, and even BoA was there. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw JaeJoong reading the concert schedule.
Why did he have to come?
Ri In shifted her focus back towards the cheering crowd. She will not disappoint her fans by giving them a half hearted performance.
After an hour, her comeback concert was soon over. She made her way back to her dressing room. It was filled with the SM members ready to congratulate her and shower her with gifts and comments.
“Yah, Jang Ri Innie!~” Yoochun started, “That was such an amazing performance! We should do a duet together soon.”
“Yoochun ah,” Dana made her way up to them, “If she’s going to do a duet, it will be with us CJSH girls next.”
The two started bickering about who would do a duet with Ri In next. Everyone else was busy deciding where to take Ri In out after this.
“Ermmmm…guys…” Ri In started looking at everyone chatting away happily, “I need to change.”
“Go ahead, I don’t mine.” Yoochun answered with a smirk, only to receive a smack on the head from Dana. “Ow!”
They all shuffled out of the door leaving Ri In alone in her dressing room. She let out a sigh remember what she saw earlier.
It was JaeJoong leaving before the concert was even done. Couldn’t wait to get away huh?
Ri In looked at herself in the mirror.
She changed so much since they last met.
Tonight’s outfit consisted of a black mini skirt and a loose v-cut top since she had to perform many dance songs.
Ri In close her eyes and started to unbutton her shirt trying to remember JaeJoong’s touch. She let out a soft moan as her finger slowly brushed against her own body.
“Thinking about me?” A husky voice from behind asked, he pulled her body closer to his own. “Hmmm?”
Ri In’s eyes shot open in shocked, her face flushed, trying to pull her own self away from him.
“I missed you Ri In.”
She tooked a deep breath, “Well I don’t.”
He held both of her hands to keep her in place as his other hand made its way down to push up her short skirt.
“You shouldn’t have worn this.” He said nibbling the side of her neck. “Such a tease.”
“J-jae don’t do this to me.” Ri In stuttered as JaeJoong stroked her clit slowly. “Uhhh..”
“Your moan is telling me otherwise, Ri In.” He continued rubbing her, building up her orgasm. Ri In soon rubbed her butt against JaeJoong’s throbbing member.
He picked her up and sat her on the dresser, pulling her underwear down slowly. Ri In looked at JaeJoong’s lustful eyes.
“Don’t you like BoA’s new song?” He asked suddenly. “Eat You Up.”
“I’ll eat you up.” He sang to her before kissing her on the lips.
Ri In didn’t care anymore; she didn’t care if he was just using her. She wanted him and that was all that mattered to her.
Pulling him closer to her she unbuttoned his pants as JaeJoong chuckled at her actions. He soon took off his pants and inserted himself into warm body.
“You know, I can get used to this Ri In.” JaeJoong smiled.
She pouted and stopped. “No. Get out!”
“Me or my little friend?” He joked.
“Y-you!” She started crying, hitting him in the process.
JaeJoong whispered an apology into Ri In’s right ear, “I’m really sorry for everything.”
“I don’t believe you anymore.”
JaeJoong sighed, “You don’t have to believe me,” he stared at her intently, “but at least forgive me, Ri In ah.”
“What are we?”
“What do you mean?” He asked pouting. “Ah, we’re both humans!”
She laughed at his silly comment. “No, I-I’m talking about our relationship.”
“We’re lovers, Ri In.” JaeJoong grinned widely before continuing, “Backstage lovers.”
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Love.
That was what we shared.
Friendship.
This was what we displayed.
Him.
He was the link in our lives.
Fame.
This was our separator but it also allowed us to be
Backstage Lovers.
=END=
06.23.09
Taebinlover