| Fan Fiction |
by Karlo
It had been five long, and I guess you could say, lonely weeks... Very lonely in fact. Oppa and I haven't said a word to each other ever since that day we spent at the mall together. I don't know what happened between us, but now, during the day, he's always out somewhere. He always leaves way too early in the morning for me to even see him leaving, but I know he comes back at night. Every night at around 1:30 AM, I would hear the door open. I peaked downstairs one time to find out it actually was oppa...and he looked rather tired. Not, let me rephrase that. He was completely wiped out, for he pretty much just throws himself onto the living room couch, drenched in sweat...and I think I saw some tears as well.
What's going on with you oppa?
Anyway, I finally woke up this normal morning, just to find Dae Sung and Ji Yong both putting their clothes into bags and cleaning up the room and everything.
"Hey, what's going on guys?"
"Oh hey noona," Dae Sung smiled at me while still packing some clothes into a random duffle bag, "Well, our two months is up. We're going back to Korea tomorrow."
"Oh..." I felt so bad for not spending time with them, "I'm sorry that I wasn't exactly the best host guys..."
"No no, you were great, especially how you let us stay here on such short notice," Ji-oppa smiled at me while also putting more clothes into duffle bags, "So I, on behalf of the four members of Big Bang that originally stayed here, want to thank you for that," he said in English. It had improved to a rather large and noticeable extent.
"Oh!" I looked at him surprised, "Um...no problem I guess..." I really didn't know how to reply.
"Yah, noona, why do you seem so sad?"
"Oh...um...I guess I just feel bad that I didn't actually try to spend time with you guys. It must have been a pretty boring vacation for you."
"I know what you're thinking, and what you said is NOT it," Ji put his hands on my shoulders and made me look him straight in the eye. I thought he was going to yell at me or something, but his expression softened as he smiled (his cheeks are so cute), "Don't worry, hyung will come around sooner or later."
"Can I talk to you?"
"Aren't we talking now?" he was confused.
"I mean...you know," I looked at Dae Sung.
"Oh, yeah, sure," and we went downstairs and into the kitchen.
"Want something to drink?"
"We're here to talk, so get to it," so much for his softened expression...
"Do you know what's going on with oppa? Like, why he's avoiding me?"
"Well..." he drifted off while averting his gaze somewhere else...
"Come on oppa, tell me the truth."
"Fine fine," he gave in, "I don't really know all the details, since all I really picked up from him was his muffled voice as he was crying, but he said something about this Matt guy."
Matt?!?!
"WHAT?!" I screamed in his face.
"Y-Yeah..." I guess I scared him a little.
"Sorry," I said calming down a little bit. There was only one way in the world that oppa could have known who 'Matt' was, and obviously, it's because he was following Seung Ri and I around at the mall...
"Do you know something about this?"
"Yeah...yeah," I wasn't exactly paying attention to Ji-oppa for I was still frustrated about Tae-oppa.
"Okay..." Ji drifted off, "Well I need to get packing. We were just busy packing Tae-Yang's stuff at first, since we knew he probably wouldn't show up any time soon."
"Oh, yeah, sorry to hold you up," I smiled at him as he went back upstairs.
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It was nearing 9 PM now, it was pouring outside. Now, unlike before, I had sort of forgotten about how frustrated I was at oppa, and just started worrying about him. 'I hope he gets home safely' was what kept going through my mind. Stupid oppa, I can never stay mad at him for very long...
Just then, the door opened, revealing a body, standing, completely drenched, with a hat on, seemingly facing the ground.
"Oppa?" I ran up to the figure and grabbed onto the drenched shoulders, making him look up to me. He looked...terrifying, mad...like glaring right into me, "O-Oppa..."
He suddenly pinned me against the wall right beside the door, "Oww..." I looked back into his eyes. It was like staring straight into oblivion... "Oppa..."
"Tae-Oppa!-" I was cut off as he cupped my cheeks roughly and captured my lips, and it was nowhere near gentle.
...this was painfully familiar...
He grabbed the back of my head to have a better grasp and pulled even more inward until I finally opened my mouth, his tongue hesitated a little, but still went through with the sudden entrance. This all seemed so...dream-like.
It was then, that I made my conclusion. THIS WAS A DREAM!
It is...all a dream...
...It is...
....
.......It had to be.
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A/N: Another short chapter...
-Karlo