| Fan Fiction |
by Tammy
All was frozen.
All that can be heard was the heavy breathing and the beeps coming from the machine just beside her bed on a sturdy metallic table. Mia had teary eyes as she laid eyes on the person she was dying to see. Literally. Her fingers twitched, aching to reach for JaeJoong’s warm hands, nothing else mattered now, he was here… with her. Her throat grew dry that no word could be uttered out of those parched lips. No matter how much she wanted to. JaeJoong stood there just by the doorway with the door leaning on his left shoulder as he breathed in and out heavily; his hair partly covered his right eye and the tips were a little damp from the sweat he produced from being too agitated. His hands were sweating. His heart was thumping… calling out to its partner. The doctor and her mother excused themselves from the occupied venue and left the two love-seeking people alone.
JaeJoong walked over to her on the hospital bed and slightly smiled; his hand rapidly smoothed her cheek and exhaled. The feeling of his warm breath on her skin felt so good.
“Mia…” he spoke gently and all Mia did was look at him in response. “Why… What… How?” He didn’t have the slightest idea of how to ask her the things he wanted to know, to start a conversation. Especially while looking at her pale face right at that moment.
“I left because… I didn’t want to burden you anymore. Nor TVXQ.” She broke eye contact “I did it because it hurts me seeing that you’re hurt. I’ve put so much pressure on all of you I can’t even do anything about it, I’m nothing but stress!” she explained sadly and hoarsely.
“No Mia! I think you should know… I didn’t regret anything that’s happened with you and me. All the scandals are nothing to me- to us! Look at me!” JaeJoong cupped her chin and shifted her head to face his “I LOVE you! Don’t you get that?”
His words sounded sincere, the sparkle in his eyes said something more than the three words he just mentioned.
“I know… and I love you too. B-but we can’t” she pushed his hands off of her face. “I’m just going to hurt you again… I’m going to disappear from this world soon… you of all people should know that.” She cried
“Mia, stop it! There’s a way! There’s always a way!” he scolded
“What then?” she snapped
“Just… Just let me think of one! There is a way Mia! Believe in me!”
“I do JaeJoong. I do. But…”
“ No! No buts Mia!” he smoothed his face heavily with his palms and faced Mia again. “Let’s not fight now…okay?” his voice became gentle and soothing to Mia’s ears, almost as if he was singing a lullaby. She smiled at the fact that she knows how much he cares for her and the idol she only used to see on TV is now her lover in many ways. They stared at each other with warmth and longing in their hearts, JaeJoong’s gaze travelled down to Mia’s lips as he slowly leaned closer to her and it was about time that something like this ought to happen. Their lips met and their eyes automatically shut to let their senses feel what was occurring between them. He put on little pressure and so did she, the longer they kissed seemed like time has stopped. The world stopped spinning. Their hearts felt even stronger than ever, it joined together as one and was locked by chains called love. Mia gathered the strength and wrapped her arms on his sturdy shoulder; JaeJoong kissed her more deeply and passionately, parting their lips slightly to feel the heat contained within their throats.
-*-
TVXQ cancelled all of their appointments, shows and recordings to keep an eye on her. JaeJoong planned on now leaving the hospital that night to stay with Mia and watch her sleep in his arms… he knew there was a way to get rid of this pain, and he was going to find out. Mrs. Park went home to get some stuff for Mia and JaeJoong took this opportunity to make loopholes in Mia’s life. She was sleeping now, quite deeply. He let go of her for the while and crept out of her room to search for the doctor… who was just outside her door… for some reason.
“Doctor?” JaeJoong greeted and Young Min flinched in surprise, he looked like he just saw a ghost. Or something he really didn’t want to see. The kiss perhaps?
“J-J-JaeJoong ssi. Wh—”
“Doc. Is there any way that Mia can live?! Please, There’s hardly any time left.” He pleaded
“There is… one. But it’s too risky.” Young Min whispered back
“What Doctor? Tell me!”
“A heart transplant. It’s a 50/50 chance that she’ll survive”
There it was—a chance of hope yet a chance of failure. All came crashing down on him, he felt like his world was half black half white, and it was very hard to choose.
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Morning came sooner than JaeJoong wanted it to, he only had the night to think over the only two choices handed over to him. Mia started to stir awake and he gently kissed her on the forehead and pretended that nothing was bothering him. Mia’s arms draped around his waist and it felt like she never wanted to let go.
“Morning.” She greeted
“Good morning! Are you hungry? Do you want some food? I’ll go get them for you” he offered and was about o leave the bed but Mia prevented him from doing so.
“No. I’m not hungry. Let’s just stay like this please… just a little longer…” she prayed and looked at him with her almond shaped hazel orbs that no man can ever resist. She smiled slightly.
“Okay, I’ll stay… and guess what.” He said quite uncomfortably
“What?”
“I found a way” he declared
“Really?!” she suddenly got ecstatic and shivers were sent down her spine, her hug tightened and her smile widened. “What is it?!”
“A heart transplant” he blurted out while combing her strawberry smelling hair with his fingers hoping for a good outcome. Mia’s face dropped, she couldn’t possibly…
“No.” she answered
“No?”
“I won’t do it… I don’t want a heart transplant.”
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~Life lives,
Life dies.
Life laughs,
Life cries.
Life gives up and life tries.
But life looks different through everyone's eyes.~
~Anonymous~
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Whay!
This is the other sad one.
Please do comment ^^
And please also tell me who you want to be your partner in my next fic.
It ha s to be in the Kpop industry.
Silent readers… comment now…
I’ll consider you. ^^
Comment replies:
Tingsala044: thanks for commenting and for liking my story! Here’s another story for you guys ^^ remember to tell who your prince charming is.
Dante… Vergito: the solution is right in your eyes. All you have to do is to keep reading. ^^ YAY!
Stephiii: don’t worry, none of the stars would donate… well… *looks around* mwahah!
KiBumLovesLyn: thanks for liking it! means so much to me ^^
Azn14: thanks ^^
RicePower: Your awesome! I love you! LOL!
Please read this one … for me… T.T
Truly Yours,
Tammy
P.S: Don’t forget the guy you want ^^