| Fan Fiction |
by Vanilla_blood
It was going to be a long flight and I wanted to do was to sleep and forget about everything bad that has happened since I fell in love with these men...everything just seemed so unreal that I feel like I’m in a play...Why can’t I be a normal girl that lives a normal life? I’m not greedy, I just want one man, only- I can’t decide who I really want. I’m away with Yunho right now but I miss Kim Jaejoong and I feel like I owe TOP!
*End of poV*
*Yunho’s poV*
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I watched her slowly fall asleep, her head leaning against my shoulder. We’re a few hours away from landing but somehow the closer the plan succeeds, the more uncomfortable I feel...I promised grandpa to seek revenge on the Lee family but recently I think I really have fallen for her...
Everything is already planned out, there’s nothing I can do about it. I just hope she can handle it in the end...
*End of poV*
*Ayumi’s poV*
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I was woken up by the man next to me who was slurping loudly on his cup noodles, I slowly lifted my head off Yunho’s shoulder...but felt a drip on my head, I looked up and saw that Yunho was still asleep but tears ran down his cheeks...
I carefully dabbed the tears dry with a tissue...why was he crying? Isn’t it supposed to be a fresh start when we get to America? He says it’s for my good that we’re moving away from home but somehow I feel that i’m not going to be happy for long...
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At Newark Airport
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Whilst we were exiting the plane, I noticed people were staring at me...considering that I had been ill before I left Korea perhaps I looked a bit pale. Yunho went to collect our luggage and I went to the washroom to check my face out...I was horribly pale, my veins were standing out obviously. I didn’t look well at all.
On my way to the luggage collection I saw that Yunho was on the phone to someone so I went towards him and curled my arms round him. It gave him a fright. He jumped a little and put his phone away...
“Are you feeling alright?” Yunho asked as we walked to the exit pushing the luggage trolley.
In the taxi on our way to Yunho’s apartment, I leaned my head on Yunho’s chest and hugged him tightly...even though I was physically with him, inside I still felt alone...
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*At Yunho’s Apartment*
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His apartment was small but it felt homely and I felt comfortable the moment I came in.
“Have some rest on the sofa, watch some TV. I’ll go and unpack.” Yunho said.
I gave him a smile and turned the TV on. The whole place was really neat and tidy...somehow even though Yunho claims that a housemaid comes two times a week, it feels that someone has been living here all along...
A while later I went to the bathroom to throw up, afterwards I felt even worse. But before I left the bathroom, I noticed a strand of long, dark brown hair...1. This strand of hair was wavy and my hair was straight, and 2. It smelt strong of some sort of hair styling product, the fact that the smell still exists means that someone has been living here recently...
Yunho knocked on the door.
“Ayu, are you alright? You’ve been in there for a while...” Yunho asked knocking on the door.
“Um...yeah.” I replied and opened the door.
Yunho hugged me tightly then let go.
“Really do tell me if you’re not feeling well, you mean a lot to me Ayu.” Yunho said looking deeply into my eyes.
“I will” I said giving a smile to reassure him. “I’m fine right now.”
Yunho had unpacked everything and looked tired so I ordered him to have a rest while I made some food for us.
We had an early night in, Yunho had a king size bed and he hugged me to sleep.
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The next morning
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I woke up feeling strengthless...I couldn’t move my arms or legs. I struggled so hard that I hit my head against the bedside table and fainted...
I felt like I was having Deja Vu...I felt that energy shot through my body again...but I couldn’t remember where I had felt it...
“Ayu...Ayu..?” Yunho whispered tapping my shoulder.
I heard his voice and slowly opened my eyes...
“Wha...what happened?” I asked in a weak voice.
“When I woke up, I saw that your head was bleeding...do you remember what happened?” He asked.
“No...I don’t...” I lied. I remembered parts but I wasn’t sure if I could trust him.
He helped me to the bathroom and went to make breakfast.
*End of poV*
*Yunho’s poV*
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I immediately went back to our room, took the used syringe from the drawer and disposed it in the kitchen bin. I’m worried about how Ayu’s going to survive when I leave her...she won’t have anything to keep her going...the worst is, I only have a limited amount left...if it’s not all done by then I won’t be able to explain to her...
*phone rings*
-Hello?
-Hey Hun! Hows it going?
-I just gave her an injection this morning...is there anymore? The packet won’t last that long, i’ll need at least a year or so!
-Don’t worry, I’ll get more for you when it runs out.
-Can...can you get me some extras as well please?
-Why?
-Well, I wasn’t sure how to work it so I broke one...and another one broke...the liquid burst so I need more...
-Fine, but BE MORE CAREFUL! I can’t always go asking for more...it’s illegal you know...
-I will...thanks..
-Will you hurry up and get it done! I’m missing you like crazy honey!!
-Uh...I miss you too baby...I’ll try my best..
-Right...I’ll call you later okay?
-Okay. Bye.
I hung up quickly.
*End of poV*
*Ayumi’s poV*
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I was slowly taking my clothes off ready for a shower when Yunho suddenly came in, although he’s seen me naked before I still felt embarrassed and covered up.
“Yunho...whats...whats wrong?” I asked.
“I need you...” He whispered dropping the clothes from my hands.
He carried me into our room and put me down on the bed carefully.
“Yunho..I..-” I tried to say but Yunho was shutting me up by kissing me.
It took him hardly any time to take all his clothes off and he looked desperate for sex which began to worry me...
After, I lay on the bed exhausted, feeling like I was used...Yunho got up again and continued to make breakfast...
When he came to say that breakfast was ready I felt awkward facing him and ran straight to the bathroom trying to avoid him...this shouldn't be right...I shouldn't feel uncomfortable being with him...what have I done? What's happening to me?...Suddenly. I don't feel like me anymore...
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End of Chapter 17!!!
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