| Fan Fiction |
by Vanilla_blood
JJ said he had something to do at night time so seeing as there was nothing I needed to do at night so I went to visit TOP...
*End of poV*
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At TOP's house.
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*TOP's poV*
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My head was starting to feel better but I was still a bit stiff....and SUPER bored...
Mom came in to bring me some medicine and hot soup...
"TOP...do you wanna go downstairs to watch tv or something? You look like you're gonna rot soon..." Mom asked.
"No mom...I don't think i'll be able to make my way down the stairs..." I replied.
"Well, if you wanna go down, nows the time because your dad and I are leaving soon for a wedding celebration." Mom said.
"Yes mom, i'm good here." I answered and closed my eyes waiting for her to go away...
When I heard the door shut, I gave a deep sigh and sloped down on the bed again...
I could hear mom and dad leave a moment later and thought maybe I shouldn't just stay in bed all the time...thinking maybe thats why i'm so stiff...because I haven't been moving...
I leaned across the walls to get to the staircase...and panicked a little when I saw the steepness....I kept thinking...'TOP...this is it...you get down the stairs, you're fine....you trip and fall...you die...'
Slowly bending down, I sat down at the top of the staircase and carefully moved down step by step...
Eventually, I got down the stairs and climbed my way towards the sofa...but just as the minute I sat down, the doorbell rung....
Fuck sakes....I walked lopsidedly to the door and swung it open...
"Hey TOP." Ayu greeted happily.
My eyes nearly popped out...
"h-h--h-h-h-h-h-ello...." I said.
"Oh...are you alright?" She asked.
"ehm....I guess so...." I replied but my legs got a bit wobbly and nearly fell, gladly she caught me in time and helped me up...
"I'll help you." She said and helped me over to the sofa.
*End of poV*
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*Ayumi's poV*
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"Oh dear, you don't look any better now...." I said.
"Heh...I guess its cos i've been in bed for all this time..." He replied.
I wasn't quite sure what to say next but I heard his stomach rumbling...
"Are you hungry?" I asked.
He mumbled slightly looking embarassed...
I smiled and went into the kitchen, I saw that there was some soup...but it didn't look like it was something an ill person would like to have so I made him some congee instead...
He was lying on the sofa looking tired...
"Here, have some congee..." I said.
"Thanks" He replied looking hungry for it...
As he lifted his hands up for it I saw that they were shaking badly....
"hm....let me feed you." I said.
"No its fine I can-" He said but he knew himself he wouldn't be able to hold it.
I scooped up a bit and blew it for him. "There, it should be alright to eat."
"heh, thanks...." He said looking shy.
I carefully fed it into his mouth and was happy to see him eat it with delight.
"oh Ayu....you're good at cooking..." He said.
"haha...um...thanks." I replied.
It took a while for him to finish it, but after he did, he looked more energetic...
"I'm sorry." I appologised.
"Why?" He asked.
"It was my fault." I said pointing at his head.
"Oh it was nothing..." He replied.
"Nothing?" I said almost laughing. He called this nothing?
"Well, i'm getting better..." TOP said managing to smile.
After a while I helped him up to his room, then he went to the bathroom...but as I was in his room alone...I noticed my diary on his bookshelf...so he read it...
I took it out of the bookshelf, and when he came in I pointed it to him.
"Oh...." He said.
"You read it?" I asked feeling somehow betrayed.
"um...sorry...." He said hesitating.
I pouted immediately, I dropped it into my bag and was going to leave but he held me back...
"Do you not feel what you've written in there anymore?" He asked.
I looked away regreting coming here to visit him.
"Answer me." He said still holding onto my wrist tightly.
"You're hurting me." I said.
"Sorry..." He replied letting go.
I was going to leave but he held me by the shoulders this time...
"I don't want us to not be friends anymore..." I cried.
"Ayu...are you just going to go out with a guy that you've met for barely 2 weeks than me who you've liked for ages?" He asked.
"TOP....I wasn't ever hoping for us to go out anyway....i'm a very naive person..." I answered.
"But you've never tried...i'm sorry for never noticing you before....but I felt horrible after reading your diary..." He said.
I felt myself crying even more...I love JJ...and i'm sure about that...I know I used to fancy TOP like crazy but its different now...I hate this situation...I don't know what to do...
"TOP...I really don't know how to answer you....I have a boyfriend now...and I love him..." I said.
"You don't even know that much about him...what's so special about him?" TOP asked.
I was tired of answering all these questions...
"TOP...i'm feeling tired now, i'll see you at school." I said.
"Can you please just answer me before you leave..." TOP said. "Who will you choose...me or him?"
He made me face him, I looked into his eyes...they were watering up...
"Him.........sorry..." I said leaving before tears started falling down.
I felt horrible as I left his house...I couldn't believe I just hurt him...and I hated myself for it...
I stood outside his house waiting for a taxi when suddenly JJ's car drove past...he noticed me aswell and reversed. I quickly wiped my tears before he saw me properly.
"Ayu...how are you here?" JJ asked.
"Oh, um I just left from a friends house..." I said.
"I'll take you home...or would you like to come to mine for the night?" JJ asked.
"Sorry, i'm really tired...I want some rest..." I replied.
"Sure." He said.
Whilst I was getting in the car, JJ looked at the house I was standing in front of, and noticed TOP looking out of the window...with his hand pressed against the glass...
*End of poV*
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*JJ's poV*
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Did she just come out of TOP's house? Why has she still come to see him after the arguments we had?
We were quiet for part of the journey back to her house...I found it awkward so I started asking her questions...
"so...which friend's house did you go to?" I asked.
There was no reply...as we stopped at the red light I looked at her and realised she was asleep...
When we got back to her house I looked into her bag for the keys but they weren't there...and I didn't want to wake her up so I took her back to one of the old flats I took her to last time...
I carried her into my bedroom and carefully put her onto my bed, I dropped her bag by accident though and a book fell out...but when I picked it up I realised that it was a diary...her diary...
My heart wondered if I should read it or not...if I read it then I might understand more about her...but if she finds out then she might be angry with me....though if I don't read it there wouldn't be a problem....I chose to read it in the end anyway...
At first I had a mind full of excitement as I thought i'd know about how she lived life everyday...but starting from the first page...my heart dropped...and was feeling sour every page I read on...TOP isn't stealing her away from me...I am...she had a major crush on him, yet it took me one night to steal her away from him...
I didn't know what to feel...she was the one who fancied him....but now it seems like its the other way round...but how does she feel? I wouldn't let her know i've read her diary...becuase I don't know how she'd feel about that...
After reading it I carefully put it back into her bag and lay down next to her to sleep...
*End of poV*
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In the morning...
*Ayumi's poV*
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I woke up in JJ's arms....but it confused me a lot...I remember saying last night that I wanted to go home...but somehow i'm in his bed in his arms....I tried not to wake him but he was so attached to me that he woke up too...
"Sorry...did I wake you?" I asked.
"It doesn't matter, I was going to wake up anyway..." He said.
"How am I here?" I asked.
"Oh, I took you home last night, but I couldn't find the keys in your bag..." He replied.
"Really?" I said.
I climbed over him to my bag and rumaged through it...while looking through all the pockets in it I wondered if he noticed my diary...and if he read it at all...but in the end I couldn't find my keys...which meant I must have left it at TOP's house...
"Are you doing anything today?" He asked.
"I don't think so...hm...but I do need to get home..." I said.
"Do you remember if you locked the windows in your room?" He asked.
I looked at him smiling.
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Back at my house.
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He carefully helped me up the big tree that was right next to our house, I balanced on the thick branches and lightly jumped onto the roof, I pushed the window open and climbed in...
I went downstairs and opened the door for him.
"Oh...what an effort!" I said sitting down on the sofa...
"hah, well I do this all the time." He said.
"hm...I like it when you do it...but for me, i'm gonna remember the keys next time." I said.
I asked him to wait for me while I went for a shower, but when I came down there was surprisingly a great smelling lunch on the dining table...
"Wow...you can cook?" I asked smelling the food.
"I dunno...try." He replied.
I smiled happily and tried some of it.
"So...do you like it?" He asked.
"hm...I know what job you do..." I said.
He froze for a moment...
"You must be a chef!" I said.
"Oh...um...yeah..." He replied.
I could tell from that, he had something he didn't tell me...something he doesn't want to tell me...his job...he never told me what it was...
"JJ." I said.
"Yes?" He asked.
"What's your actual name?" I replied.
"Jaejoong." He said.
"What's your job?" I asked.
"oh, you don't need to know that." He said heading off to the kitchen but I held him back.
"I want to know..." I said...
*End of poV*
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