| Fan Fiction |
by Je_Je
„Yah, Chun! Stopp brabbling nonsence you idiot!“ Junsu laughed when Yoochun teased him trying to tickle his neck.
„aw… I guess now there is not so more Yoosu… I feel so lonely Junnie…“ They both bursted out laughing. Changmin and Jaejoong were off to sleep since they spent last night discussing about the pressmeating and were the first that got up preparing breakfast.
Yunho got really ennoyed by those two. He let out a deep sigh and continued to gaze out of the window. He hold this position just for a few seconds and turned his head back when he heard Junsu’s gasping hoarse laugh again. Seeing how close those two where trying to hit each other Yunho swallowed. His eyes narrowed and he made fists. What is Yoochun trying to do there? If he wanted to be funny there would be no use since his joke were always lame. And why is Junsu laughing so hard? Don’t tell he enjoyes this? Yunho looked back out and hissed his teeth. He really felt enoyed and wanted to kill someone right now… Wait! Why is he feeling so pissed off?
He shook his head a few times and covered his mouth his face turning pale. Junsu immediately saw the changing colour and leaned over Yoochun and to him.
„Yunho? What’s up? You look like you are going to puke.“ Yunho slammed his back against the door and flushed seeing Junsu coming nearer.
„It…. It’s nothing… n… never mind it!“ He shook his head quickly an tried to catch his breath but it wouldn’t work. When Junsu frowned at him going back slowly to his seat he swallowed.
„Whatever… But you should go and have some rest after we have arrived.“ Yunho just nodded not able to say anything.
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Yunho let his body fall on his bed with a big exhausted sigh. Laying his head to the door with his belly flat on the bed he frowned in confuseness. He had been thinking about Junsu every second this whole week. Did he really fell in love with him? And how? He never did something to encourage him. He just behaved to him like to the others, didn’t he? He sighed again and turned on his back folding his arms behind his head glaring to the roof. He sighed again trying to bring his thoughts and feelings into an order. Going back to the day this damn couple thing started. Going to the day they talked about the couples remembering Junsu say that they were his favorite couple and remembering he blushed and touched his upper leg.
Yunho sighed again and turned to the side with his back to the door. He remembered their accident and how worried he was for Junsu. He used to support him in his wheelchair whenever he nedded support. After he remembered all of this scenes he thought again. He really realized that he cared for Junsu more then for the others but still it felt akward to say he was in love with him. He had special feelings for Junsu but he denied to believe that this feeling was love! He turned again and mumbled.
„I don’t love him…!“ Arriving with his head on the other side he widened his eyes.
„Junsu!“ Junsu glared to him frowning angry. Then he turned again and was about to leave. Yunho didn’t want him to go. He wanted to explain but… he didn’t really know what since he was still confused himself.
„Wait!“ He sat straight up and felt a bit dizzy. He touched his temple and groaned a bit. Junsu stopped standing in the door with his hand on the door knob and hesitated to open it. With a short glare from the angle of his eye he looked to the dizzy leader.
Junsu was really angry. Why did he kept on thinking about it? He just had to forget what happened! Why was he so cruel to let him believe he had a chance after all beeing confused. Was it maybe that Yunho did like him? Was he jealous back in the car him and Yoochun beeing so close? Junsu smirked a little. He wanted to find out. His heart was broken anyway and it wouldn’t matter a stitch more.He turned around to face Yunho and looked down to him with cold eyes.
„What?“ Yunho felt his heart hurting again. He looked to the floor not sure how to start.
„uhm I…“ Junsu sighed crossing his arms. His strategy was forward! Attack!
„Yes?“ Glaring to the younger only made Yunho feel more uncomfortable. Junsu had never been so cold to him and it made Yunho feel even more cold. He folded his hands nervously.
„Don’t be so cold…“ Junsu let out a gasp coming one step closer.
„What do you expect from me?“ Yunho bit his lip looking to him with sad and lonely eyes. Junsu swallowed. This hurt expression on his face made Junsu’s heart melt. He just wanted to hug him and tell him he was sorry. But he had to stay hard!
„Yun… I told you that I love you. What do you expect from me? I accept it that you don’t love me but I-“ He stoped at Yunho expression and widened his eyes.
Yunho listened to Junsu’s words but it just killed him. He looked to the floor lowering his head every second a bit more. It hurted him so much to hear that Junsu already gave up on him. He wanted… Well… What did he want? Junsu was right. What did he expect from him? Yunho didn’t know. He covered his ears and frowned angry and confused. His head was hurting and his chest was in pain. He closed his eyes and wanted to scream. Moaning in pain. He shocked when he felt comforting hands placing over his own.
Junsu couldn’t stand any further. He was almost more hurt then the covering guy infront of him. With a sad glare in his eyes he came to Yunho and layed his hands on Yunho’s to comfort him.
„Yun… It’s ok. I’m sorry…“ Yunho was even more hurt. He couldn’t hold on any longer.He took Junsu’s hands and threw him on the bed laying over him with his head on Junsu’s chest. Junsu was so shocked that he couldn’t react. His heart started to beat fast and Yunho enjoyed the sound. He closed his eyes as he wandered up with his mouth almost touching Junsu’s chest. Junsu breathed faster and closed his eyes too moaninga bit feeling the warm breath on his body.
„I’m the one who is supposed to apologize… Su…“ He glared into his eyes confused. His head was hurting and he didn’t know what this man was to him or what he did with him.
Junsu glared back in pain seeing the confused desperate glare. Junsu wanted to try out something. He raised both of his hands and placed it on Yunho’s cheeks that lightly warmed up from the sudden touch.
„It’s ok Yun… I’ll try to relief you from this confuseness.“ He leaned closer and kissed Yunho’s forehead. Yunho closed his eyes too and felt a big urge crawling up inside him. As there breath hit their faces again Junsu leaned in closer but Yunho rushed back. Junsu grabbed his backhead and pulled him closer again. Yunho’s hands were trembling. He was afraid of this feelings. He felt ashamed that he wanted Junsu so much. What happened to their innocent brother love? When did it change like that? Yunho gave in and let Junsu meat their lips. He placed both of his arms at the side of Junsu’s head and grabbed at his hair. Junsu enjoyed the touch and let out a small gasp. Yunho felt this shiver again. He deepened the kiss and leaned more over Junsu.
Junsu was in heaven. The touch in his hair and the heavy over him made him turned on so much. He let his right hand wander down Yunho’s chest and rested it on his waist tugging at his shirt. There tounges fought a battle of enjoyment and this time Yunho was the one who smirked. He licked Junsu’s lips and soaked a bit at them. Junsu tugged more and let out a happy sigh when he finally felt Yunho’s warm skin. When Junsu slipped his hand under his shirt Yunho started to kiss Junsu’s neck. Both of them were breathing fast and Yunho searched for a point to leave his mark. As he went over a place near his ear Junsu let out a soft moan and Yunho was happy he found the righ point. He sucked at it and let Junsu get a tight hold at his waist. As he finished the mark he opened his eyes and realized what he was doing. He got up quickly and glared into Junsu’s smirking face.
„Do you still deny?“ Yunho bit his lower lip and looked even more confused. He shook his head slowly as he struggled back out of the room. When he reached the door he turned and ran out.
Junsu sighed touching the hot wet spot on his neck. He just made a decision. He would make Yunho realize his feelings. From now on he would stick to Yunho like a bee to a flower and made him finally his. He smirked brightly and laughed lightly.