| Fan Fiction |
by _niXIAH
I stood up and went in front of the mirror. I gargled and then looked at my reflection; I looked deep into my eyes, as I remembered what happened between us. Is this the fate I want my child to have? Jaejoong… he really cares about me… I know that… but I don’t want to be a burden always… to my dad, to my mom and to him… I want to work for myself… and for this child… and I don’t want anyone to help me… even you, Jaejoong.
I went to my room and took one of the four pregnancy test kits from the drawer. I followed the instructions written there… when I read the result… I was not surprised… but it fell from my hand, I got weaker every second, as I look at the result… it was positive, I am really bringing Jaejoong’s child. I started to cry… I knew it would happen, but why am I crying?
As I stood up, leaning at the walls for support, my knees are trembling, with lips bitten, tears are coming from my eyes, yet, they would not fall…
Why did this happen? Why am I asking this… it was my stupidity… my weakness… why would I be sorry though it was my stupidity that is the reason for this thing? I’m so dumb… I sat down at the bed, covered my face with my palms and started crying as hard as I can.
A few seconds passed and someone rang the bell. As I stood up, I felt not opening the door, I do not know but… I got a feeling it was someone who I do not want to see… Jaejoong… I sat down again, and that person rang the bell for the second time. I have no courage to open the door, yet, I wanted to see who it was… and so, I stood up and walked weakly towards the door.
As I opened it, So Eun appeared in front of me.
“Hello!” She greeted.
“So Eun…” I uttered.
“AJ, are you crying? Why?” she asked, as she walked towards me and held my shoulders.
“So Eun… I’m… I’m pregnant…” I cried into her shoulders.
“AJ… h-how many times did you try it?” she asked me, as she closed the door.
“Once…” I answered.
“Try it again, maybe it was an error…” she suggested.
“It’s useless, I know I’ll be pregnant.” I said.
“AJ, how sure are you? What if it’s an error? Some tests results into errors.” She asked.
“I do not know…” I cried.
“AJ…” she uttered as she massaged my back.
We sat down at the chairs in the kitchen. She took two glasses of water, one for me and one for her.
“Here, drink this… for refreshment…” she said, placing the glass of water in front of me.
“Thanks…” I answered as I picked it up and drank.
“So… what’s your plan now?” she asked.
“I’m confused…” I answered.
“Confused?” she asked.
“I don’t know what to do…” I cried again.
“Don’t you have plans to tell him?” she asked.
“I don’t want to…” I answered.
“Why? Did he say he won’t accept the child?” So Eun asked.
“I just don’t want to tell him…” I answered.
“Come on, what are you planning to do? Feed that child alone?” she asked.
“Yeah… I’ll go to Japan and I’ll work there… we’ll live there together… without Jaejoong knowing it…” AJ answered.
“Are you sure?” So Eun asked.
“Yeah… after all, this kid…” I said as I touched my tummy. “This kid… was a fruit of nothing… even love…” I continued.
“But you love him now… right? And he loves you also.” So Eun said.
“I know… but…”
“How about the child? Who’ll be the child’s father?” So Eun asked.
“I don’t know… all I know was I‘ll do whatever it takes… for Jaejoong not to know anything about this…” I answered. “Please, help me So Eun.” I pleaded.
"AJ..." she uttered.
"Please, So Eun, help me hide this from Jaejoong... or better to say, hide me from Jaejoong." I pleaded.
"What if... he goes here? What if he insists in going inside your room?" So Eun asked.
"Do anything... do everything to stop him..." I answered.
"AJ, why are you doing this to him?" she asked.
'ANSWER THE PHONE' my phone rang. I looked at So Eun and stood up.
"I'll answer it first." I said as I went to my room. As I looked at the screen, it was a call from Jaejoong. I sighed, and flipped my phone open. "Jae..." I answered.
"AJ..." he answered, after a sigh.
"Are you teasing me?" I asked with a serious tone.
"Hey, are you mad? Looks like someone here got up from the wrong side of the bed..." he joked.
"Why did you call?" I asked.
"AJ, are you in a bad mood?" he asked.
"Why did you call?" I asked again.
"Okay, fine.." he answered under his breath. "I miss you." he added.
"Huh!" I said as I rolled my eyes. "I have no time for flowery words." I said.
"I'm serious." he said, seriously.
"Come on." I said.
"I said I'm serious. I mean it when I said it. Why won't you belive me?" he asked.
"Because you sound like a liar." I answered.
"Huh... I know it... you won't even believe me when I say I love you." he said.
I became silent... after hearing what he said. I stared blankly at the sky, unconsciously. Come on, am I surprised to hear it... or... am I happy to hear it from him?
"Shut up." I said and hung up.
"AJ!"
I heard him call me as I hung the phone. I threw my phone into the bed. Why on earth did I do that? I mean, I did not know I do that... I told him to shut up. Good, now, he'll never stop bothering me. I started to walk again, to go back to the kitchen, when the phone rang again.
"Come on." I sighed and went to my bed. "Hello." I answered.
"AJ, why did you hung up?" he asked.
"Because you're such a liar!" I shouted.
"Come on... I know you liked it..." he said in a flirtatious voice.
"Liked what?" I asked.
"When you heard me say I love you..." he answered.
"Oh God, Kim Jaejoong... are you hungry? Why would I like to hear something like that? It was a lie... and I hate hearing lies." I said.
"Even though I prove it now?" he asked.
"Prove what?" I asked back.
"That I love you..." he answered.
"Jaejoong?"
"AJ, Jaejoong's here." So Eun said, as she entered my room. Behind her was Jaejoong, holding a bouquet of red roses.
My phone fell to the ground, as I looked at him. He was smiling, still holding his phone into his ear.
"Hi!" he greeted, stopping beside So Eun...
"Ehem, before you start... I'll go out first." she said and went out.
Jaejoong looked at her as she went out. So Eun smiled at me and went out immediately. He looked back at me.
"So... I am here... proving things in front of you." he started, as he walked towards me.
"J-Jaejoong..." I uttered.
He slowly drew his face towards me... is he going to kiss me?
"Jae..." Ii called.
"Come on... I won't kiss you." he whispered into my ears.
"Here's the flowers." he said, handing me the flowers. "There are one hundred of them..." he proudly said.
"And so? Where do you think would I put these?" I asked.
"Anywhere... as long as you can see it... and remember me." he smirked.
"Babo, Jaejoong." I slightly smacked his head.
"Hey, that was the first time you smacked my head." he said.
"I know."
"Do it again." he ordered.
"Again?" I asked.
"Yeah..."
"Why?"
"Just do it..."
"Okay..." I said. "But let me put these on top of my---"
The flowers fell down to the floor, as he pulled me towards him... kissing my lips. My eyes are widely open, as he kissed me... and it slowly closed...
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REPLIES:
•ajaeluvsjoongie: HINDI PWEDE! Follow my rules! Ako ang masusunod dito!
Hihi^^ Sino ba namang nanay ang hindi magccheer sa anak niya?:P
HINDI PWEDENG OO no! Masyadong bunyag! LOL.:)) HAHAHA. Dinedeny mo si JJ eh)
•cappleberrie~: Yeah, her mom wants her to go to Japan. Poor Jaejoong… being denied.:P
Hihii.^^ Here’s the update! Hope you enjoyed:D
•YUKIMURAis♥: Yeah.. hahaah:)) ansama kasi ni AJ ehh:)) ddeny pa si JJ.xD
LOL. Hihi.^^ Updated na:D hihi buti getting interesting.xD Wag! Baka masakal yung Comp.:))
•JaeSu fan: Updated:) HIhi.xD
•DreamiiHeroine: she will leave JJ. T.T HUHUU. Poor Jaejoong. He feels discrimination:)) LOL.
LOL. Date!:)) HOHOO.xD Well, she has reasons for rejecting the date.xD
UPdated:)
•Lucia: Yeah… good work, Jaejoong!:) HOHO.xD Well, maybe AJ’s not the outgoing type.xD
Hihihi^^ Yeah… she has a good mom.:D
Hihi… if that was another mom, it would gone berserk:))
Hihi^^ Thanks for the two thumbs up!:) Hihi^^
•kaje_purple: ahaah:)) usual sa parents yung ganyan..
pero kakaiba pa din yung kay AJ. Hoho^^ sobrang bait.xD
DI pinagalitan si AJ. LOL.:)) Hihi^^ Oo nga. Ambabait ng parents nila.
LOL. Hihi^^ POOR JJ!:)) HOHO.xD