Fan Fiction

Kiss Away the Rain [COMPLETED]

by _niXIAH

Chapter 19

Sorry

Jaejoong's P.O.V.:||
"You're slowly pushing me towards you..." she said as we walked at the park.
"Does that mean you love me too?" I asked, cutely.
"Do you think that's my meaning?" she asked sarcastically.
"That's why I'm asking." I answered.
"I don't know... all I know was I want to stay away from you now." she answered.
"What do you mean?" I asked, confused of what she said.
"Jae... I don't know what to do... the moment you came into my life... things became worst..." she answered.
"Ouch." I said.
"I didn't mean to say you're a bad luck... but..."
"But?" I asked.
"But... you're a dream I want to forget..." she answered.

I stopped from walking, as I watched her. She stopped and turned around to look at me.

"Jae... I'm sorry." she said with teary eyes.

I bowed down as I gulped... why is she... saying these things in front of me? I clenched my fists, and I know any moment by now... my tears would start falling.

"I don't mean to say these things in front of you... but its better this way, right? I don't want to make things more complicated..." she continued.
"AJ... do you love me?" I asked.
"I do not know..." she answered.
"Yes or no." I said.
". . . Yes"
"Then why do you want me to stay away?" I shouted.
"I'm sorry, Jaejoong... even I am confused…” she answered.
“AJ, don’t do this to me… I love you!” I shouted.

People were looking at us, as we argue of this thing.

"I'm sorry... please... do as I say..." she uttered. "Leave me... alone." she ordered and went away.

I watched her walk... she were already few feet away from me... as the rain started to pour. I cried... I want to shout her name, I want to tell her come back... but I was afraid... I am afraid of hearing the same things she said earlier... I love her... but why is she leaving me? I tried not to think that she's the same as those girls... I walked as I bit my lip... why are you leaving me... AJ, why?

AJ's P.O.V.:||
I sat down at the bed, as I cried... as I thought of the things I told him earlier.

"AJ... do you love me?" I asked.
"I do not know..." she answered.
"Yes or no." I said.
". . . Yes"
"Then why do you want me to stay away?" I shouted.
"I'm sorry, Jaejoong... even I am confused…” she answered.
“AJ, don’t do this to me… I love you!” I shouted.

"Jaejoong... I'm sorry..." I said as I buried my face into the pillows. "I want to kill myself... I want to kill myself for hurting you..." I added.

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Oops, sorry for the short chapter, guys!:)
Promise, next chapter will be a longer one:)
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REPLIES:

•YUMIKURAis♥: Hahaha:)) Really? Hihii^^ Yeah, she really is lucky to have Jaejoong here.^^

•cappleberrie~: Haha!:)) So you remembered that one! Hihi^^ Poor roses, they fell…

•DreamiiHeroine: LOL. You’re AJ’s teacher now!!! Hihi^^ Wish she could hear your advices.
Hihi^^ Thanks, AJ said.:) LOL.xD Yeah… boys keep giving girls chocolates.
They never get tired of buying and giving chocolates while girls get tired of eating them…:))
Maybe they like chubby girls.xD LOL.:))

•Lucia: Yeah… the problem is, she’s afraid to let Jaejoong know it…:( Poor JJ.xD
Hihihi^^ Close the gates to Japan for AJ! Don’t let her get in.xD Hohoo:)) Like, no AJ allowed.xD
Yay! Daddy Jaejoongie:D LOL.:)) Hohoo.xD I wonder how he looks when he’s a daddy.xD

•JaeSu fan: Oo nga… swerti swerti:)) Hoho.xD

•ajaeluvsjoongie: LOL:)) sabi nga ni gugumpyo, bakit may batas pa kung pwede mag sori?
HAAA!!! Hahaha:)) pakitang tao nga lang yun… dami kasi nagbabasa eh!
HAHAAH!:)) LOL. Dahil dito, nakakainlab si JJ:)) HAHAHA.xD
Pangatlo ko lang sya!!! Giyayaya! Syempre astig, ako gumawa eh:)) BUWAHAHA!
Buntis ka na, Ajae, congrats!!:))

•kaje_purple: HALA! Di pa ako sira no! di ako gamit para masira!:)) Hahaah.xD joke:D
Hihi^^ oo, pakita lang yun… Jaejoong talaga oh, kahit kelan..:)) pasikat! JOKE:D
LOL. Hihi^^ wawa naman Jaejoong pag iniwan ni Aj..