| Fan Fiction |
by _niXIAH
I stood up, going to the kitchen, I am hungry now. I walked carefully, right hand at my lower waist and holding at the wall for support. As I entered the kitchen, I sat down immediately. Gosh, its getting hard to walk even though in a short distance. But I have to do exercise... yeah, as the doctor told me. I stood up again and took the crackers from the drawer. Come on, I'll just eat crackers for today... and no more the next day.
I opened the pack and when I was going to eat it, someone knocked on the door. I wondered who it might be. Nissa has gone here almost ten times every month, is it? Then So Eun, of course, almost every minute to check on me... with Mariko and Yuban. And so, even though I'm irritated, I stood up and placed the pack of crackers at the table. I walked towards the door and when I opened it, I was surprised.
"Hello!" he greeted.
"J-Junsu..." I stuttered.
"It can't be helped, he insisted on going here." Nissa spoke, coming from behind him.
"Nissa!" I cheerfully said. "Come in..." I added.
"Let me help you." Nissa said as she entered first before Junsu.
Junsu closed the door as Nissa accompanied me in going back to the kitchen.
"I'm sorry; I have nothing to give to you... except for these crackers." I said as we three sat down.
"It's fine... we brought you some fruits and vegetables... good for you and your baby's health." Nissa smiled. "Put it there, Junsu." she pointed at the counter.
"Thanks." I smiled as Junsu stood up to put the basket to the counter table.
"So, how are you?" Junsu asked as he went back to sit.
"I'm fine... not too much suffering." I chuckled.
"Come on, you can live with us..." Nissa said.
Yeah, she's been telling me to live with her in their house. But I keep on refusing because I told my mom I would go to Japan a few months after giving birth to this child.
"Nissa, I told you I can't..." I smiled. "You know the reason already..." I added.
"But look, you're having a hard time here." she worriedly said.
"So Eun is here... also, Mariko and Yuban are helping me..." I said.
"Nissa can't make AJ say yes." Junsu teased.
"Yah! Shut up!" Nissa whacked Junsu's arm.
"Ow, why can't I tease you while Jaejoong can?" he cried.
I smiled at them "So... how's Jaejoong?" I asked, after his hearing his name.
"Jaejoong..." Junsu uttered.
"Well, he's always thinking of you..." Nissa said.
"I see..." I uttered. "Uhm, anyways, is he not getting suspicious of you two?" I asked.
"What do you mean?" Junsu asked.
"She means if Jaejoong is not getting suspicious of where we keep on going." Nissa answered.
"Why, I'm telling him we date." Junsu proudly said.
"So, what do you want to tell us now?" Nissa asked.
"Aww, you should keep your mouth shut now, Junsu." I joked.
"Okay, fine." he pouted.
"I love you!" Nissa said and kissed Junsu's cheek.
They were so close to each other... and then I thought what if Jae and I are like them... would we be as close as them? Would we be as cute as this couple is...? I became sad... and tears started to form in my eyes as my head slowly bowed down. Silence filled the room when they saw me in this situation. This is my choice... and no matter how much it hurts me, no matter how much pain it gives me... I have to accept it... I have to accept that I'm stupid enough to let go of someone I know I already love. Someone I knew I loved even before I’ve met him…
"AJ..." Nissa comforted me.
"It's okay..." I said as I cried.
"It's not okay... I know you're hurt." she said as she rubbed my back.
"Come on, crying is bad for your health especially you're pregnant." Junsu joined.
"Hey, why don't we go out for a while? Junsu, let's take her to the park." Nissa suggested.
"Yeah... let's bring her to the Sakura Park." Junsu agreed.
"No, I'm okay here." I contradicted.
"AJ, it's not okay. You should go out once in a while..." Nissa insisted.
"Fine..."I finally gave up.
"That's good. Come on, I'll help you go down." she told me as she helped me stood up. "Junsu, get the car ready." she told Junsu.
"I, I, captain!" he said and went out.
---------------------
We arrived at the park. I walked between Nissa and Junsu. We went to an empty bench and sat down. Junsu was eating cotton candy while I and Nissa watched the kids play.
“I wonder how that kid would look like…” she told me.
“Maybe it’ll be like her father.” I joked.
“Yeah… Jaejoong.” She uttered. “Don’t you really have any plans to tell him?” she asked.
“Yup…” I answered, somewhat unsure.
“Why?” she asked.
“I don’t know. Maybe I’m just really a prided person…” I answered.
“He’s willing; I can feel it… if ever you’ll tell him.” She said.
“I know… but I made up my mind already… and its one more month…” I answered. “So definitely, I’ll give birth to her and go to Japan.” I said.
“Are you really serious about that?” Nissa asked.
“Yeah. Once I’ve made up my mind about something, I’ll definitely do that thing.” I said.
“Then… are you going to tell him once you’ve arrived at Japan?” Nissa asked.
“Maybe… I still don’t know what I would do in the future…” I answered.
“AJ, Jaejoong loves you… and you know he does.” Nissa said.
“But do you think it’s all enough? I mean… okay, he does loves me… but then… would he be ready to live with me? You know, he’s a nice person… he’s someone who can’t live without being known or seen or greeted by others, he’s popular around here… and if ever he lives with me, in Japan… I know… there’s something that’ll happen…” I confusedly said.
“AJ, I did not understand a thing.” Junsu said.
“Just eat.” Nissa said.
“I know… even I… even I do not understand what I said. All I know is, I don’t want him to live miserably because of me…” I said. “He’s a model… and I don’t deserve someone with great life status like him… I’m a normal girl… with no good features.” I uttered.
===================
REPLIES:
•kaje_purple: OO!:)) Tattoo. Hahah.xD parang kanta ni Jordin Sparks.
Tattooed on my mind:D LOL.xD Anong baad?
Good nga siya kasi tinutulungan nia si Jaejoong ehh.:D
•Lucia: It’s okay:) I understand:D hihi^^ I’ll always understand:D
Yeah… baby girls are cute!!:) hohoho.xD yeah, nothing will stop AJ now…:|
Well, Jaejoong… he hasn’t called her yet.:| Bad Jaejoong!:))
Hihi^^ Not yet… it’s too early to end this story..:D
it still has a long waaay to go:)
•JaeSu fan: Updated:)
•DreamiiHeroine: It’s okay:) Winglin’s problem.xD LOL:)
YeaahH! BAD AJ!!!:)) she keeps on hurting Jaejae…:(
Yah! AJ! MEET JAEJOONG NOW!! Don’t be stubborn anymore…:|
•ajaeluvsjoongie: LOL! Ikaw nga mean ehh! Iniignore mo si Jaejoong even though he loves you!
Tapos ako pa mean ngayon!!!!! HUHUHU!!!! Hahha,xD
EH PANGATLO LANG EHH! Hanggang number three lang yung nameet nyang grade sken eh!
LOL.xD Hihi^^ pano ba pag baby shower??
AJAE! Dami ng galit sayo! Iniisnab mo kasi si JJ eh.xD HAHAH! Mission accomplished:)
•cappleberrie~: Haha!:)) It’s okay:D hihi^^ she’s just a character here.:D
Yeah… should change her mind now…:) Updated;)