| Fan Fiction |
by Ifah_chan
The story will follow by maki's pov.... Every chapter of Tomo's pov will be thought in return of Maki's pov...
Well, happy reading^^
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"Tomo!! Oi, Tomo!! Hurry up!! We're getting late now!!" Toma screams.
"Hait!!! I'm on my way!!" I shout back at Toma. I take my bag, lock the door and ran hurrily to the stairs. And finally, I reach at Toma's bike.
"Why are you being so late?? I have been waiting for twenty minutes…." Toma mumbles as he looks at me.
"Gomen…" I smiled. Then, I take the helmet that is hanging on Toma's hand and wears it. Toma shake his head and sighs.
Then, Toma starting his engine and drive away along the street. Well, I'm Yamashita Tomohisa. I'm 22 years-old guy, who lives in the same house as Toma. My occupation is the baseball player, as a pitcher while I'm still study at the local university. Actually, I was offered back then during my high school days. After our team won in the Koshien, I was told about the offer. I was amazingly introduced to everyone, to the media and to the national television. But it's not big team or something; it's just in the local league team in Japan. Not yet, the major league. Well, I didn’t have any reason to let down the offer as baseball is my passion.
Right now, I'm living with Toma, my best friend. Toma is as same as I am but he's not in any league as he said he wanted to be something else, such as a doctor. And about Shun, he's still also my best friend but we're not living together as we're in the different league and from a different university. He's also was offered but earlier than I am as he's more popular than I am during our high school days. But we are still seeing each other at a lot of times though. Well, I don’t live with my parents as my parents live in Osaka while I'm in Tokyo. My father and mother have a small ramen shop. They have four children altogether, including me… and I'm the third child. I have a big brother, Nao, a big sister, Hinako and my little sister, Ryoko.
Actually, Masami, Shun and I are friends since we're in middle school. I get to know Toma afterwards. Masami and I are closer as we live as neighbor and our parents are friends. I know her since we're in the first grade. At that time, I had moved at the neighborhood. We're so close that we're even sleep at our each other's house. We're usually sharing everything we had, we're like siblings. But she will never know my true feelings for her. At first, I thought I have a crush on her but then, I realized I had special feelings for her. It was too late when Shun made his move towards her. Right then, I knew I have no chance.
I used to feel boredom around me. Before this, I didn’t know how to smile as I hate cameras and I didn’t know how to show my feelings to anyone, even to my mother and Masami. I had always kept it to myself. I had never shed my tears to anyone; I had never showed my childish side to anyone and I had never opened up myself to anyone… not since I met her… I didn’t know why I did that, but I felt more comfortable when I was with her. She is the only I trust and the only one I've ever look on to….
But you had never looked at me anymore. Where have you been? I'm longing to see you again…. You left me with those smiles and those words. And you had never given me a chance to say those three words to you. You walked away and left me behind. I should have known back then when you said your last words… And I should have understood back then what is the meaning of those words…. When you said….
"Tomo-kun…. Sayonara….."
Why didn’t you give me a chance when you left me? Why didn’t you let me explain when you left me? Have you thought of me as someone you can trust and you can lean on to? Don’t you know when you left me, my heart wrecked? I know I had made you cry so many times and yet I pretended that I didn’t see it. I know I was cruel to you back then but my heart is always saying your names. Seeing you left me, made me realize one thing…. How important you are to me….
But even you're not here with me anymore, I still remembered your endless smiles, your plain clumsiness, your warm words…. and your countless tears that falls. I was too careless and selfish. I had never considered you feelings or your heart. I still remembered when you said you liked me; I was shocked and surprised to hear those confessions from you. I didn’t know how to react either. I didn’t expected to be like by someone like you…. I was incomplete back then.
Maki….
I'm sorry for hurting you….
I'm sorry for making your heart so restless…
I'm sorry for making your tears falling rapidly….
And I'm sorry for everything I've done to you….