| Fan Fiction |
by Ifah_chan
It has been 3 years I lost any contact from her. When she said those words, she didn’t even give me a hint where I could find her. I'm desperately wanted to find her and tell her how I feel. And when I do, I want to tell her everything. I just want her to know that my heart is also beating for her…. No matter where I go….
The image of her face has always lingering on my mind. Her smiles, her laughs and her clumsiness have always made me laughs and content. She's the reason why I wanted to change myself. And she has changed everything in me. From the dull and moody person, I have change into a cheerful and happy person. I had never been so happy in my life. She looked on me when I lost my way, she had always been there for when I needed her and she had always stayed by my side when I needed a shoulder to lean on.
Before that, I had always thought that I couldn’t open my heart to anyone else except to Masami. She was my first love. I had fallen in love with we were in the middle school. But she had never known my feelings towards her. My heart wrecked when she was with Shun. I had always thought that if I had made my move first, she would be mine by now. But then, I was wrong…. These feelings fade away as soon as I met Maki…. it wasn’t sudden but it was slowly turned into love. I don’t know when this heart is beating for her, as I have never realized it….
Remembering the past had made me sad and regret. Walking at the same path where she and I used to walk together, are the most memorable day of my life. I love walking with her…. She made me laughed all the time. When we walked, her smiles had never missed from her lips. Her eyes were sparkled as she talked and her words were always become the words I didn’t want to forget. When we held our hands, I could feel her warmness. The memories of her are still clearly playing on my mind every where I go…
And it was started at that time….. the time when I met Maki for the first time, I felt nothing but had an interest to know her…..
~*~*~*~ 3 years ago~*~*~*~
"Are you alright?" I said as I reached out my hand to her.
But she looked at me with her bright eyes, without saying anything. It took her awhile to speak. Slowly, she nodded and smiled. "Hait…. I'm okay…."
Then, I helped her out and gave her a slightly smile. "Next time, don’t run too much or you will be fall…" I looked at her and thought she might be annoyed with my words but instead, she smiled brightly at me. I was quite surprised by that. Immediately, I took my bag and hanged onto my shoulder and ran towards the gate.
As I ran, I didn’t know why but I felt I wanted to turn to take a glance at her again. Then I turned back to look at her again. I looked straightly at her eyes. I could see her happiness in her eyes…. And I thought that was the most beautiful eyes I had never seen….
Soon, I turned back and quickly ran towards the main door. And again I thought, I felt that I was kind of interested to know more about her….