| Fan Fiction |
by amelila
He hurried to wrap a towel around his hips, held it with one hand, and opened the door just a little bit. His jaw dropped as he looked through the narrow door crack.
»May I come in , please?«, Yoochun asked with a guilty expression. Junsu almost forgot to hold up his towel. ‘Aish! I’m practically naked!’, he thought and became nervous. »Sure«, he mumbled and didn’t know why Yoochun was there. He didn’t know wether or not he should still be mad for how had treated him.
»Is something the matter?«, he asked and Yoochun nodded. »Kinda... I just needed to talk to you.« Junsu raised his eyebrow. All of a sudden? »About what?« Yoochun sighed. »About...about how...how I’ve been acting.« Junsu was surprised but it was the moment that he had been waiting for for so long.
»You know, Junsu, there was a reason. Believe me, it wasn’t because I stopped loving you or anything like that. I still love you just as much.« He paused and looked at Junsu’s reaction. He was still waiting for the explanation, although he wanted to forgive him already and just let it be. He had been missing Yoochun so incredibly much.
»Listen, back then when we visited your parents... Somebody spotted us. Remember that I told you my car was broke?« Junsu nodded. »And that’s true, but because someone bricked it on purpose.« Junsu’s eyes grew wide. »What? What happened? Who was it?« »I don’t know. Some creep who saw us together.«
Junsu started to understand now. »He wrote messages on the car. He threatened us... He didn’t want us to be together and said that something was going to happen if we didn’t break up.« Junsu was worried. Now everything made sense. Why Yoochun was so cold to him, almost avoided him, and why everything had felt like a lie. Of course he wasn’t wearing their ring, nor talking to him in public.
»Are you sure he didn’t do anything else to you? Or do you just not want to tell me?« Yoochun shook his head. »There was nothing else. I didn’t even see him once.« Junsu sighed in relief. He had totally forgotten how it felt to be worried for his lover. »I am so sorry, Yoochun. I had no idea! Why didn’t you tell me earlier?« Yoochun sat down on the corner of the bed an buried his head in his hands, before he looked at Junsu again.
»I didn’t want you to get involved. I was so worried about you.« »But I would have understood. And also, we could have made it through together.« »I was too scared. And I didn’t want you to get worried, so I kept silence. I tried to avoid you as much as I could but it broke me to hurt you so much. And then Yunho talked to me and I realized that nothing can happen if we are together and strengthen each other.« He stood up and laid a hand on Junsu’s cheek.
»Junsu, please accept my apology.« Junsu smiled and looked into his eyes. »Promise that we will never be separated again.« Unexpected tears of happiness and relief filled Junsu’s eyes and so did Yoochun’s. Yoochun crossed his heart. »I promise. I promise that I will never leave you, nor will I hurt you ever again.«
Junsu felt so unbelievably glad that he just fell into Yoochun’s arms without thinking about it. »You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for you to apologize. It is horrible to be without you!« »I know«, Yoochun whispered in Junsu’s ear , »I know, Susu. We will make it through this together.«
Junsu looked at him. »What about the others?« »Yunho knows. And I’m sure he’s going to tell Jaejoong. We will stick together and nothing will happen. Don’t worry about it now, just relax.«
He let his hand slide up Junsu’s shivering skin. Junsu immediately got goose bumps and realized how much e needed Yoochun’s touch. He went closer and pressed his body against Yoochun until they fell onto the bed. He turned around in his arms, so that he was sitting between Yoochun’s thighs.
Yoochun knew what he wanted and he wanted to make his wish come true. He unwrapped the towel and threw it to the ground. Junsu was completely exposed whereas Yoochun was fully dressed, but all he wanted was to satisfy Junsu and not himself. His hand went down Junsu’s chest, over his navel, his belly, and reached his already stiff member.
Junsu whimpered and dug his fingers into the blanket. Now he wasn’t shaking from the cold anymore but from pure pleasure. Yoochun fastened the movements of his hand as he noticed that Junsu was already close to the edge. Junsu moaned loudly and grabbed Yoochun’s arm.
He held onto him tightly until he felt that he was about to reach his climax already. His body had missed Yoochun’s embrace the whole time and now he was so eager and avid for his touch that he already came when Yoochun just stroked him a little bit. Junsu groaned a last and loud time and stained the sheets.
Yoochun chuckled and kissed his neck. Junsu was panting and couldn’t believe what just happened. He turned his head and tilted it to reach Yoochun’s mouth which returned the kiss willingly.
Yoochun grabbed the wool blanket from behind and wrapped it around Junsu’s shivering shoulders. »You should sleep.« They leaned back and Junsu curled up in Yoochun’s protecting arms.
It felt so good and cosy in his arms, so warm. It was a natural thing, something necessary for life to Junsu. How had he even been able to survive without him?
Junsu fell asleep quickly, after he had been feeling so exhausted for so long. There was nothing to worry about anymore. Not for the two of them.