| Fan Fiction |
by Autumndreamer
I rushed away from that scene which makes my heart sinks and my mind swinging around. I have never felt this way before, how come seeing those two hugging together makes my heart beat so much. Or maybe.. only one person is making my heart beat like that..
Yunho.. maybe I have been avoiding this name for a long time, but having to face him everyday and avoiding him in my heart is so hard to do. I have never been with any guys before, it’s not like I can’t.. but I don’t want to.. I also know many guys who are after me but.. I wanted to wait for my right person to appear at the right time..
That day when Yunho bumped into me outside of the bathroom, my heart clicked at that point.. why is that? When I started to tutor Yunho, I could never let myself be my true self in front of him.. why is that? When Yunho told me he likes someone else and the person is Jae.. my heart felt hurt and started to sink.. why is that? When I saw them hugging onto each other I felt tears rolling around in my eyes and I had to run away from them.. why is that?
These questions are making my head hurt, and I think my whole world is turning around in front of me. I held onto a tree and put my hand in front of my chest, then I felt my fastened heart beat, and I knew for the fact that I am falling for Yunho..
I actually knew it from a long time ago, though knowing he had someone else in his heart made me try to avoid this feeling and forget this love.. and I think I am doing really good at it too just at times I would weaken down and think about my own thoughts..
Jaejoong is a nice guy and he is so pretty.. even though he is a guy but I really think he could be prettier than any girls, and when Yunho told me that he is in love with Jae, other than the fact that they are brothers, I wasn’t really shocked at all. After learning that they are not related, I actually wanted to help them to get together.
Maybe it’s because I care about Yunho deep down my heart and I truly want to treat him like a little brother, so I want to take care of him and as long as he is happy then I can be happy too. Loving Yunho isn’t my original choice, but I can’t help my heart. I looked back into the forest and wished them happy together in my heart.
Yunho.. Jaejoong.. I will forever pray for you and wish you two happy together. I will do my best to try to help you two out as much as I can.. because I really like you two together, and seeing you two loving each other so much.. makes me happy too..
“Ji Hyun ah..”
I looked over and found a member from the student organization calling my name..
“Nah?”
“We have a meeting in 20 minutes, did you forget?”
“Oh.. I just remembered.. I will be there..”
“Okay..”
She walked away, and I sighed out.. what am I thinking, I should be focusing on school.. and I have many things to do other than thinking about these things..
“I must be going crazy..” I ruffled my own hair a few times and trying to clear my mind as I walked into the building where it holds the meeting..
End of pov..
Yunho’s pov..
I carried Jae out from the forest and just carrying him bridle styles made me feel like the happiest person in the world..
“Yunnie.. you can let me down, I can walk by myself..”
Jae whined, but I just smiled and held onto him tighter: “What if I let you and you run away from me again..”
“Yunnie..”
“Don’t move around, you are quiet heavy.”
“YUNNIE!”
“Haha.. I am joking Joongie, you are very light!”
“I don’t believe you.. you are being mean to me..” Jae continued to whine and hitting my chest lightly.
I smiled at him and when we got out from the park I put him on the ground, I patted on his head and whispered: “It’s so good to have you beside me again.”
“Yun.. do you really love me?” Jae asked me with his innocent eyes.
“Of course I do!” I replied.
“Then.. do you think we should talk to our parents about it?” Jae asked, “I feel bad lying to our parents about our relationship the whole time.
I paused for a second, and then I turned over to Jae while holding onto his shoulder: “Jae.. I don’t think this is the right time to tell them. We are still in high school, at least, we need to wait till we finish college, and then when I can be independence. Even if they don’t agree, if I can support our livings then they can’t stop us from being together.”
Jae looked down and played with his fingers, “But.. I.. I want to.. I want to..”
I looked at Jae’s face, and he was blushing like a tomato, but I couldn’t really figure out what is he trying to say.
Suddenly, Jae tagged onto my arm and started to swing my arm: “Yunnie.. you know what I am talking about right? Why are you making it so hard for me..”
“What are you trying to say Jae?” I asked confused.
“Yunho!” Jae whined.
I stared at him confusedly, and then we both heard someone calling Jae’s name..
“Jaejoong..”
We turned around and found TOP standing a few feet away from us, slowly, he walked over and looked at us and then down at our connected hands.
“Hyung..” Jae called and I looked over at Jae, he looked down and didn’t say anything else. I felt that there is something going on between Jae and TOP, and from the way TOP is looking at Jae in a very hurtful way.
“Jae..” TOP called and my heart jumped a little, why is he calling Jaejoong like that? What is their relationship..
“So, you decided to go back to him just like that?” TOP asked.
“Hyung..” Jae called. “Sorry, I really love Yunho. I understand everything you told me, but I really love Yunho. I can’t leave him, and I can’t stop loving him. I will forgive him when he apologize, because I trust him.. he loves me too..”
“He is not the only one who can love you!” TOP yelled.
“TOP!” I yelled back and hugged onto Jae, “Jaejoong and I are in love, who are you here to tell him what to do?”
TOP suddenly grabbed onto my collar, and dragged me toward him..
“TOP.. Yunho.. please.. stop!” Jae called.
TOP looked over at Jae, and it seemed that he really cares for Jae’s thoughts and slowly he lets me go. TOP sighed lightly and turned to Jae: “Jae.. whatever it is that you decide, I will always support you.. if you really think he is the one for you, then I will support you too. I wish you two happy! I knew that I would never get my chance anyways, but I just hope, letting you go wouldn’t make me regret in the future.”
“Hyung.. I promise you.. I will be happy and you won’t regret anything..” Jae walked over and held onto TOP’s hand. Slowly, TOP raised his hand and patted on Jae’s head with a hurtful smile..
“TOP, I promise you, I will protect Jae forever, and I won’t let anyone hurt him.” I said with a firm voice.
“The only person you need to protect Jae from is yourself.. remember there is still you parents in front of you two.. I hope you won’t let anything happen to Jae even if they step in the way.” TOP turned to me and said those words, then he smiled at me and said, “I know you love Jae, and I hope you give him all the happiness.”
TOP then turned away, and slowly, he walked away.. I don’t know how much does TOP like Jae, but the next day, we both found out that TOP transferred to another school.. and we heart it was a military school..
End of pov..
Jae’s pov..
TOP Hyung transferred, and that’s the first thing I found out when I stepped into school the next day. Maybe I really hurt him, and I could tell that he really liked me, but I only have Yunho in my heart and I wish that he could find his happiness one day.
What shocked me more was that TOP transferred into a military school.. how did I know? Because TOP sent me an e-mail and told me that it would be hard for him to talk to me again, because in military school they mostly block internet and he can’t get out unless it’s summer break.
TOP Hyung told me that ever since I told him that he should become a police, then his only goal in his life was to become a police officer and protect people who are weak and gets hurt. He also told me that don’t take his leaving the wrong way, because he really wanted to do this also. He wants to fulfill his goal and he wants to be able to protect everyone in the future.
“Jae.. what are you thinking?” Yunho asked me and found that I was staring out from the window the whole time.
I shake my head a few time and then asked: “How do you think TOP Hyung is doing?”
Yunho thinks for a second then sat down beside me on the bed, “Ahh.. I think he must be training his strength and body very hard. So, he can become a good police officer in the future.”
“I hope so..” I answered and held onto Yunho’s hand, then I asked, “Where’s Umma and Appa? How come our house seems so quiet today?”
“Umma went shopping for food, and Appa is still at work.” Yunho answered.
“How come Umma is shopping by herself? Where are the maids?” I asked.
“Why do you ask so many questions Jae?” Yunho smiled and hugged onto me.
“Yunho..” I called and felt his arms tightened around my waist. I could feel my heart beating so fast, and my face is blushing again. Aish.. how come I am feeling this way so rapidly lately and whenever Yunho is near me, I could feel my blood all rushed toward my face and heart..
“Jae.. are you okay? Your face is so red.” Yunho answered.
I covered my face and turned away from him, but he turned me back and asked: “Jae.. don’t you want to finish what you were about to say in the park the other day?”
“Wh.. wh.. what is that?” I know exactly what Yunho is talking about, but I can’t say it.
“You know.. after thinking about it for a few days.. I think I might have a clue.. what am I guessing it right?” Yunho asked in his seductive voice near my ear and my whole body started to shake none stop.
Yunho smiled and held onto my shaking hand: “I think I guessed it right.. wuli Joongie finally grow up to the age of wanting some affections, huh?”
“Yunnie..” I whined and Yunho hugged onto me.
“Jae.. do you know why we are the only ones in the house?” Yunho whispered again, and I looked over at him, “Because I told Umma that you want to eat litchi, so she went out to buy it herself. You know Umma really cares about the quality of fruits, so whenever we buy fruits, she would go pick out them by herself.”
“Yunnie.. you are so bad.. how can you set this up? You don’t even know exactly what I want yet..” I said but then Yunho’s lips already crashed into mine, I smiled a little as I closed my eyes and let Yunho took over my lips.
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