| Fan Fiction |
by Autumndreamer
Yunho broke with Katie the next day after I asked him to, and I know I shouldn’t be but I felt so happy. Katie cried in front of Yunho and asked him for a second chance, but Yunho wouldn’t even give her a chance to speak anything.
I felt very bad watching Katie cry like that in the lunchroom, and she ran away crying so hard with her friends following her. They were all giving Yunho mean looks and some called Yunho bad names, and when I looked over at Yunho, he didn’t seem to have a change of expression.
“Yunnie..” I called softly and held onto Yunho’s hand under the table, then I looked down and whispered, “I am sorry..”
Yunho turned over and smiled at me as he squeezes my hand to tell me that he is okay, and I looked around the lunchroom where everyone was staring at our table. Junsu and Changmin were looking down and eating their lunch while Yoochun looked at us weirdly.
“What is wrong with you? Yunho?” Yoochun accused Yunho, “Why did you break up with her? You two looked so cute together and you two were going to be voted the cutest couple in our school.”
Yunho: “I don’t even like her, so there is no reason for me to go out with her.”
“What do you mean you don’t like her?”
“That means I have no feelings for her, so I don’t think there is a point for me to stay with her and hurt her even more later!”
“Then why did you go out with her in the first place?”
“You were the one who suggested! I wouldn’t if it wasn’t for what you said!” Yunho said madly and turned away from Yoochun.
I looked over at Yunho and felt very guilty inside, then I nudges Yunho and said: “Yunnie, you should go look for her and explain to her!”
Yunho: “There is no need. The more I talk to her, the more she will think she still has a chance.”
“But Yunnie..” I whined.
“Shhh..” Yunho cuts me off, “Joongie! Eat some more lunch, you are too skinny now.”
I looked up at Yunho and sighed a little. I really don’t want Yunho to have a bad reputation because he wrote up with Katie for no reason, and he is acting this way, maybe everyone will see him as a player now.
My predictions were right, and soon, there were rumors going around the school about Yunho. People would say Yunho is cold hearted and Yunho plays around with girls heart. Everyone thinks Katie is the victim and she would tell everyone her story with Yunho to make Yunho look even worse.
I feel very guilty inside whenever I hear people talk about Yunho like that, but whenever I look over at Yunho, I could see him looking as if nothing happened. However, I know Yunho is not happy, because he barely laughs like he used to with me anymore.
I know I am the one who is creating all the trouble for him, and I really want this to end. It was my fault that Yunho had to break up with Katie for no reason, and I know it was my selfish will for doing so to make Yunho look bad. Maybe Yunho should have just stayed with her, and I could live with it if I try harder.
“Yunnie..” I walked into our bed room after dinner and found Yunho doing his homework in front of the desk.
Yunho turned over and smiled: “What is it Joongie?”
I looked down and played with my fingers: “Yunnie, can I ask you to do something for me?”
“Yea, of course! What is it?” Yunho asked me and sat me down on the bed while facing me while sitting on the chair.
“Can you please make up with Katie noona?” I asked and looked up at Yunho.
He held a blink face and stared at me for a few seconds, and then he asked: “Why?”
“I just don’t want you to look so bad in school anymore.” I answered honestly.
“Joongie.. I don’t care what others say about me!” Yunho sat over on the bed and puts his arms around my shoulder.
I leaned my head on his shoulder and whispered: “But I care! I don’t want others to say you are a player! I don’t want Katie to ruin your reputation like this. If you get back together with her, then everything would stop and I won’t feel so guilty anymore.”
Yunho looks into my eyes and suddenly he smiled: “Joongie, I am very happy to hear that you care about me so much. But, don’t feel guilty, because I really don’t care what others say about me as long as you are happy and I can protect you in my arms.”
I looked into those dark chocolate eyes and found Yunho closer to me than usual, and I hugged onto him tightly while letting me tears out: “Yunnie, but you are getting hurt from others while you are protecting me. How can I be selfish like that? I want you go be happy and I want you to make up with Katie.”
Yunho hugs me back and kisses me on the head softly: “Pabo.. why would I do that when I already have you beside me? I don’t need a girlfriend, because I know Joongie is good enough for me.”
I looked up and Yunho: “But, I am your brother and it is not the same as in having a girlfriend..”
Yunho paused for a second and then smiled back at me: “But Joongie is cutter than any girl that I have seen, and as long as I don’t find anyone prettier and cutter than you, then I won’t have a girlfriend.”
I smiled at Yunho while he wipes my tears away and calling me a cry baby again. But, I don’t care, because I felt warm. Although I know I shouldn’t me asking for this from Yunho and it is not fair for me, I really want to have Yunho to my self a little bit longer.. just a little big longer before he would ditch me off..
I know I can’t stay by his side forever and he can’t for me either, so I want to hold on to him for as long as I can. I don’t know if this feeling is wrong toward a brother, but all I know is without Yunho my life means nothing to me. Appa and Umma told me that Yunho was the one who brought me into the family, and they had been honest with me about my identity of being adopted, but I am actually happier this way, because I know Yunho had been protecting me ever since I felt saw him. This feeling cannot be replaced by anyone in the world.
Time goes by very fast, and Yunho already got into the high school which is connected to our middle school while I am a last year in middle school also. Yunho’s high school is just the next building of our middle school, and I could still eat lunch with him because the middle school and high school are connected, and we had two cafeterias, so I just go to Yunho’s upper grade cafeteria to join him.
I have to admit that Yunho is getting hotter and hotter year after year. Appa and Umma made Yunho do a surgery on his bunny teeth, and after those were removed, he lost a little of the cute side but got so much more mature. His cheek went from chubby to slim, and his face went from cute to handsome. Although I am not in his high school yet, a lot of girls would come to my classroom and hand me bunches of love letters so I could give it to Yunho, since he wouldn’t accept them himself.
Yunho kept his promise of not dating any girls, and the girls already been screamed off at when they hand those letters to Yunho. So they are scared of the awkward rejection, hence, I became the one who had to deliver these letters to Yunho.
“Yunnie..” I called and walking over to him during lunch with my tray of food and my backpack.
Yunho looked up and smiled at me as he raffles my hair: “How was your class today?”
“Yah.. stop that, you are messing up my hair.” I yelled and trying to fix my hair.
“Why did you start to care about your looks so much?” Yunho asked.
“Ever since I was born?” I answered in a joking way, “Why can’t I look good when you are getting all those love letters from girls? I need some attention too, instead of being called Yunho’s little brother.”
Yoochun laughed: “It is time for Jae to get a girlfriend too! Jae, what kind of girls do you like? Do you want me to introduce you to some?”
Changmin looked up: “Hyung, why are you always talking about girls during lunch? Since we are eating, can’t we talk about food?”
Yoochun: “Ahh.. you kids never grow up do you? By the way, Junsu yah.. I saw you with this hot chick the other day, so what’s your relationship with her?”
Junsu widened his eyes: “Hot chick? What hot chick?”
Yoochun: “Remember? Just that girl who was wearing that hot mini-skirt and white shirt, and you were talking to her before lunch. Her name is.. I think.. Jun Ji-Hyun if I remember it right!”
Junsu thinks for a second: “Oh.. her? She is just a family friend and she is my Noona, so my relationship with her is.. I guess Dongseng and Noona..”
Yoochun thinks: “Hum.. if you have nothing to do with her, then I will go for her! Dude, she is a hot and smart chick!”
Junsu shrugs and continues to eat. Yoochun looks over at Yunho and said: “Yah! What do you think? I think she is super hot. Do you know that she is the president of the Student Association and she is also the leader of the cheerleader and dance group in our school?”
Yunho: “How did you even know all these?”
Yoochun smirked: “I have my ways! I heard she has a 4.0 GPA and she is a Junior in high school because she jumped a group higher. Dude, if I can get her, then I will die with a smile on my face.”
“Yea, you get her, and play with her then dump her. I don’t want to watch another innocent girl go into a waste in your hand.” Yunho said and poured down the water into his throat.
“Then you go get her! I bet she will say yes to you. That’s right, I have a bad reputation and it’s a littler hard for me, but you don’t really have anything and you have good grades too.” Yoochun said, “Go get her.”
I looked over at Yunho who held a blink face on and he mumbles: “Whatever man..”
Then he stood up and walked out from the cafeteria. I looked over and stood up to throw way his and my waste while following Yunho out. But he walked very fast and I didn’t catch where he went, so I decided to go to the bathroom first and then search for him.
When I was washing my hand, I heard a girl’s shocked yell outside, and I turned the water off about to step out to see what happened but then I heard Yunho’s voice.
“Ah..” Girl’s voice..
*Silence*
Yunho’s voice: “I am sorry.. are you okay?”
Girl’s voice: “Yes! I am fine! Thank you!”
Yunho: “No, it was my fault that I bumped into you, I wasn’t looking.”
“That’s okay.” Girl’s voice, “Are you Jung Yunho?”
Yunho: “Yes! You are Jun Ji-Hyun Noona right?”
Girl’s laughing voice: “That’s weird that you call me Noona, but it’s okay, I am only a few days older than you. Erm.. I guess I will be seeing you often from now on!”
Yunho: “Huh?”
Girl’s voice: “I will see you!”
I heard the girl walked away and wondered what she meant, and when I stepped out I found Yunho staring at the girl’s back without blinking. I looked up at Yunho’s face, and he had this expression that I have never seen before. It was something I couldn’t really figure even though I have been with him all these years. Also, Jun Ji-Hyun, wasn’t that the girl Yoochun was just talking about? She is that popular even Yunho knows her? But, how did Yunho know her?
After a while, Yunho realized I was looking at him, and he turned over shocked: “Joongie! When did you get here?”
“I was here the whole time.” I answered, and then I turned my backpack over and grabbed those love letters out, “Here.. some Noonas want me to hand this to you..”
Yunho grabbed those letters and throw them away in the trash-can without even looking at them. Yunho turned over to me: “Next time, just do this for me and stop bringing them to me. You know I won’t look at them anyways.”
I looked up at Yunho and slowly nodded, then I looked over at the direction that girl walked away. Somehow, I had this uneasy feeling with what she said. Then I turned back and found Yunho staring at the ground in deep thoughts again. What could Yunho have been thinking?
Finally, school was over and I went back home with Yunho by our driver. When we stepped into the house, Umma rushed over: “Yunnie and Joongie! Go up stairs and clean up while, we have guest over very soon.”
“Umma, it’s week days.” Yunho whined, “And I have homework.”
Umma: “Umma knows, and this is going to be about you Yunho, so you better go prepare good.”
Yunho: “What do you mean?”
Umma smiled: “You are going to need to get into college soon, so I figured it is better to find you a tutor who will be teaching you how to pass the tests.”
Yunho: “But.. Umma.. I can study by myself..”
Umma: “You need tips and hints, don’t worry, Umma won’t find you a bad tutor. Just go clean up and change, then come down to really fast, because the will be here soon.”
Yunho and I looked at each other as Umma pushed us up the stairs and said: “Joongie, you should dress well too, because maybe Yunho’s tutor can help you with your exam for passing middle school also.”
We stepped in our own rooms and started to change and take showers, and when we were done we came out wearing some what nice clothes and stepped down the stairs when we heard the door bell ring.
After the door opened, Yunho dropped his jaw open and started at the girl in front of him in shock. I looked over at Yunho and then over a the girl..
“Hey! Long time no see!” Appa and Umma greeted the other adults who are the girl’s parents.
“Yunho and Jaejoong, say hi!” Umma ordered.
Yunho bowed down and greeted the guests as I did the same. Then they greeted back, and the girl looked bowed down as she greeted our parents. Umma said: “Oh.. Ji-Hyun ah.. this is Yunho, my son, and you will be tutoring him!”
Ji-Hyun? She is Ji-Hyun? That girl Yoochun talked about and Yunho bumped into today? I widened my eyes and stared at her face. She looked so pretty just as how Yoochun described. She had long and straight her, and they were so dark. Her eyes were big and very deep. Her nose was tall and her lips were red as roses. She had a very slim and small face with a pointy chin. Her body was so nicely curved and those long legs were straight and skinny.
She smiled brightly at Yunho and said: “Hi Yunho, we met again!”
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