| Fan Fiction |
by Autumndreamer
I couldn’t fall asleep for the whole night and I kept on thinking about Yunho. I know this is bad.. everything is going bad because I can’t seem to control my own feelings anymore.. I sat on the bed and stared out from the window watching the dark sky slowly turn brighter and brighter..
I have been sitting in the same position for the whole night and I didn’t even realize it myself till I could spot the dim light of the rising sun outside of the window. I know I can’t be like this anymore.. I was wrong.. I can’t destroy him.. I don’t want to see him in pain or suffer..
“I have to get out from here.” I whispered to myself, but I know I can’t run away. The best solution is for Yunho to sell me to someone else. Maybe then I will go back to my old self again, but then.. I will never be able to have someone as caring as Yunho beside me anymore..
A tear slides down from my face, and I quickly wiped it away. It’s okay, I don’t need anyone to care for me. I meant to be cold and go against everyone in the world. Now, I will have to make Yunho get rid of me so I won’t hurt him.
Suddenly, I heard some noises coming from the bathroom next to my room. I know it is the guest room and Yoochun stayed in there.. I sat up straight and an idea got into my head..
I stood by the door and soon I heard foot-steps coming this way, slowly, I peeked out from the door and it was no one other than Yoochun.
“I have to destroy him.” I said loud enough for anyone outside of my door to hear, and then I backed away from the door waiting for Yoochun to break it.
As I expected, Yoochun swings the door open hardly and yelled: “KIM JAEJOONG!”
I looked up slowly and stared into Yoochun’s eyes. He looked very mad, of course, he loves Yunho and cares about Yunho a lot.. he would never let anyone hurt Yunho just as I expected..
“YOU BASTARD! WHAT WERE YOU SAYING? HUH? WHO ARE YOU GOING TO DESTORY?” Yoochun yelled and approached to me.
I backed away a little because Yoochun seemed as if he was going to beat me up any second. I backed to the wall and couldn’t move anymore. I looked over at Yoochun’s mad face and suddenly he grabbed onto the collar of my shirt and tightened his fist in front of my eyes.
“IF YOU DARE TO DO ANYTHING TO YUNHO, I WILL KILL YOU!” Yoochun yelled to my face, “IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING, THEN I WILL MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND ME!”
Yoochun raised his fist and I knew exactly what is coming to me, so I closed my eyes tightly and prepared myself for the punch, but I didn’t feel anything for a while, instead I heard that familiar warm voice..
“Let go of him!”
I opened my eyes and stared at that handsome face in front of me with Junsu’s standing behind him and looking worriedly at the three of us. Yunho.. god.. why is there a light glowing above his face right now? Am I imagining things?
“Yunho! He.. he..” Yoochun stuttered while Yunho held onto Yoochun’s fist tightly to prevent him from hitting me.
“Let go of him!” Yunho said again and this time his voice sounded even more forceful than before.
Yoochun looked at Yunho and slowly lets go of my shirt. I let out a sigh and looked up at Yunho..
Yunho stared at me with pitiful in his eyes: “Are you okay?”
I looked away and didn’t say anything, I could see from the corner of my eyes that Yoochun was tearing up already.
“Yunho!” Yoochun said with a shaky voice.
“Yoochun.. if you hurt him again then I will not let you in this room anymore..” Yunho said.
“Yunho!” Junsu called and watched Yoochun who was about to cry out. Watching a tough looking guy like Yoochun tearing up really is special, but I can’t believe Yunho is so mean to Yoochun because of me.
Yoochun turned to me and pulled onto my arm as he pulled me harshly toward Yunho: “Yunho! Are you blind? He is a disaster for human-beings! I just over heard him say that he wants to destroy you, he is going to make you go bankruptcy like he did to the others. Don’t be fooled by his innocence face, look at those evil eyes.. Yunho..” Yoochun said and kept his grasp harder and harder on my arm.
I looked up at Yunho’s face and he looked into my eyes. Yes.. Yunho.. listen to Yoochun, get rid of me..
“Yoochun.. maybe you heard wrong..” Yunho said and looked over at Yoochun, then he separated Yoochun’s hand from my arm. “You have a hang over? You got drunk last night, maybe you are still feeling a little dizzy.”
“No! Yunho! We have been friends ever since college, and you would rather believe in a whore than your best friend?” Yoochun yelled.
“DON’T CALL HIM THAT!” Yunho suddenly yelled at Yoochun loudly and everyone was shocked.
Junsu walked over to me and pulled me away as I watched Yunho staring at Yoochun so madly right now.
“Yoochun..” Yunho took a deep sigh, “We have been friends for so long, and I want to be friends with you forever. I want you to know that I love Jaejoong and Jaejoong will not hurt me, I know you care for me because we are best friends, but please respect Jaejoong also and don’t mention about his past anymore.”
Yoochun looked at Yunho and I could see tears rolling around in his eyes. I can’t believe Yunho used this way to make it clear to Yoochun about his feelings, but this is not what I want. I don’t deserve Yunho and I shouldn’t take Yunho away from Yoochun.. if I never appeared then maybe Yunho and Yoochun would be together already..
“Yoochun is right!” I finally opened my mouth.
Everyone looked over at me, and I looked into Yunho’s eyes with the coldest stare I could fake at the point, “Yoochun shi is right! I did say that!”
Junsu: “What? Jaejoong.. you..”
I stepped forward a little, “Jung Yunho! I know what your plan is already, you really think you had warmed my heart and you are able to have me if you make me fall for you? Do you really think I am as simple as you think? I have went through so much that you can’t even imagine.. why would I fall in love so easily with you? You really think your plan is so brilliant right? Trust me, there are many people who had body already used your plan and the only result they got was getting into bankruptcy. I hate all the greedy bastards in the world and I will destroy all.”
I felt my hurt hurting so much saying all these lies, and I could see Yunho widening his eyes as he looks at me.
Yoochun yelled: “You hear him Yunho! He finally said the truth! Listen to him Yunho, he already admitted it, what are you waiting for?”
“Yes Yunho!” I said, “What are you waiting for? You are a good guy and I don’t want to hurt innocent people either. There is no way you can change me, there is only hate and no love in my world. If you still want to remain wealthy as you are now.. then get rid of me.. sell me back to the auction or else don’t blame me for destroying your life, you all are the same.. perverted and greedy bastard!”
I stared into Yunho’s eyes coldly, but suddenly I felt a hard slap on my face..
“YOOCHUN!” Yunho yelled and stared at Yoochun who just slapped me hardly.
“YOU WHORE! DON’T CALL YUNHO THAT AND GET AWAY FROM HIM!” Yoochun yelled and raised his hand away, but Yunho grabbed onto Yoochun’s hand.
Yunho: “Junsu! Take Jaejoong out from the room..”
Junsu: “Yunho..”
“NOW!” Yunho yelled at Junsu and I could sense the anger inside of Yunho right now. I really got him pissed already, sorry, but I have no choice to hurt your feelings right now, or else I will really hurt you n the future.
Junsu walked over to me: “Let’s go Jaejoong!”
I stared at Yunho and whispered: “Sell me back to the auction.. Yunho ah..”
Then I stepped out from the room with Junsu, I felt like crying right now knowing I will be back to the cold and ugly world again.. this place felt like heaven for me and I am glad Yunho had gave me such good life for the past few weeks.. I will never forget about you and this place Yunho ah..
End of pov..
Yunho closed his eyes as he sat on the bed and covered his face with his hands. Yoochun looked at Yunho hurtfully, and slowly, he sat down next to Yunho while he sighed hard.
“Yunho ah..” Yoochun called and patted on Yunho’s back, “Don’t be sad.. you know you will never be able to change him. Just get rid of him, I am sure there are going to be someone better for you..”
Yunho slowly looked over at Yoochun and Yoochun looked away a little, “Yunho ah.. I..”
Yunho stopped Yoochun by placing a finger on Yoochun’s lips, “No Yoochun! Don’t say anything right now..”
Suddenly, Yunho hugged onto Yoochun: “Yoochun ah.. we have been friends for so many years already.. you, me, Changmin and Junsu.. we are all good friends. Like I said, I would like to be friends with all of you forever. I know you all are the people who truly care for me. I can’t make many friends when I was in school, because I was too business taking care of my dad’s business while studying.. but you all understood me and stayed beside me all these years.. I don’t want anything changing within our relationships between all four of us.. can you promise me that we will forever be friends, Yoochun?”
Yoochun bits onto his lips and slowly he nodded his head: “Okay.. I promise you Yunho..”
Yunho slowly pushed himself apart from Yoochun, and then he wiped the tears away from Yoochun’s face. Yoochun smiled a little and looked down, then slowly he looked up: “But please get rid of that Kim Jaejoong! He is really going to harm you! Really!”
Yunho looked at Yoochun and smiled a little: “I will make him stop the hating.. he will change.."
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