| Fan Fiction |
by babygiggle
A thousand more times I asked myself, why did I hide the fact that I love you? If I did, would you have left me? I love you Pandara I really do.
It has been a month and I never given up to find you. Where are you?
“TOP…why won’t you eat?” Eun-soh asked me.
“Get away from me, if it wasn’t for you, Pandara wouldn’t have left.” I gritted out.
“T—TOP” she stammered.
It’s time to come clean with her, put her in her right mind I shouldn’t let her believe otherwise, “I forgive you and my father, but no matter what, you are known as my mother. We are done, I no longer love you. It died when you and my father married. I only feel guilt for treating you and my son badly. We can only be friends now and nothing more.” I walked away from her and headed to my car, I had to find Pandara…
(TOP P.O.V)
(Eun-soh P.O.V)
“Stupid! Just plain stupid! Even after I tricked that bitch Pandara to leave. TOP still can’t forget her! I won’t let her ruin my fantasy I have planned out professionally….I just won’t allow it!
(End of Eun-soh P.O.V)
(Seungri P.O.V)
I was about to go into the kitchen when I heard Eun-soh spill herself. I knew that bitch had something to do with Pandara nuna leaving.
I stepped in on the bitch, Eun-soh, “How did you do it?”
“Seun—Seungri!”
“How?”
“You heard”—
“Hmm…I knew you Eun-soh; I’m not blind like TOP.”
“Of course, you do…you tried to tell on me once. But you knew he wouldn’t believe you. You never actually liked me from the beginning.”
“That’s because you were a gold-digger to begin with. You only went out with TOP because he was rich.” I said after putting play on the voice recorder.
“He was easy.” She laughed.
“Tell me then, how did you get TOP’s father to be your husband? The man was a killer yes, but he loved his son and would never have slept with you.”
“The old fool was easy probably too easy. TOP was gone and I was in need of money and his money did come from his father…so he was my only access to money. I drugged the old fool and made it seem like he raped me. He paid me of course to never tell TOP because he loves his son. Ha! I would have demanded money from him every time I was in need of money trading for my mouth to be silence about out intercourse. But Sokyung made it easier for me. I became pregnant with the little runt who was neither TOP’s nor that old fool son. He was just an accident I had a club one night.”
“So when you did, you made TOP’s father married you.”
“Yea” she shrugged.
I was getting angrier by the minute, “You made Pandara nuna leave didn’t you?”
“That bitch was stupid; TOP was so stuck on his fake son to notice that he was neglecting her. All I had to do was make her believe that TOP loved me again, and that she was intruding in our life. I’m such a good actor.”
“You really are a bitch.” I spat at her.
“So I’ve heard.”
“Wouldn’t you be scared that I might tell TOP?”
“Go ahead he won’t believe you. Especially when the DNA test came out positive.” She smiled.
“How did you do it?” I asked.
“As you can see I am a beautiful woman, all I had to do was bribe him with my body…men can’t stand seeing naked woman especially when their throwing themselves at the guy.” She left.
“You slut.”
“Ha! Spare me your curses, it doesn’t hurt me.” she laughed her way out of the kitchen.
I might not have proof then, but I do now…I should have told TOP when I saw her sleeping with another guy when she was dating him. But TOP wouldn’t have believed me since he was so in love with her. Now I can…I have all the evidence I need…
(End of Seungri P.O.V)
(Pandara P.O.V)
I am 4 months now, 5 more months I’ll be a prisoner again. I cried endlessly, I know it’s not good for the baby but I can’t help myself.”
“Pandara you need to stop crying. It not good for the baby.” Ajumni said.
“But I can’t help it.” I cried.
“(Deep sigh) I’m sorry for causing you all these problem.” She cried.
“Ok, Ok, I’m not crying anymore. Please don’t cry.” I stopped crying for her sake, I didn’t want to make her feel guilty.
Suddenly there was a knock on my door; I opened it, “Jonghyun…”
“How’s my girl?”
“What do you want?” I asked.
“To come check on you of course.” He smiled and showed me a basket of milk and a book about babies, “This milk is for nourishing you, and this book is for you to learn to care for yourself and the baby.” He came inside, “I have one myself.”
“Why?” it was all I can say.
“I love you…and if TOP won’t be a father to your child I would be glad too.” I was overwhelmed yes. But I love TOP and it would never change…
I just smiled…
(End of Pandara P.O.V)
(TOP P.O.V)
I walk into my house, which use to have the love of my life Pandara in it…now…
“Dinner is ready” Daleen said.
We sat at the table and got ready to eat when Sandy ran to the restroom and started vomiting.
Weird… Pandara did the same thing…no…she had a stomach problem.
We started eating, and Seungri was acting rather peculiar. He was smiling.
“What are you smiling about Seungri?” I looked over at Min-ye, “Are you pregnant too?” I whispered to her.
“Aish…oppa…I’m not…” she mumbled and blushed.
“I been wanting to do this for years, but I couldn’t” he wasn’t making any senses.
“Don’t you want to tell him Eun-soh?” he still had that smile.
“Tell him what Seungri? What are you talking about?” Eun-soh looked uneasy.
“Awe, come on do I have to say everything?”
“You wouldn’t dare.” She smiled.
“Oh really?” he turn to me then, “TOP in high school, when you fell in love and went out with that bitch *POINTING TO EUN-SOH* she wasn’t truthful. She had sex—no that sounded to nice, she fucked—another guy behind your back. I saw it. I wanted to tell you but I knew that you were so blinded by love; you wouldn’t have listened to me.
“You lying ass! TOP, you knew he never liked me, “she started crying, “Why would you do such a thing Seungri? What have I ever done to you?” she cried.
“What are you 2 doing?” this is insane!
“Quit your acting!” he looked at me then, “maybe you should here this.” He pulled out a voice recorder.
Seungri voice started off…
Seungri-“That’s because you were a gold-digger to begin with. You only went out with TOP because he was rich.”
Eun-soh-“He was easy.”
Seungri- “Tell me then, how did you get TOP’s father to be your husband? The man was a killer yes, but he loved his son and would never have slept with you.”
Eun-soh- “The old fool was easy probably too easy. TOP was gone and I was in need of money and his money did come from his father…so he was my only access to money. I drugged the old fool and made it seem like he raped me. He paid me of course to never tell TOP because he loves his son. Ha! I would have demanded money from him every time I was in need of money trading for my mouth to be silence about out intercourse. But Sokyung made it easier for me. I became pregnant with the little runt who was neither TOP’s nor that old fool son. He was just an accident I had a club one night.”
Seungri-“So when you did, you made TOP’s father married you.”
Eun-soh-“Yea”
Seungri-“You made Pandara nuna leave didn’t you?”
Eun-soh- “That bitch was stupid; TOP was so stuck on his fake son to notice that he was neglecting her. All I had to do was make her believe that TOP loved me again, and that she was intruding in our life. I’m such a good actor.”
Seungri- “You really are a bitch.”
Eun-soh- “So I’ve heard.”
Seungri- “Wouldn’t you be scared that I might tell TOP?”
Eun-soh-“Go ahead he won’t believe you. Especially when the DNA test came out positive.”
Seungri- “How did you do it?”
Eun-soh- “As you can see I am a beautiful woman, all I had to do was bribe him with my body…men can’t stand seeing naked woman especially when their throwing themselves at the guy.”
Seungri- “You slut.”
Eun-soh- “Ha! Spare me your curses, it doesn’t hurt me.”
*End of voice recorder*
I heard everything I didn’t want to believe my ears. She framed my father made me hate him, she lied about Sokyung, and she even made Pandara leave me.
“You ruined everything!” she yelled at the proud Seungri.
“Get out…of…my…house.” I warned.
“Fine, but do me a favor. Keep that brat I never loved him, I just carried him. If I have no more use for him why keep him.” She shrugged.
I’ve had it, I grabbed her throat and held it there, “I should kill you…but you’re lucky your son is here. It would kill him if I did. I’ll keep him because he has no fault or sins…but! If you ever step front in my house again…you die!” I threw her out the house. Good riddance!
I grabbed my car keys an hour after the bitch left.
“Where are you going?” they asked.
“It’s about time I apologized to my father.” I smiled, “Sokyung…son come with me”
“TOP…Sokyung”—
“I know what you’re thinking Seungri, even if Sokyung isn’t my son. I love him. Eun-soh might’ve not known. I knew she was playing me. He told me and many more other things. He might not be my son by blood but my son at heart. Right, Sokyung?”
“Yea appa.”
“After this, I am going to find Pandara, Sokyung’s new mother.” I looked over at Sokyung he smiled.
(End of TOP P.O.V)