Fan Fiction

Love Vs.Love? (Complete) :(

by Trisha (bubblegum_pop)

Chapter 30

I Choose ...........

"STOP IT" you shouted in aggravation as you backed up but then suddenly a bright light and noise came from nowhere, then a hard force hit you.
For moments your mind began to flood with memories as your lifeless body flew through the air before hitting the ground.
"HEA-MIN HEA-MIN WAKE UP"
The world was on its side and an ocean of crimson liquid was all you could see.
The two voices soon became nothing but echoes before you blacked out.
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Eventually you woke up, though your vision w as quite blurry; you woke up to the sounds machines beeping voices mumbling.
"She's awake" one voice whispered in excitement
"Wait! Keep quiet you idiot" another voice scolded
"Aish she looks better beaten up like this" a voice said
"You don't look better anyway sunshine" you croaked as your eyes flickered open.
The room was white, though brightly lit which made you wince, but as soon as you opened your eyes completely your eyes and vision began to adjust to the surroundings.
You saw all the members looking at you, holding flowers, balloons you name it.
"HEA-MIN AH" Sungmin, Hankyung and Yesung hugged you in unison.
"Owww" you winced as their hug caused pain all over.
"Sorry we forget" they said bowing
"It's fine I want a hug" You croaked
"Awww" they all said as they hugged you.
"Hey what happened to me...? Why am I here?" you asked them.
They all exchanged uncomfortable looks at each other, until Khuhyun said "You got hit by a car it is nothing major just luckily you escaped with a fractioned wrist and a few stitches".
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A sharp pain began to pierce through your head and small flashbacks of rain, Donghae and Leeteuk filled your mind, the others noticed that you were in pain and Heechul commented
"Aish let's go this pixie needs her rest" as he ruffled your hair
"I'm not a pixie" you pouted as the members said goodbye, but before they all left you noticed that Donghae and Leeteuk weren't with them.
"Hey umm where is Leeteuk and Donghae?" you asked
"Oh they went to do something ..." Yesung said quickly as he exchanged a looks with the others before they quickly made a mistake.
It was just you in the room left alone with your blurry thoughts and the sound of rain hitting the window.
You looked to the window and rain just coming down from the heavens.
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*Flash back*
"Umma why does it rain?" you asked curiously
"It rains because the angels in heaven are weeping" she smiled as she answered
*End flash back*
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"Umma Appa Unnie don't cry alright I’m fine so there is no need ... I really miss you" you whispered to yourself.
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YOUR POV

Conscience: Looky her I guess it's just us
You: oh for once in my life can you keep quiet
Conscience: I’m sorry but I need to make appearances
You: Aish I think I should have been hit harder
Conscience: give it up without me your nothing
You:.......
Conscience: Hello
You:..... Zzzzzz
Conscience: SHE'S ASLEEP AISH SERIUSLY THIS GIRL
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"DON'T GO!" you bolted straight up from your bed, you felt your head and there was sweat.
You looked around the room to find to things that weren't there before bed, Donghae and Leeteuk were by your bedside holding your hands.
You smiled to yourself and began thought
"I know how I have to chose"
As you moved both Donghae and Leeteuk to the coaches on either side of the room, memories and thoughts began to rush through you
"Which one made me happy?"
"Which one would I grieve other if I lost him?"
These thoughts ran through your head as you sat outside your room.
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"Thinking are we" teased a familiar voice
"Kyuhyun what are you here for?" you asked still in thought
"All the members are in the waiting room I came up to check on you" he responded
"Khuhyun I need your help" you asked
"You can't choose can you"
"Well..."
"Let me make it simple for you do what you think not ma or anyone else because this is your choice... and ask your self this one question DO I REALLY LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART and if you do then you know"
"It's not that straightforward"
"It is your just scared that's all if you choose one the other will understand" he said with a smirk on his face as he got up to leave.
"Wait where are you going" you whispered loudly
"They're gonna kill me if I don't get back anyway Hea-min ah"
"What"
"Sleep well" he said as he imitated Sung Si Kyung
"Mental note beat that kid up" you whispered to yourself as you entered your room.
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Play this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OboZiX02dOE&feature=related
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You went over to Leeteuk who was still sleeping on the couch, and sat next to him on the edge of the seat.
"*sigh* Leeteuk I love you I really do but as a brother I can never love you how you want me to...yes you do make me laugh and smile but I love only as a brother and best friend ... I’m sorry" you whispered, you then removed the hair on his forehead and gave it a light kiss before shuffling to Donghae.
"Donghae I chose you, I really do love you with all my heart and I hope you realise that, I said yes because I want to marry YOU, and only you please forgive me and remember I loved you ever since the day you helped me" you whispered to him as light salty tears began to fall from your eyes.
"I Love you too" he whisper before giving you a kiss.
"I guess this means I lost ... but remember Hea-min ah I will still love you" Leeteuk whispered smiling to himself.
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OMO SO SORRY THAT IT WAS LONG
But don't think it’s the end for the couple I have a few more blasts from the past coming but for now enjoy!
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