Fan Fiction

Love Vs.Love? (Complete) :(

by Trisha (bubblegum_pop)

Chapter 37

A Puddle of Memories and a Decision

"Surprised?" he asked with a smirk on his face
"What do you want from us just go away, evaporate whatever guys like you do" you said defensively
"I have a proposition for you" he whispered as he pinned you to the wall
You were going to scream but then he covered your mouth
"You are going to dump Donghae, leave this stupid group and marry me" he growled
Your eyes widened at the thought and immediately you bit him
"What if I just don't?" you asked still gasping for air
"Do you really want me to answer that" he smirked and then he grabbed your neck slightly chocking you.
"Stop" you spluttered
"Heh if you don't your friends will be in hospital but for Donghae I just guarantee that he won't wake up" he hissed into your ear, after he disappeared downstairs leaving you at the door step crying and gasping for air.
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After a few moments of cold dead silence, your sobs had slightly sub sided but those word Jin-h hissed at you the threat he made still haunted your thoughts.
After finally recovering some strength you fumbled around with the keys and entered the apartment, slowly dragging yourself around the rooms, wondering on what to do.
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Your POV

You: What should I do?
Conscience: Don't do it
You: Listen i'm used to your crazy plans but this involves Donghae's life being taken and my friend in danger
Conscience: but you love him right
You: I do and the others I want to stay with them maybe I shouldn't do it
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Play this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2A979W7mTg
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You found yourself in the bathroom looking at a reflection which did not seem to match your own, your eyes were red and puffy, cheeks were blotchy and sensitive to touch, but in the end you washed your face, as the cold sensation of the water hit your skin, your felt refreshed and calm.
Soon you found yourself wondering around the empty house, feeling every touch with the tips of your finger, as tears unconsciously fell down your cheeks, your legs gave up and you found yourself in the empty living room, pictures and smiles of all of you surrounding you.
*Voices of memories
"Yah stop that!" Heechul screamed
"Nope I took that picture and I’m keeping it" Leeteuk teased
"AHAHAHAHHA wow that was a bad picture hyung" Eunhyuk laughed
"YAH GIVE IT!"
*A different memory
"The Mitizen song goes to SUPER JUNIOR"
The whole thing was a blur we all cried it was the best thing after debuting we all worked hard and we won we all cried tears of joy that was the best memory we all shared together
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Play this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNdLL1ksxPM
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"What should I do.....? WHY DOES THIS CRAP ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!" you shouted as tears of frustration ran down your cheeks while your ran your fingers through your hair.
*Beep *Beep
You looked at your phone and there was a message from an unknown number puzzled you clicked inbox the message read
"Make the right choice or on the way home from the hot springs tomorrow they won't make it home to you"
You threw your phone in horror and shock and huddled in the corner until your phone went off again immediately you knew it was Donghae and rushed to pick it up
"DONGHAE! Donghae are you ok" you asked frantically
"Yeah we are all fine"
"Come home now pl-"
"WHAT what's wrong...? Hea-min ah we can't come home until the weather is better.... (Manager talking to him).....
We will be back tomorrow" he answered with concern in his voice
More tears fell down your cheeks
"I'm causing him to worry" you thought
"It's alirght get home safely" you said sternly
"I love you my angel"
"...I Love you too" you answered back as tears fell; you could hear him smile though the phone before he cut off.
You hugged your phone missing the warmth that Donghae's voce had given you, you missed Leeteuk's ridiculous laugh, Heechul's brashness and politeness to babies, Hankyung's crazy Korean, Ryeowooks cute voice, Sungmin and his sweet aura, Siwon with his smile, Yesung and his habits, Shindong and his jokes, Kibum and his witty comments, Kyuhyun and his kindness, Eunhyuk and his crazy gags and Donghae for the love he had brought in my life I really miss them I need them now, you thought as hugged and cried into your pillow in your bed.
"I have never been this alone..."
You grabbed your phone and texted to Jin-ho
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""For my decision come tomorrow I’ll show you what's what..."
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Sorry if it is long ha ha
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