Love Vs.Love? (Complete) :(
by Trisha (bubblegum_pop)
Chapter 38
The Hurt In My Heart
"For my decision come tomorrow I’ll show you what's what..."
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At the table you looked at the cereal right in front of you, at another attempt to take a bite you lifted your spoon but then someone embraced you from behind
"Hey babe" a voice whispered
"Get the hell off me" you hissed at Jin-ho
He pulled out a chair and looked at you
"What?" you asked irritably
"What's your decision?” he asked slyly as he leaned into you
"My decision is-" but before you could finish the door clicked shut and you heard familiar voices, immediately your ran to the source and saw them dripping wet but smiling at you
"HEA-MIN AH!"Leeteuk screamed as the other members joined in to embrace you all
"Aish get off me your wet go get dressed dry off I’ll make you guys something" you smiled though still trying to hold back tears
"Miahne" you thought
As you entered the kitchen you saw Jin-ho smirk at you
"So what is it?" he asked coldly
You went to him and whispered something in his ear before going to make the hot chocolate.
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Play this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNdLL1ksxPM&fmt-18
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The members all sat down and laughed about what happened the previous night as you served out the hot chocolate.
"Hea-min ah what's wrong you don't seem well" Siwon asked with concern
You looked at them all, the image of all of them smiling at you, caring for you, loving you and being there for you, you took a mental picture before standing up and stating
"I have an announcement"
"Huh? Hea-min noona what's up" Ryeowook asked cutely
"Please don't do this" you thought as you saw there confused faces
"I'm quitting Super Junior" you stated
"WHAT?!" the members shouted in shock before crowding around you
"That's not all I- I'm marrying J-Jin-ho" you said as you took his wrist
Donghae walked to you, grabbed your shoulders and looked at you with a confused an hurt expression
"Y-Your joking right?" he stuttered while tears began to brim in his eyes
"I'm sorry but I don't love you Donghae in fact-"
"Hea-min ah listen to yourself what are you saying?" Leeteuk asked you
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Tears began to pour down as you knew what you had to say next
"I HATE YOU ALL! ALLL OF YOU I NEVER LIKED YOU I WAS IN SUPER JUNIOR FOR THE MONEY AND FAME I MEAN I CAN'T REALY STAND ANY OF YOU, YOU ALL MAKE ME SICK, IT'S UNBELIVEABLE HOW GULLIABLE AND THICK PEOPLE CAN BE!" you spat.
Silence overthrew the room, and as you looked at their hurt expressions you saw that they were crying
"Noona you don't mean that" Sungmin softly mumbled in shock while tears ran down his face.
"Of course I do" you answered coldly glaring at him
Donghae cupped your chin, so that you would look at him
"It's a joke right? You do love me remember our code we had, your using it now aren't you" he said softly looking in to your eyes slightly smiling at you while tears fell.
"Don't be so s-stupid" you said coldly
"HEA-MIN AH I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME I'M SORRY JUST DON'T LEAVE ME" Donghae begged as he hugged you
More tears fell down your cheeks
You pushed him into the other members and spat
"I'M LEAVING THIS STUPID BAND NOW! I'M GETTING MY STUFF AND LEAVING WITH MY FIANCCE!"
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There was uproar of desperate cries from the members as you got your suitcase.
"Hea-min we are sorry I’m sorry about the noona comment" Sungmin cried as he hugged you, but you brushed him off coldly
"Hea-min ah I’m sorry about the comments we made" Kangin, Heechul and Shindong cried but you just kept on walking down the stairs moving farther from their cries.
As you walked out the building you found Jin-ho waiting in a taxi.
"HEA-MIN AH COME BACK PLEASE" Hankyung cried desperately
"No" you replied bluntly
A hand fell on your shoulder
"Please come back we can't be Super Junior without you leave that jerk we'll sort him out Hea-min ah please stay you were my best friend here please stay you took care of me when I first came into this group look as us now we are a family" Kyuhyun said softly as he held your hand while tears fell from his eyes
"I'm sorry it's too complicated” you whispered as you entered the taxi
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Play this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EZVH6_u1Gc
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As you shut the door a hand stopped it grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of the taxi
"HEA-MIN AH I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF JUST COME BACK WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS COME BACK AND BE WITH ME, BE WITH US PLEASE I CAN'T BEAR TO LOSE ONE MORE PERSON COME BACK TO ME!" Donghae begged as he knelt on the ground.
Suddenly rain began to fall from the skies and bombard the earth
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*Flash back*
"Umma why does it rain?" you asked curiously
"It rains because the angels in heaven are weeping" she smiled as she answered
"Why are they weeping?" you asked curiously
"Well thy are weeping because something sad is happening on Earth like when a couple who really love eachother break up" she explained still smiling
*End flash back*
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You looked up at the skies, the rain hitting your face and tears began to blend with the droplets
"Remember this? .... This is how we met in the rain... where we fell in love" Donghae softly whispered
"Well I don't love you anymore" you whispered frostily as you handed him the engagement ring Before entering the cab.
As the cab drove away 13 figures were running trying to catch up, you heard them calling your name but soon the picture became smaller and smaller until the rain totally drowned the picture.
You turned to face the front, and then Jin-ho held your hand and looked at you with a smirk on his face
Tears streamed down your cheeks
"Mianhe"
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Sorry it is soo long omo I actually cried wow I’m becoming soft I cry at anything now
The story is not over
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WOW I actually hate Jin-ho now ha hand it's 4:22 am in London I will update later on earlier so keep an eye out because I’m not updating late
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