| Fan Fiction |
by bloodyrose
At last a doctor passed by and looking at her he blinked:' what is going on?'
'The door… pant… won't open!'
The doctor shook his head and tried to open the door himself grinning:' you are too soft baby'
Frowning the nurse stood aside allowing the all mighty doctor to try his luck with the stuck door but as he pulled and pushed and even tried to break down the door would not open so finally he gave up and looked at the nurse panting:' is there someone else with him?'
The nurse though for a minute trying to remember and shook her head:' no he is alone'
'Maybe he locked the door?'
'He is in coma doctor!'
'Oh then call the security and tell them to break it down'
The nurse bowed a little and went to call the security but as they walked one mater away from the room they both stood frozen for a second and blinked blankly before they looked at each other
'What were we talking about?'
'I don't remember sir'
'Ok we must be so tired to forget a conversation that happened one minute ago' the doctor shook his head and the nurse nodded as they walked away
'By the way who is the patient in that room?'
'No one sir it's empty'
The doctor blinked like if he was about to remember but then shook his head and walked away to examine another patient
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In a motel room in Seoul:
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Yoochun was sitting on the bed with Junsu taking a shower and he sighed, it was all weird, way too weird them seeing jaejoong like this, what happened to yunho and everything, he could feel that something is severely wrong but he could not do anything to try and help, he did not know the problem to fix it so he only could sit here and worry
Junsu on the other hand in the bathroom was crying softly counting on the water to hide and erase his tears, he knew everyone was worried and that things are going in a bad way after what happened but still they did not want to tell him, no one knew what was going on and they were all scarred, finally unable to take the questions screaming for answers in his mind he walked out and wrapped the towel around his body before he walked out of the bathroom and right into Yoochun's arms as he snuggled in his lover's chest:' chunie~ what will happen now?'
'I… I don't know baby?'
In the room next door changmin was sitting in kibum's arms too asking the same question as his lover held him tightly and tried to calm him down but how when he himself was scarred and not understanding anything?
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In the darkness:
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As jaejoong walked and walked in this endless road he started to feel tired and slowly the hope was gone and he unable to walk anymore collapsed on the floor panting and crying softly wanting to see his lover for a last time before he gives up and gets swallowed in this darkness too like everything else
Suddenly a sort of light formed in front of jaejoong and a very familiar face of an old man with a silver long hair and beard appeared in front of him and spoke clearly:' Kim jaejoong, you were an unusual case, we now give you a choice, one you can chose to save your lover's life but get swallowed in the darkness while he will forget everything about you and so will everyone else, it will be like you did not exist and they will live on happily while you will stay here in the total darkness, you will remember and suffer because of your love, you will see him happy with someone else and you will suffer or two you can go back to your life as a human, you will have all the money and your friends and everyone around you, you will have the perfect like you always wished to have, the perfect family and the perfect life BUT there won't be Jung yunho in that life, he will die and his soul will vanish into the darkness and you will forget everything about him, you will forget your love, your memories and everything… it will be a new start, so what is your choice?'
Jaejoong raised his head a little tiredly and looked at the elder:' what?'
'It's your choice'
'But… why? Why!!?' yelled jaejoong as he started to cry again hardly
'I will let you try both the choices'
'W...what?' jaejoong did not understand but the elder vanished and slowly the darkness around jaejoong split into two showing a shining white light that firmed a window like a TV screen and looking at it jaejoong saw yunho, his own lover, the most important thing in his life was smiling happily at him with another woman in his arms, she was sitting on his lap, she was sitting in his place and hugging him tightly
Jaejoong's eyes widened as he saw yunho hug the woman happily and peck her lips, jaejoong felt like dying and was about to throw up, it felt like a dagger had just went into his heart but then he saw Junsu, Yoochun, changmin and kibum they were all happy looking at each other and chatting
The view changed and now it was the beach yunho was standing there dressing in a white tuxedo that suited him perfectly and made him look like a prince as he looked happily at something that jaejoong could not see, Junsu, Yoochun, kibum and changmin were all wearing white tuxedoes and standing in a line next to Yoochun while on the other side stood four girls all wearing light pink dresses
Suddenly soft music started to play and jaejoong saw it, it was her, the same woman who was sitting on yunho's lap was wearing a simple white wedding gown and had flowers in her hair and a big smile on her face as she walked slowly toward him and there hand in hand they stood in front of the priest
Understanding what was going on jaejoong screamed in pain as he held on his heart tightly and fell on the floor, it was way too painful for him to watch yunho being happy with someone else, it was way too hard to watch him look at her with that look, that look that belonged to him and him alone but now he lost it, he lost everything as he cried and screamed in the darkness, his heart was bleeding and he did not want to see, he wanted to stop this, he wanted to make everything go away
Suddenly everything went white, the pain and the darkness, everything vanished and jaejoong looked around him as things started to appear, it was his room in that house, he looked around to see the many pictures around him in the room, some were about him and his parents smiling happily as some were about him with Yoochun and the rest with a big happy smile on their faces
As he looked around jaejoong felt happy, he had his perfect life, and everything he ever dreamed of right? But somehow he felt missing, he felt something important is missing like this, he wanted something else, something more
Suddenly the door to his bedroom opened and everyone went in his parents, his friends and a girl he did not know, a girl that ran to him and hugged him tightly so hugging her back he found himself saying:' hey baby' but somehow the words felt wrong
Looking around you will think that this is the perfect life jaejoong wanted for himself but no, he still felt missing
Suddenly a little image popped into his mind, yunho was in the darkness just as he was, and he was holding onto his heart and screaming in pain as he screamed
Jaejoong widened his eyes in shock as tears started to fall down his cheeks, yunho was suffering the same pain he suffered a while ago, he was suffering because of him because he entered his life and fell for him, because he loved him back and wanted to be with him so why? Why should yunho suffer while he enjoys his life like this?
'I WILL SUFFER! GIVE YUNHO BACK! GIVE HIM HIS LIFE BACK!!'
Jaejoong stood up and yelled as loud as he could as he saw the elder's head in front of him; the elder nodded his head once and everything was swallowed by the darkness again so waiting for the pain and the sorrow jaejoong closed his eyes and waited, a few minutes passed but still there was nothing, he was not suffering but why? Did not they hear him? Did they misunderstand him? Did they make yunho suffer in his place?
At this thought jaejoong widened his eyes wanting to beg, willing to correct the mistake no matter what but now as he looked around him he was speechless as he saw a white office, the same office he was in at the beginning of all this, but there was sitting someone else, there with a tea cup in his hand was yunho, unheard, just sitting there and smiling at jaejoong as sweetly as ever
'Y…Yunie?' jaejoong could not believe his eyes yet he did not dare to close his eyes for a second, he did not dare to blink his eyes in case yunho vanished, he just stood there not moving or saying anything but eyes glued at yunho
'You don't want to come to me?' pouted yunho cutely
At once jaejoong did not know how but his body moved at its own and before he realized anything he was in yunho's arms hugging each other tightly as he buried his face in yunho's chest and cried
Yunho hugged jaejoong tightly not believing that now he can do it, now he can touch his lover as he pleased and tried to calm the crying Jae down
'I thought…sob… I lost…sob…sob…you…sob…sob'
'Sshh you will never lose me boo'
'I thought… sob...sob…you…sob… got married…sob…sob… I …sob…hurt…sob… she… sob… sat on your lap… sob…'
'I know boo I know I'm sorry for hurting you baby'
'How…sob… why…sob…sob… what…?'
'You did well Kim jaejoong'
'What?' jaejoong looked at the elders and blinked
'You choose to suffer and let your love live happily… you choose your love over anything… when you first came to us you were a selfish brat but now you're a grown up man who leant how to love and be loved, you deserve a second chance to enjoy life BUT! Don't waste it, you won't get another chance'
'SO I can stay with yunie?' asked jaejoong
The elders nodded their heads
'We will stay together?' jaejoong looked at yunho who smiled and nodded his head
Tears rolled down jaejoong's face again and afraid yunho hugged his lover tightly:' what is it ba…'
Before yunho could finish his words jaejoong's lips crashed his onto his own and they started to kiss hungrily and passionately
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ok guys there is still more to the story
IT'S NOT THE END!!
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